well… it’s 4am here, and i just got home from Lin Contro… didnt wanna go at first, coz… i coudlnt find a reason for myself to be there… but still i went with them…
it was so freaking boring at first… nothing was in my mind and it was only one word ‘bored’!! till then… i started to like there when i got myself a nice place to lean against the window, and they started playing some cool chinese songs like Jordan Chan’s songs rather than those trance musics… then i started to feel that those songs were my songs!! i started to feel so sad… listening to the lyrics… and suddenly… i miss you guys man!!! i really felt so down just now… i miss those moments we got to chat like mad about anything… miss those faces around… miss those lame jokes… miss those… everything!! and i looked at those people smoking in front of me… and i asked them… what if i wanna try out ciggies and drugs… hahaha… vincent said he would slap me, and he did slap on my face!! man… and… cheryl, asked me a funny question… it’s a simple question, but it was so hard for me to answer… hahaha… 3 ‘sat luen wong’ were sitting together while the cafe was playing ‘sat luen wong’ by Jordan Chan…
then, a few guys thought of going to drink more and i thought of following… to get drunk… ahhaha… but then… oops, no man!! i was the only girl… no way man!! how nice if i could just stay there… damn got feel man there!! at first, i didnt wanna go, then they forced me to go… then when i didnt wanna go home, they forced to go home… aiyerh!!!
i am getting mad soon coz of this dumb exam!!! everyday i gotta force myself to study study study… yet still… i dont understand much… wahlao… damn stressed weik!!! and… look at the number of days that i havent been to clubbing man!! wahlao… it’s like… lost count!! i promised myself, i gotta club KAO KAO after my exam… oh no… it’s on 25th of june, after my 3rd paper… my date with cheryl to hardkandy!! going to check out the new hardkandy… check out the chunnest melbourne shuffle… and yes, my plan will be one 151 then one beer, then another 151 then another beer… wow!! that should take me to heaven ler gua…!! hopefully…