I would say this is a NORMAL life for a normal person, but it’s kinda abnormal for me… I haven’t been living a life like this before in my life… A life for myself… Nobody else… I make all decisions based on myself, my likes and my dislikes, not influenced by anyone else… Does it sound like a normal life to you? I guess so, I was told that a normal person should live like this… But, this is the time where I am learning how to live like a normal person… At the age of 26… HAHHAHAHAHAHA…
Well, I have to agree that a life like this is somewhat NOT SO SAD, as in not relying on anyone, and not disappointing at anything, but obviously, there is nothing too happy about as well… Because I have all the controls, there is no surprise…
It seems like I can live without any friend now, but at least, I need my laptop!! The most depressing moment was having no laptop, no internet was not that bad, but no TVB… OMG!!! That was the killer!!
I met a few new people in my life recently, but I am trying my best to keep a distance away from them, not too close… Just to avoid repeating the history… I just want to be independent… At least, I don’t simply dial a number just to chat with someone or just to tell someone that I AM BORED… Because I am already at a stage where I don’t need any friend, not even feeling like having a companion…
I am a happy loner… =)