Month: May 2008

HEHE… I wonder if anyone still remember whataday^…

Anyway, today is the end of my contract with Spectrum/Goldman Sachs… And also the start of my 2 weeks holiday… Just because of SOMEONE is here TODAY and onwards!! Finally the REAL feeling of having him is coming back to me after… 2 months of long distance relationship…

Well, guess who sent him to the airport? I was shocked though… It was MY MOM AND BROTHER!! WTF… And they didn’t just DROP HIM OFF but even waited for him to check in and boarding too… I wonder what will happen if we are in a fight, will I get my family support? Or will he?

Hmmmmmmmmmm…

Sorry for worrying you people with my precious post, but that’s what exactly how I felt last night, she made me cry for whole night…

Anyway, let’s forget about the unhappiness…

I know I told myself that I can only buy 2 BAGS a year, one in 6 months!! So that I have been waiting for the Gucci sale so impatiently!! And been hoping for the bags that I like will go on sale!!

I want this one…

OR the Classics ones…

OR…

But recently I also saw a VERY CUTE BAG from Marc By Marc Jacobs… The Pretty Nylon Duffle…

It doesn’t even look like a bag, it looks more like a PILLOW instead!! And it’s only for around AUD200? I guess it should NOT be considered as a BAG, right?

ARRGGHHHH… I am going crazy soon… I am SO POOR, but heck I AM SO SICK!! I need my BAG-DICINE!!!

I am so so so so disappointed at you, I can’t believe that you have been thinking like that, I have done so much and my best for all that I can, but in the end, you think that I don’t understand you, I don’t love you, I don’t care about you… VERY WELL SAID, MOM!!!!

I don’t even know how to convince myself to talk to you anymore… You made me feel like RUBBISH now…

I really don’t know what you want from me… And I guess I don’t know how to be your daughter, I AM SO SORRY for that… I am so sorry that you have to ADMIRE how other children love their mothers, I am so sorry that I can’t make other mothers admire you… I am so sorry that other people have the best children but not you… I am so sorry that nobody loves you in the family… I am so sorry that we disappoint you that much…

But, thanks for disappointing me too… THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

开始害怕。。。开始担心。。。一切都好像太如意了，有可能吗？

一切来得太快，太顺利，太投入。。。

我，害怕失去，害怕可怕的一天。。。我，可以承受吗？放得下吗？

爱一个人好难。。。