Month: August 2006

goodbye my digi 376 5578… now i can happily annouce my number to the world… coz it is no longer belong to me… =( after 6 years… finally it had decided to leave me… without even saying a BYE to me… I AM SORRY!! it’s my fault… i didnt take good care of you… forgot to feed you properly… haiihzzz…

it had been 6 years since i first started using this number… i had been trying my very best to keep it last 2 years although i wasnt using it all… kept reloading it and had it on roaming together with me… it’s because i didnt want to lose it… i wished to keep it as long as possible…

but this year… i forgot to reload it as often… and when i finally recalled… it already left me, been terminated and been recycled… i cried… really really sad… it’s like losing your loved one… i thought some of my old friends still could contact me through this number after years later… but now, they cant anymore…

i asked for kelvin88‘s help… VINVIN, THANKS!! but he couldnt do anything anymore… it’s too late… the prepaid pack already been recycled into a NEW number in the market waiting for new owner… i am still thinking of buying it back from the new owner… i am still thinking whether i should call the number everyday till the new owner is using it… and discuss with him/her about it…

but then… SHOULD I really do so? can someone please tell me…

too many options basically is not a good thing… how i wish i have a blindman’s stick leading me to everywhere… including every decision in life… if anything goes wrong, i can blame on it… *arrgghhhh* i just hate making decision, i guess everyone is the same…

basically i am kinda happy with this current job now… easy and happy *when idiot customers are not around*… no stress… enough for living… and actually i dont hope to get high pay, as higher pay will lead to higher responsibility, higher stress level, higher difficulty level… blablabla… free and easy is good enough for me…

but recently, my friend asked me to apply for a TEMP role in her company doing tax returns… it’s a SUPER GOOD chance for me to get some accounting/office experience, it’s really tempting me… and it MIGHT lead to a full time role… but… i cant leave this job now… as i am working 4 days a week, i cant just leave like that, i will get them into deep shiat… and further more, a TEMP role, how long… no idea… i really wish to get some experience like this, but i dont feel like getting myself into this kinda full time working life so soon…

i just want to work freely while i am waiting for my PR, and once i got my PR, i wanna go home!! i wanna go for holidays… i wanna have as much fun as possible before i become a full time employed… haiihzzzz…

beside this, i got a call from a customer who wanna hire me to work for her… OMG OMG OMG… another decision i have to make… another move to leave my current job… grrrrrrrrrr… i actually have a silly thought in mind… hoping that this job offer is not a good offer… so that i wouldnt be so stressed considering it… hehehehehe… anyway, i will meet her up on MONDAY… let’s see how it goes…

[updated]:
DAMN!! i wanna change my mind now… let’s pray for the monday’s job offer is a good one… if it’s not a good one, at least a reasonable one… I WANT TO QUIT MY CURRENT JOB!!! my boss just called me in the morning to scold me for something that i dont think that was my fault… in fact, her husband’s fault… why is that my fault when her husband was the lsat one to count the money and locking the cupboard last night, and he didnt place the money seperately… although i am always the one doing that as all time i am alone… grrrrrrrrrrrrrr…

i got this from a forwarded mail… usually i dont give a damn to those nonsense forwarding mails… but… this one… i think it’s quite nice =) and it’s kinda TRUE as well… *i think*

真正的v.s.普通的

一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。一個真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。
i have cried too much…

一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。
i think many of them know… and i think i am Mayvis’s true friend, as i have her dad, mom, brother and sister’s number… whole family…

一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備,為了幫你打掃而晚點走。
hmm… those kl buddies… we always have parties and we always prepare them together… =) miss those BBQs, steamboats… those days…

一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。
HAHAHAHHAHAA… i dont think so… they just not interested to know…

一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。
wooohoo… this one… YAP CHANG SHENG the best ler… he comes into the house anytime like his own house, even BECKHAM doesnt bark at him…

一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。一個真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。
damn freaking true wor!! the fights that i had with chang sheng, whei meng YEARS AGO, still in my mind… with mayvis, too many fights… unlike SOME friends that we cant keep after a single fight… =P

