usually, i hardly find a person i really like to share my ups and downs… really difficult, and at the moment, there are only A FEW (people know who they are)… but then, when i found a person like this, i would just treasure very much and would expect a lot, hoping for a forever relationship… yea, it’s true, nothing is forever, but at least LONG LASTING!! i always get myself some PASSER-BYs, they can to be POTENTIAL long lasting friend in the start, and then i would put effort on them… but then, they would just turn me down in the end and become passer-bys in my life…
from now and then i TRY to control my own emotion and feeling when i have a new friend… i try not to hope too much from the friendship, just to avoid being hurt again and again… and i always warn people dont promise me anything, dont!! as i know i would just believe in it and would just get myself into trouble when the promise broken… it would be another hurt to myself again…
when i was trying to warn you not to do so, and you asked me not to worry… nothing gonna be wrong… and you promised a lot and asked me to trust you, and i was stupid enough to agree with it… but then, when reality told me that i was wrong… and YES, i am hurt again and must admit that i am a dumbo too =)
2 replies on “Dumbo…”
1st of all u must open ur heart in order 2 get a true fren!!!and nobody order u 2 tell ur new fren everything imidiately right???after u got to know him or her more then u mah share more later on mah became good frens lol….frens cant b with u all the times, but their mind is always with u lo…..bcz they mizz u ma…aiks….so easy also dunno ah…..study 1st tomolo quiz lol….goodluck in ur friend finding!!!
i’ve went through this when i was in australia too … but u know what ? i did get a best friend who’d share everything with me and be there for me …
to tell you the truth, dun be too impulsive and all … i would say just be yourself and true to yourself then you will get it 😉 so chillz ya !