It’s hard, it’s so damn hard… Why can’t the time fly faster? I hate it when the time is passing so slowly, I have too much time but I don’t have him…
Feeling so empty, feeling so unloved, feeling so stupid, all these feelings are killing me minute by minute… I really wish that there is only a minute in a day… Especially when it’s now 3 hours away from all my beloved family and friends, I don’t get to talk to them when I wake up at 9am in the morning, what I can do is just sit there and think…
I am seriously waiting for the day to come that I can go home and just stay under my parents’ arms…
I hate AUSTRALIA!! If it’s not Australia, I wouldn’t be in this deep shit now!! My relationship would work so well!! I shouldn’t have come here in the very first place, this place is just so depressing!! I shouldn’t just leave and go home during my 2nd year!!
F U C K I T !!!!!!