**** ANYWAY, I MISS YOU GUYS ****

damn… i cant believe that i actually done *something* like this… it’s been ages since i last doid *it*… i feel like… i havent grown up… i thought only BABIES do *that*, i didnt expect myself to do *it* again… haiihhhzzzz…

yes, i peed in my pants… *sobsob* i did that when i had a dream peeing in the toilet… and who knows… i peed in real life too… WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF…

=(

*sobsob* i got bullied again… MA DE… this time was a mid 40’s UNCLE!! my godzzz… he came back with a CRACKED case saying that we sold him a FAULTY case as he didnt do anything to the case and it cracked itself… and the case was bought 3 weeks ago… damn… i knew that he didnt make sense at all as he could had brought it back to me when it first cracked and further more our warranty only for 14 days… not BLARDEE 21 days or 365 days… he even treatened me that if i didnt give him a new one, he would grab it himself… i called up my boss for help… and i think she got annoyed by me and she asked me to solve it myself…

so, in order to make things easier… i solved it by giving him a new one… and i paid for it with MY money… and it was all peace…

till…

my boss came and asked me to tell her the story… i intended to lie by saying that i actually asked the man to pay for it… but somehow… the lie didnt go smooth… and she asked me “did you pay or did he pay? look at me and answer it”… maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~

OH MY GOD… i couldnt answer… instead… my tears started to fall… everyone was looking at me, the cleaner, the staff in the opposite shop… she started lecturing me… i just couldnt stop crying… she was disappointed at me that i gave up easily eventhough it wasnt my fault… she even said that she would pay me back the money… well, she is nice… in the end, she asked me to think about it whether i am suitable to do sales job, as there will be MORE of this kinda situations in the future waiting for me…

after a while… i saw her coming with a security guard… i was told to tell the story to the security AGAIN… then i was given a PAGER… by pressing just a BUTTON, then the security will come to rescue… *HAHHAHA* i felt like a baby… damn… and then the cleaner, the staff, even a passer by came to ask me “are you ok?” “feeling better?” “everything’s alright?”…

fuwah… what a drama…

*sobsob* i just came back from work… very down… cried, stopped, cried again, stopped again, cried again, stopped again… i felt so helpless…

i met this BIG FAT BULLY ANGIE today at work… she bought a housing from me last week and today she came back with her housing and receipt saying that the color came off and she requested a REFUND… no problem… obviously i was about to give her back her money as in REFUND and as well as i would also take back the housing… BUT, she didnt want to give me back by saying that her phone would not work without the housing… she was so annoying and started to yell at me and said that i was STUPID… fark!!! damn, and i had so many customers waiting for me…

so i called up my boss, and they both talked on the phone… my boss wanted to give her another housing but she didnt want it, as she said that the quality is not good… so, she wanted the money back… she was actually swearing in front of everyone and she got pissed off in the end of the conversation and she THREW my phone on the table… BLARDEE HELL!!

actually it has nothing to do with me, but she was there annoying me and embarrassing me as well…

in the end, my boss finally decided to give her back her money as well as the housing… he should had done it earlier, so she would not had created that trouble in the first place… damn… i was stucked in between… =(

i felt so sad, helpless… tears rolling in my eyes… i tried to hold… i couldnt cry in the public…

i finally cried on the way home… why people bullying me… why people cant be nice to other people…

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update: DINESH PARMAR finally paid me after me asking him ‘ARE YOU TRYING TO RUN AWAY?’ and he replied me the next day saying that he was away for a while and my emails went to the junk mail… nonsense… anyway, as long as he paid me… i am fine now…

DINESH PARMAR from Organic By Nature is an IDIOT!! he is the NATIONAL MANAGER for Organic By Nature www.organicbynature.com.au, but he is an idiot… he has been ignoring my emails and my calls… he doesnt want to pay me after my hard work for him!!!

FARKING BLACK IDIOT!!!