Month: May 2006

ok… everybody has exes… and some people can really make good friends with exes… like me and my ex, i think we are quite good in our so called FRIENDSHIP…

but…

i just dont understand… an ex being your friend is good, but why must an ex call you like everyday? ok, maybe not everyday… but AT LEAST 4 times a week?

and why must an ex keep asking for an outing? ok, not an one-on-one date, with some other friends too… but why other friends never so stressed on it, but her?

why must the sms start with ‘hey honey’ and ends with ‘*muah*’… ok, so maybe she is just being friendly and she does it to everyone, it’s so normal in the western culture… but cant she just CUT DOWN her friendliness and think of what will the GF think?

is she trying to do something? or it’s just me being sensitive?

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~

everything has its own goods and bads… it’s the same like now, i miss my single life when i am attached… or i always believe that single life is the best…

yea, you have love, and it’s happy when you know there is someone you love and loving you… it’s happy to have someone to be at your side all time, it’s happy to have someone to cheer you up, pamper you, shower you with love and care… you feel loved, you smile and you laugh…

BUT BUT BUT…

there is also someone who disagrees with you, doing things that you dont like, there is this someone making your life harder, there is someone that you have to consider when you are making any decision, arguments happen all the time… you are hurt, you cry…

in conclusion, happiness goes UP while sadness goes UP too…

why is being single good? maybe it’s a selfish way of treating yourself good, or maybe it’s a pessimistic way of thinking… at least, you are only worried for yourself, do whatever you want… still feel happy… of course, there wont be as much love and care from someone, and not as happy as when you are in love… at least, less problems…

which is better? less happiness with less sadness or more happiness with more sadness?

let me introduce this boring couple’s ART… made by the left over breakfast… french toast… HAHAHHAHAHA…

he made me a house…

i made him my love…

*lame*

also let me introduce BB… the poor lonely doggie in the house… i think he is quite lonely as nobody is playing with him and he likes me a lot… maybe because i am the only one playing with him… poor BB, and he is also such an idiot, because he broke the toy that i bought for him in less than 30 minutes… *WTF*…

this is BB… with his ONE AND ONLY left toy… the doughnut…

and this is BB playing with this doughnut…

and now he is horny too…

BB’s dickie… wakakkakakakakakkakakaka~~~~

damn, i hate DOTA!! dota is devil!! dota is black magic!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~ dota can make people eat in front of the monitor, dota till sleep, wake up and then dota… anytime, anywhere… and dota can replace GF/BF too… you dont need anyone when you have dota… you can hug dota to sleep… you can have dinner together with dota… you can dota in the toilet… maybe you can dota while shopping also with wireless connection… oh, can you have sex with dota? *wondering*

duh… i think if one can get married with dota… there will be a lot of people doing so… especially MR BEN-SAND KING, he will marry the SAND QUEEN for sure…

i am jobless… i dont know whether i am happy or i am sad… but at least i know it’s not too bad at all… in fact, i am so angry at my boss!!!!! basically, he didnt fire me… and he doesnt know that i am not working anymore… i am just pissed off by him…

on wednesday’s evening, the shop was really quiet and there were 3 of us in the shop doing nothing while my boss was reading newspaper… and so i thought of leaving early since the shop didnt need 3 people there though… i swear that i asked him NICELY if i could leave earlier… and god knows what’s wrong with him, he asked me ‘i am the boss or you are the boss? if you wanna work then work, dont want then dont work’… WTF!!!! i was so damn angry at this sentence man!!! idiot, cannot mar say cannot lar, what for so rude!! damn!!

from that moment onwards, so many things came to my mind, i kept thinking how to leave him… i was so wanting to leave IMMEDIATELY but too bad that ben hadnt arrived yet, so i stayed in the shop but didnt talk to him at all… the only thing he said to me was to remind that there would be a dinner for all of us on friday night… i only replied with a ‘OH’… nah, i wont be going, as i am no longer one of the employees there… i am not going to see him anymore!! idiot!!

it might be a bad thing if someone is jobless… well, it’s bad to me because that i have no income… on the other hand, it’s a good thing for me as i can have more time to do my revision and then it’s also a good reason for me to leave this bloody 8bucks job… so that i can look for a better job too… which is what i have been waiting for, just that i was tied to this stupid job!! and now… I AM FREE!!!

