HAHA, I know, this is kind of contradicting… But, that’s what I am feeling it… It is boring, as in I haven’t been doing anything interesting, still the same old HOBBY, staying at home lazing around… But, I am actually not feeling DOWN or SAD about it…
I guess maybe I have learnt how to LET GO… Not to hope for so much, not to expect so much… Life seems to be better…
OR, I am already NUMB about everything, nomore feeling for anything, nothing actually excites me anymore… 心如止水… HAHAHAHHAHA…
Ah well… Let it flow…