Month: June 2006

*ouch* havent been to so many interviews in my life before… and dressing up in business attire makes me feel weird… further more, it’s DAMN WINTER!! grrrrrr… business attire is not warm enough… =(

thought of giving everything a shoot, so i decided to go to ANY interview that i was given a chance to… well, basically it’s a good experience… at least i know what they are, what they do… no regret attending it although i had to wake up 6am in the morning… *yawnz*

sales jobs… they can somehow motivate me… but… a sales job without base salary… hmmm… i dont think it’s time YET… i am just a newbie, what do you expect from me… aiskzz…

anyway, better luck next time =)

poor babyben is sick… he cant even drive but nobody can bring him to see a doctor… and he doesnt know how to cure himself while he is alone at home… awwwwwwwwwww… i feel so sorry… because… i dont know what to do too… =( *pray pray pray* get well soon…

i am back after so long… wondering if anyone missed me? anyone thought that i already dead? hmmmmmm…

today, let’s have fun enjoying pictures…

first… the SUPERMODEL aka CAMWHORE eRiCCa… awwwww… so pretty *yumyum*

second… some funny notices for fare evaders that i found on the train… you people please PAY lar!! duh!! i am glad that i am a nice person, i pay for every trip… this is why i am so damn poor… =(

third… the GIANT ulcer that i had… on my lip… so damn hard to eat… *pat pat ericca*

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well, my days are so robotic… everyday is the same… basically still looking for jobs everyday… still jobless… spending time with babyben… sleep… msn… tvb… SO DAMN BORING!!!!

haiihzzz… this is the 2nd day i am not seeing my cute lil laptop.. i miss him so much… i feel so lifeless without my laptop… i really feel like nothing to do at all…

thank god i have cousins around me, and luckily the aunties were here so that we could go out all day… but but but… damn… they are leaving tomorrow already… the house is going to be quiet… and i will be bored till death… sitting at home doing nothing…

and also, thankx Teri jie for the laptop… so that i can use it to do some internet surfing, msn chatting and tvbing… but… still i dont feel comfortable… I WANT MY BABY LAPTOP BACK!!! =(

he is actually ‘on its way’ to the doctor… he is sick… he is old… he might be going to die soon… he might need to undergo some organ transplant… haiihhhzzz…

come come, let’s do a prayer for him… *$%^&*(&^%$#^&*()&^%$#^

yeay… i went to work on saturday as a product demonstrator for Organics By Nature. basically, my job was just standing there, asking people to TASTE our food… a free tasting job… easy but boring… especially i was working with this indian guy, he was so damn quiet eventhough i kept talking to him, he only gave me his not-so-charming-smile… *pengsan* luckily it’s only 5hours… thank god… but, when is my next job? they didnt tell me… =(

then later went to this karaoke near my place… it’s just walking distance and i hadnt been there before… *idiot* i was impressed by the place, it’s very classy, it’s so much different from the normal karaoke places that we always go… it’s very very new and the price was not bad… 40bucks/hour for the room… one bad thing is that it’s a KOREAN karaoke, VERY hard to communicate with them, even the remote control was in korean words too… we could only GUESS the function of the buttons… we sneaked in a bottle of alcohol, or i would say I, as i hid the bottle in my jacket… then we just ACTED to buy one bottle of red label from them… and we *except me as i had to drive* finished 2 bottles… *applause* because of this, the guys got so mad, all turned into kids after some shittie drinks…

oh well… that’s my weekend after exam… sounds so relaxing… =)

and now i am browsing ebay for fun… and being disturbed by the lousy boy who is watching ‘SILENT HILL’… he told me it’s an ACTION MOVIE and asked me to watch together… but dont know why… i saw someone using pillows to cover his face… hmmm… luckily i didnt get cheated and i still think that EBAY is much more interesting…

now… *pray pray pray* for more jobs…

just started the very first day of my HAPPY LIFE…

wake up, eat, tvb while eating chocolate, while msn-ing, then drink AH MAH’s tong shui, then smelling something nice because AH MAH cooking pan mee… omgomgomg… waiting for more and more happier moments to come… syiok!!!!!!!

