Month: October 2006

wow!! finally everyone is here!! wooohoooo~~~~!!! went to pick up daddy mommy popo and auntie… and they are all here… i think i have to thank them for bringing me back the COLD WEATHER which i LOVE a lot!! i rather freezing like hell than sweating like a pig…

the busy schedule gonna begin… or well already started a bit… and also finally i can get myself free from WORKING WORKING WORKING and WORKING!!! but it will be a FATTENING TRIP… i only know how to find food than bringing them to see scenery, just because i am not interested… grrrrrrrrrrrrr…

but… a BAD thing happened on last friday… uncle smoke zone called me at around 1pm asking me whether the phone in our shop is broken… i was like… HUHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ how would i know… and then i suddenly realised SOMETHING, i asked him ‘you are not in the shop?’ he asked me back ‘you are not in the shop?’ and then i told him that i ALREADY told him that i had to pick my family up today and couldnt work… he went OH SHIT! and said it’s ok it’s ok and he hung up on me… damn… i was so worried and scared… i felt so guilty…

i am scared… how how how…

was reading Zoe‘s blog… OMG this girl has been shopping NON STOP ever since she arrived in US… and that makes me so SAD…! when was the last time that i REALLY went shopping… i think it was like LONG LONG LONG time ago… i think i already forgotten about the feeling… ish…

been working so hard recently… no time to shop at all… maybe sometimes ACCIDENTALLY passing by some shops and have a browse and ACCIDENTALLY found one or two things to buy… most of the people who know me, should know that i am WAYYYYYYYYYY too fussy and really hard to buy things… i am always complaining about SOMETHING… the color, the size, the material, the price, the sleeves, the collar, the lining… *haiihhhzzz*

and further more… the MAIN reason for me being not able to buy clothes is… I AM TOO FAT LAR!! duhhhhhhh… i seriously wanna lose some weight before the summer comes!! *i know, i know i have been saying this before every summer* but damn it… i really WISH… so that i cant buy anything YET…

haihhhhzzzzzz…

i think i really have to quit the job edi… else sooner or later i will be fired too…

because… i already no HEART to work for them… i noticed that… i have been very lazy these days… no mood to do sales, no motivation… saw customers pretend didnt see… lazy to explain about the products… always forgot what my boss asked me to do… else do wrong things… see wrong things…

in conclusion, i have made so many mistakes in these few DAYS… even MORE THAN the mistakes i made in few MONTHS…

damn!! i wanna eat eat eat chew chew chew my boss!! she is so damn annoying!!

her face is just so black, just like justice bao… everyday comes in with the my-dad-just-passed-away face or hey-you-owe-me-money face… beh tahan… eh i dont deserve that ok, you ONLY paying me 9bucks… i dont mind if you paying me 19bucks and do that to me… or i think her previous life was TOO HAPPY until she smiled and laughed for the whole life and then this year she cant smile or cant laugh anymore…

and being too kiamsiap is bad… i think everyone in the centre knows that… she asks me for the change even it’s only FIVE CENTS change when she doesnt have the right change to pay my salary… now, i still owe her 75cents, because she paid me 1buck for the 25cents of dont-know-how-many-dollars… i think i should just tell her to KEEP THE CHANGE next time…

what’s more when i was blamed for not arranging the things properly when i was only asked to arrange it till i think it’s good and not given any instruction to do so… but in the end, i thought i did a good job, i was happy with my arrangement… she said i didnt do it properly… what’s worse when i was told to do stock take when it’s almost time for me to go home… damn it!! and she even deducts the 15 minutes break time from the salary while i dont even get LUNCH BREAK…

today even funnier… when i was doing the stock take so i had no time to serve customers, so she served for me… then in the end, she told me “I SO NICE, I DID SOME SALES FOR YOU” wtffffffffffffffffffffff… anything to do with me meh those sales? i got commission one ar? i give you lor the sales… crazy one… FOR ME pulak… in the end for herself only…

please lar… i am looking for a new job!!!

