Leaving…

well, at first i thought of leaving later, thought of skipping 2 weeks of classes… but then, my mom told me to go back with my cousin, Andrea… she said it’s better that someone’s together with me… yea… i agree… so i have no objection… and further more… probably there is no reason for me to stay longer…

sometimes, i am glad that i have more friends… especially some potential good friends… some friends that i would love to be with all the time… some friends that make my life brighter… some friends that make me smile… but sometimes, i am afraid to START to have this kinda friends… as i am worried that they would be gone in a short while… i dont dare to hope… i even dont dare to make new friends… even when i have… i would try to keep a distance from them… it’s like… erm… it’s very sad and hard to keep yourself away from someone that you LIKE *as a friend*… but i have to… and i force myself to… =(

haiihzzz… stressed…

exam… haiihzzzz…

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that’s even worse when i got to know that someone commented that i dressed until people gave me this kinda ‘OMG WTF THIS GIRL’ reaction… well… basically, i THOUGHT i didnt dress that badly today… but… it ended up receiving this kinda comments… well… i am speechless…

[updated]:
oh yea, he then told me that this OMG WTF was actually a POSITIVE reaction… like WOW… *yeay*