well, i am supposed to sleep earlier as tomorrow will be a new start for me… there comes my new semester, i am pretty nervous now, i feel so scared and worried… i dont know what is going to happen this semester… and the stoopid result that i have applied for a review is not out yet… what the hell, so damn slow man!! cannot stand it…
and i am so worried about my apartment now, and my money… poor alice and i… i really dont know when can all these stuffs can be settled down, and when i can collect back my money… arrghh… can someone drag this girl out and pay me back…??
suddenly, so many things happened to me at the same time… i am so stressed, again i am feeling it’s wrong for me to be here… again i am feeling so helpless… arrghh…
at this moment… i am back to that scene again… although it’s been a long period, i still wondering and not sure about my own feeling and thinking… should i say that i miss something and someone, i miss those days, i miss his presence, i miss him… alright, dont ask me to forget about it, coz i know i should… but, it’s again out of my control… i have been telling myself that, he is happier without me, he doesnt like me, and stop thinking about him, please… at the end, same shit… damn it…
4 replies on “Hard Feelings…”
there’s always bad n good time……..god iz fair…..hahahah…..and about tat guy…..erm juz wanna tell u tat when something belong 2 u, it iz always urs, no worry…..k…..i m sure u feel happy when u saw him livin happily right???luvin a person doesnt mean u must b with him!!!lol!!!n all these crap r taught by my ex………..ahhaha……life iz fun…enjoy ur time………..cheers for life…….
yea… that’s the theory that i have learnt as well… so i never hope for anything… i am just expressing how i feel and not hoping…
Dont worry about all your current problems. Things will get sorted out for sure, it is just a matter of time. I broke down on Saturday as well- thinking that I have so much to deal with, it seems that everything came all at once, and it is just too much for me to handle. Its good to let it all out, but at the end of the day, we still got to find ways to solve our problems. What is done is done, just plan for the future – lor. Take all the bad things that have happened as our life time experience. Nothing goes like a smooth river – my dear cousin.
But no matter what you do, or wherever you are, if you need anything, I’ll always try my best to help you! REMEMBER THAT – coz you are my beloved cousin – and I love you! Be good and may you have a brand new semester! Good Luck girl!
wahlao… i am actually surprised and started wondering who is “woon”… i didnt know that you read my blog… =)
thanx for all the supports man you are the best cousin though…