=P

YEAN, I LOVE YOU!!!!

heehehehehe… yean is my coursemate, she is so freaking nice, because she left her group to pair up with me for our assignment… damn, farking nice!! *muacks*

i was actually kinda panic, that i would have to do the GROUP assignment all alone by myself while all other people already in a group of 4!! i was searching high and low for at least ONE group member so that i could do less work… who knows, nobody wants me… *sobsob* =( and suddenly, YEAN so nice, she told me that she would leave her group of 4 people to join me!!! WOW!!! *hugzzzzzzzz* and yea, so now i am trying my best to finish the assignment earlier and i am also doing most of the parts of the assignment… to thank her for joining me lor… *hehehehehe*

well… it’s time to start my revision after the assignment already…

and also, finally i registered myself for IELTS in VICTORIA and very luckily that it’s in MELBOURNE too… thank god man… that i need not to go to freaking NSW, or WA, or QLD to sit for the test… what a waste of time and MONEY for air ticket… i am feeling so lucky, and i was the last 2 candidates for the 8th july’s test… *happie*

good luck~~~~

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—- Pictures update —-

HAHAHAH… sleeping piggie in my piggie pyjamas… *grinz*

my new hairstyle… kekekekekee…

weeeeeeheeeeeeeee… the hoodie couple… =P

the 6 of us had a great time in grampians during easter break… it was fun… a new experience… although i dont like to see the trees, and i dont like natural things… i love that trip, it was so lovely!!! thanks to the group, Sam, WeiSheng, YiLing, Andrea, ShiangYuan and myself. and also thanks Sam for driving all the way… =)

introduing the group…
Sam, YiLing, WeiSheng, Andrea, me, ShiangYuan

the group having fun at the waterfall… but hey, it’s not fun when you have to walk up and down 1km+… it’s freaking tiring… i couldnt actually walk up man, luckily sam walked me up *thankiew* and it was so embarrassing when some aunties were walking faster than me… *ouch*

real couple VS fake couple… hehehehehehehee…

many people think that we look alike… even our BFs… which is very OH-NO!! but then… i kinda think that we look alike also… HAHAHHAHHA… my long lost sister!! =)

*muacks* people…

it’s really scary when you dont have a valid ticket when you are supposed to have one… i got on to a tram after work, and then i realised that i didnt have enough of COINS to buy a ticket although i have enough amount of MONEY as the stupid machine only accepts COINS… i was damn worried… i was worried that inspectors might be somewhere to get me… but i didnt wanna leave the tram as it’s already on the way and it’s middle of nowhere… it’s dark on the street, i couldnt do anything even if i really got down… there was no shop, no people, no light… so the only thing i could do was to stay on the tram and being WORRIED… finally, i couldnt take it anymore, i got down… although it’s somewhere not familiar to me, at least, i knew that’s somewhere NEAR to the city… so i walked on the street, it’s so cold and i was freezing…

walk walk walk… finally i saw arts centre!!!! it’s almost there!!!! and at this moment, i felt like my bladder gonna burst soon… damn!! i had to go to the toilet, i had to walk faster with cold and my poor bladder… YEAY, REACHED!! but… FARK IT MAN, i couldnt find my damn wallet and couldnt get my damn money to put into the damn machine to buy the damn ticket!!! shiatz!!! idiot, i wanna go to the toilet lar!! ishhhhhhhhhhhh… i had to take everything out from my bag and then only i managed to get everything done!! then i walked STRAIGHT to the toilet… finally…

thought of taking the 8pm train… and ma de hell!! it got DELAYED for like 10 minutes!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~

=(

tomorrow will be a better day… *cheers*