i have just ended a war with someone… and i really pissed with it together with disappointment… i have something to say peacefully without any interruption…
To XXX,
first of all, i really have to admit that you are someone really cool and i admire a lot… the way you are and the way you treat others are stuffs that i really admire!! i think that you are really a good friend treating people really good… a good listener, you never say no when i need someone to talk to, someone to cheer me up… a good adviser, i always feel really better after talking to you… and all these are the main reasons WHY I LIKE TO TALK TO YOU… and these make you so cool…
but then today i felt really disappointed at you, you didnt even listen to me… and i was just trying to tell you that HOW GOOD YOU ARE and not HOW BAD YOU ARE… i was telling you the truth but you didnt even wanna listen to me and started to say that you know how bad you are… isnt that real bad that you ignored everything while i was trying to compliment you and trying to confirm you yourself in order to build more self confidence for you… further more, you even told me that your PAST had brought you to this kinda life… and what different people have different thinking… and yea, then why did you ignore MY opinions? i was telling how i felt about you and you thought that i was COMFORTING you ehh…??? and you think that i feel bored while talking you eh, if it is so, why i have been talking to you then? charity huh??? or i really have nothing else to do huh???
anyway, if you wanna live in your own sad world, keep it going… and whatever it is, i have done with what i should have done… hopefully you can build up your confidence soon… good luck…