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Lonesome…

I have a CUTE MOM at home, she is unhappy when I have friends or when I go out…

She dislikes when I go out with different guys all the time, saying that it does not look good…

She dislikes when I go out with ONLY ONE guy all the time, saying that I am giving false hope to people… Or she starts suspecting that I am in love, and then she will ask me whether I must have a BF and can not live without a BF and tell me off by saying “You have not known him long enough, be friends first…”

She dislikes when I go out with different BUNCHES of friends, saying that I am very busybody and I do not choose friends thus everybody is my friend…

She dislikes when I go out IN GENERAL, saying that I do not spend time at home and treating home as a hotel…

I really wonder what I should do… In conclusion, I shall just stay at home without any friend or any date…

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I Can Feel It…

I am still the same old me, I do not seem to know how to take up challenges, and now I am feeling it… That I am giving up…

Wonderful things really do not last, and before I could notice it, something bad have already started their ways…

Guess that I just do no deserve all the good things, as I do not know how to put in efforts =)