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luckily i found a nice boss now… uncle smoke zone is nice!! i volunteerily to go for a small training session last thursday after work… but he insisted wanna pay me/buy me food/drink… aiseh… then i officially started to work on last friday and every friday… although i only get paid 8bucks there, at least it’s easier, happier and most importantly, i am not alone and i have a nice boss working together with me!!! he even told me to work anytime i want… as he said “come to work when you want extra money” and also no working time limit… he actually told me to work for 8 hours on last friday till 5pm, but he knew that i had to wait for babybendan till 6.30pm, so he asked me to work till 6.30pm… SOOOOOOO NICE!!!

today when i finished working at 5.30pm, as he knew that i had to wait till 6.30pm again, so he offered me to use his shop’s computer to online while waiting for babybendan, and he would leave his keys to me so that i could lock the door when i left… SOOOOOOOO NICE!!!

at least for him, i willing to work more for no pay… isn’t it better to treat me nicer? so that you dont have to pay me and i work free for you? i dont even want to work for you eventhough you pay me, LEARN YOUR LESSON LAR MS. LIVIA!!!

it’s time for some pics… =)

the very nice views…

the very happy faces…

the very sad seafood… *R.I.P*

and then… introducing…

the very lame STEVE and his lovely crabbie…

happily BBQ-ing the VERY FRESH seafood at the jetty with only branches as BBQ sticks, tissue as fire starter, and WITHOUT any artificial flavour… very stone age… (L-R) Edwin’s head, Vincent, Ben, PuiShan, Steve, Fai.

the mussels enemies… (L-R) Carson, Steve, Ben, PuiShan, PuiMun, Yean, Fai.

Dennis the uncle garbage bag…

Crabbies hunters… (L-R) Edwin, Carson, Steve, Fai.

AND… ME ME ME ME… *yumyum*

this entry is specially dedicated to LOKLOK aka Hanz, ZS, and YODA aka Calvin…

thanks for commenting on the previous entry, but NO thankiew for thinking i have ANY LIL BIT for the delivery guy!! NO NO NO!! especially YAP CHANG SHENG!! OMG… now i know our SO MANY YEARS buddieship is so DAN BAO *copied from ____, fill in the blank yourself* one… you think that i so SHUI BIAN one ar!! shiatzzzz… somemore that LIM MEE HUEY, i am not HEN LUAN one ok!! shiatzzzz… all spoiled my image… *grrrrrrrrrrrrrr* I VERY LOYAL ONE OK!!!

stupid loklok also… you cannot say babybendan not cute one oh… although he is a bit naughty sometimes… HAHHAHAHA… but… he is getting BETTER now!! he is a good boy, he is willing to listen and change!! he wanna be a BETTER MAN… *muahahahahahahah* and he is very cute one oh… he got chubby cheeks, nice to pinch and nice to bite… *yumyum*

and NO to delivery guy, because… i dont like him… because… he is ugly… because… he is VERY fat… because… i dont like ANGMOH, my ENGLAND SUCKS, i cant communicate with him…

sekian, terima kasih.

i am feeling so miserable lately… so many things running in my mind… and i dont know how… haiihzzzz…

first, jobs… i wanna quit my current job, but i havent had a job yet… the accounting firm is not replying me properly, they treat me like their clients, always dont do things efficiently… and my current boss actually asked if i wanna work full time for them and be a storeS manager when the other 2 shops are opened… managing 3 shops… sounds cool huh… but… i dont think they will pay me good… and, i really hope to change my working environment, instead of customer service all the time… and the uncle smoke zone beside my shop also asking if i am interested in working at his shop… MAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~ i like him, he is nice… but i think i shouldnt… haihzzz…

second, my dumb ass PR application status has never been updated AT ALL!! even not updating the documents that i already sent in, i am worried that they havent received my documents yet, and i will have to send in AGAIN!! what if they have lost my MEDICAL REPORT? so i have to do it again? *WTF* the worst thing is, i have NO WAY to find out!! shiatzzzz… they are not replying my emails… *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

third, mom dad popo and auntie coming SOON, VERY SOON… but i still have no idea where to bring them to… and i still dont know whether i should EXPOSE babybendan or not… *haiihzzz* it’s not that i dont want to, but i am just scared that… if… negative results coming out… haiihzzz… worse, his mom already offered to invite them to go for dinner and even wanna bring them around… *SWEAT*

fourth, there is this delivery guy that delivers things to the shopping mall that i am working at always talks to me and asked me out last week but i didnt go… he even said that he likes me… and today, he bought me a cup of juice, i felt dizzy after drinking… i was thinking… did he add in something? or just because that i didnt eat enough of food… i think i have been thinking too much… and… babybendan doesnt like him… he doesnt like me talking to him… but i already tried my best to avoid… i cant stop him from entering the shopping mall… i cant stop him from talking to me as well… i always pretend to be busy when he is there already… and i already told him that i have a bf, he even asked me to bring him out together… haiihzzzz…

my invitation letter…

am i thinking too much?

miserable…