I wished I could turn back time, to redo all those mistakes in the past. If only I knew what would be happening next.
Just like now, I seriously think that there were HELL LOTS of mistakes that I shouldn’t have done. All these silly mistakes are turning my life into a miserable broken life. It’s not me in me anymore. I live without soul. I daydream about how nice IF and ONLY IF this wasn’t happening.
Also, I wonder if I could forgive myself?