too many options basically is not a good thing… how i wish i have a blindman’s stick leading me to everywhere… including every decision in life… if anything goes wrong, i can blame on it… *arrgghhhh* i just hate making decision, i guess everyone is the same…
basically i am kinda happy with this current job now… easy and happy *when idiot customers are not around*… no stress… enough for living… and actually i dont hope to get high pay, as higher pay will lead to higher responsibility, higher stress level, higher difficulty level… blablabla… free and easy is good enough for me…
but recently, my friend asked me to apply for a TEMP role in her company doing tax returns… it’s a SUPER GOOD chance for me to get some accounting/office experience, it’s really tempting me… and it MIGHT lead to a full time role… but… i cant leave this job now… as i am working 4 days a week, i cant just leave like that, i will get them into deep shiat… and further more, a TEMP role, how long… no idea… i really wish to get some experience like this, but i dont feel like getting myself into this kinda full time working life so soon…
i just want to work freely while i am waiting for my PR, and once i got my PR, i wanna go home!! i wanna go for holidays… i wanna have as much fun as possible before i become a full time employed… haiihzzzz…
beside this, i got a call from a customer who wanna hire me to work for her… OMG OMG OMG… another decision i have to make… another move to leave my current job… grrrrrrrrrr… i actually have a silly thought in mind… hoping that this job offer is not a good offer… so that i wouldnt be so stressed considering it… hehehehehe… anyway, i will meet her up on MONDAY… let’s see how it goes…
[updated]:
DAMN!! i wanna change my mind now… let’s pray for the monday’s job offer is a good one… if it’s not a good one, at least a reasonable one… I WANT TO QUIT MY CURRENT JOB!!! my boss just called me in the morning to scold me for something that i dont think that was my fault… in fact, her husband’s fault… why is that my fault when her husband was the lsat one to count the money and locking the cupboard last night, and he didnt place the money seperately… although i am always the one doing that as all time i am alone… grrrrrrrrrrrrrr…