Was told that SOMEONE has already appeared, and is IN FRONT OF MY EYES, and was told to stop choosing… I really wonder, and still wondering, WHO would that be… Mainly because, there is nobody that is REALLY showing any action…
Even if there is, I am not sure what to do with him… I am not sure what I want, I am not sure what is it going to be like, I am not sure if I am ready… So many unknown answers, I seriously think that I am just meant to be alone…
Maybe, I have had enough, I have failed enough, I really don’t feel like trying anymore…
I have been asked this question lately…
“What kind of a person are you looking for?”
I really don’t know… I might know what I want, but I might not know if I really want to change my current life, which I am pretty happy with… I might not be ready for another disappointment, thus, might not even want to hope for it…
But then on the other hand, if I really have to be with that someone, that someone who is already appeared and IN FRONT OF ME… I hope that this someone is the someone that I have been longing for, and he belongs to me…