FUHLAMAK~~~~~~

i am so happy… i am a happy piggy… i am a happy bird… *fly fly fly*

*yeay* i am FINALLY done with my exam!! wooohoooo~~~~ and now, i am a certified jobseeker… hmmm… I NEED A JOB!! come come come, give me a job offer… =)

lalalallalaa~~~ and also a certified TVB freak… i am going to watch it 24/7… *yumyum* i miss this kinda life while i was staying in footscray, recalling myself lying down on the bed most of the time watching TVB happily… so happy… now… i am going to be like that again… UNTIL one day, i start screaming OH MY GOD I AM SO DAMN BORED… that means i have had enough of it… =) *orgasm*

muacks…

Weeeeeeeee… Tuesday is coming!! Final exam is coming!! Wooohooo~~~ and also AH MAH is here too… ahhahahahaa… basically, AH MAH is my cousins’ grandma, she is coming over for holiday for weeks I think… and so I have to move back to my own shit hole to ACT like a good homely girl… as well as a TVB freak… ekekekekekeke…

Hmmm… and also a BREAK… for me, for him, for US… we have been seeing each other too often… and thus, too much time for arguments… now, I guess it’s time for us to have some own time… some peaceful time… some selfish time… some freedom time… and also some time that we can know LESSER about each other, the more you know, the more you have to face… I prefer to hide, but curiosity always kills me… arggghhhh, who cares… as long as it’s some GOOD time… and hopefully after this, we shall realize something new and different… =)

And I think I am insane… days ago, she just admitted that she wants him back… she asked him to leave me and go back to her… what a brilliant idea… and days later, I am letting him to go out with her AS FRIENDS… which I think I am very UNDERSTANDING… or… am I too confident or am I too tired…

*bluek* study… concentrate…

damn damn damn… 5 more days and i will be sitting for my very very very final exam… my final paper for my accounting degree…

been rotting in the library for few days… doing my final hardwork…

*pray pray pray* for it to be good… =)

and now, i am also in the library… erm… studying… and also… looking at cute guys… and also… dreaming… and also… looking at pretty girls… and… blogging… and… msn-ing… and…

I NEED TO STUDY NOW ALREADY!! *bahhhhhhhhhhhh*

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oh before that,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my idiot shitty skinny lil skeleton prince, ENSON… all the best *muacks*

and… i am gone *poof*

happy 22nd birthday my darling… *muacks*

hmmm… guess what am i doing while typing out this entry? i am actually baking your stupid cake lar!! aiseh… memang stressed man baking a cake… bought everything then only i noticed we dont have electric mixer at home, thus i had to use my BOTH HANDS to hold 4 chopsticks together to mix it… wahlaoo…

alright fine… everything is done and it’s BAKING time… and guess what again… damn, HOW THE HECK TO USE THIS FREAKING OVEN!! *pengsan* i called up YEAN, she couldnt help as the oven is different from hers… and i had to webcam with my mom to show her my oven and HOPING that she could help… but too bad, my mom is as dumb as me XD oh anyway, finally i found out how to use it… *yeay*

and that’s why i am typing this entry while waiting for the cake to be done… =) and please PRAY for the cake to be edible… HAHAHHAHA… darling, my FIRST TIME has given to you, you must be responsible for it ar… *shyshy* oh by the way, even if it’s not edible, it still can HOLD candles and you can blow the candles as well as making a wish with the cake… =) so it wont be that bad afterall… *grinz*

wokie wokie… darling, after all the fights and things… and also the busy schedule, we havent got much time to talk to each other…

ooooopppssss… accident happened at this time… I SMELLED BURNT!! isssshhh… the cake was burnt!! AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH… and damn so smoky and the smoke alarm was activated and damn i dont know how to off it… DIE DIE DIE… all i did was using a cloth to fan away the smoke… SCARYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~ nvm nvm, i took away the burnt part and continued baking… HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH… and my mom is still watching the whole process… man… embarrassing… =(

wokie wokie… continue typing to my darling… HEHE… nothing much… I LOVE YOU, good luck in exams, good luck in finding cute guys, good luck in life, good luck in EVERYTHING… *muacks*

and i think… when you are viewing this, we are all around you… =) hope that you are enjoying all these by us… and… my SPECIAL PRESENT oh~~~