I never thought that I would want to get involved in LDR, until I met him… The magic of love told me that we could work it out… And it worked pretty well for 7 months… And then the K session happened, he lost his trust on me… Tragedy finally happened after another month…
It is this bad in LDR, where you can’t see each other you don’t feel secured… Obviously, he was feeling insecured, he didn’t trust me…
If there is a second chance, I will take it for sure, I want to prove to him that I love him with all my heart, I will do anything to make him happy, I will just quit my job and stay with him, so that he can monitor me 24/7 and won’t feel insecured anymore, as long as he is happy…
But, since there is nothing that I can do now, the misunderstandings hurt him that much, but I really hope that he will one day understand that I didn’t cheat or do anything bad behind his back, I want to let him know that I will never hurt him as I am the one who is upset when he is upset…
Now, all I can do is wait for the day that he is willing to talk to me, willing to listen to my explanations, willing to give me a chance to cure his broken heart… Or, I will wait for the day that when he is able to accept me as a friend… I will still want to be his friend again…