Off Day…

today is my off day… and i am spending this off day alone… why? because babyden is working… it’s been quite a long long time since i last spent an off day alone and doing nothing…

really feel so god damn bored… dont know what to do… so many people online but dont know who to talk to… i think, everyone has become a stranger to me since i seldom chat on the msn nowadays… surfing the internet… ebay… FRIENDSTER and BLOGS… they are making me feel even lonelier…

went to Zhanshen‘s blog… recalling all the memories when “sifat ke-HC-an” was a hit years ago, and now it’s BACK!!

went to Wheimeng‘s blog… awwww… i feel sad, that he is leaving to uk… although i am seeing him off or he is actually not leaving me, as i already left him and far away from him… i STILL feel sad…

went to Den‘s blog… OMG, LRT!! MERDEKA DAY!! and those people in the pic… again… MEMORIES…

went to Mayvis‘s blog… damn… still the same, no update… gonna give up on this girl…

reading their blogs makes me sad… makes me feel lonely… makes me homesick…

especially i saw this… a picture that my brother posted on his friendster, taken on my brothers’ birthday…

“Family… (Where is jie jie??)“

i wish i could be in the pic… but…

I WANNA GO HOME!!!