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yessssssssss!! i can do it baby!!!
dont worry!!!!

ALL I WANT IS TO GRADUATE!!!

=)

*stardeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

FS FS FS FS FS FS!!
Farking Stressed!!

exam is just around the corner!! soon soon soon!! fark fark fark!! i havent finished studying yet!! *MDHNSS*

study study study study study study study study study

and damn it!! been eating like a PIG lately… just had steaboat for dinner… deng!! tomorrow BBQ again… damn it!! pathetic siaoz… after tomorrow… i will be on a DETOX diet!! i wanna be like KennySia!! i wanna lose 2KGs in 2 days!! *sadddddddddzzz*

anyway, been in love with this song recently… feeling very FRESH and HAPPY whenever i listen to this song… especially the GIRL part… *sorrie lar lengjaiz 潘玮柏, i dont know how to appreciate RAP*

歌曲：不得不爱
歌手：潘玮柏 专辑：高手

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
i love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快
是我们感情丰富太慷慨
还是要上天安排
是我们本来就是那一半
还是舍不得太乖
是那一次约定了没有来
让我哭得像小孩
是我们急着证明我存在
还是不爱会发呆
baby
不得不爱,不知快乐从何而来
不得不爱,放下悲伤从何而来
不得不爱,否则我就失去未来
好象什么尤其不能自己很失败
可是每天都过的精彩
天天都需要你爱
我的心只有你在
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把他挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
i love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快
会不会有一点无奈
会不会有一点太快
可是你给我的爱
让我养成了依赖
心中充满爱的节拍
天天都需要你爱
我的心随有你在
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩.

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ookokokokkkkkkk… STARDEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

yeay~~~ happie happie… why leh…? erm… no solid reason though… =P

DAMN BLARDEE HOT LAR TODAY!! duhhh… bad mood… and then… how sad that i lost my bets on the melbourne cup today… HAHHAHAHAHAHA… =P

2nd… went to have kroean bbq at Seoul Garden today with both PS and robin… *yumyumyum* and kept laughing all the time while eating… damn funny… *poor alice* HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA… erm… had so much of BBQ food, got beef, chicken, pork, octopus, mushroom, soy soup… damn a lot… kinda expensive though… 32bucks per person, and this stupid restaurant, they dont refill the side dishes for FREE like those normal korean restaurants… deng, kiam siap betul… and they charge 1buck each… *MDHNSS*

3rd… went for grocery shopping… after safeway then went coles also…guess what… i bought myself a WINNIE THE POOH from COLES for 10bucks!! ahahahahahahhahaa… funny… =P looks like a fake one… aiseh…

4th… happening siaoz… it’s damn happy to see the petrol meter reaching the TOP… *fuhhhhhhhh* full tank man!! dont play play~~~ anyway, cheap petrol today… it’s only 1.119 after the 4cents discount for using coles receipt…

*wtf* gaining weight again… shiatzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

the pooh…

my new pooh and i… =)

the happy family…

it’s another sleepless morning… i am just feeling so unhappy… i am stressed… i am disappointed… i am unhappy… that’s all…

i hate being a girl… i hate being a piscean girl… i hate being an emo piscean girl…

it seems like everything is not right on track… it’s not the same as the usual way…

i feel like talking to someone… but none is bothering me… where is everyone when i need them?

especially… the one that can cure me… the one that can make me happy… but he is so different today… i dont know what’s the reason behind… and i dont wanna know… he doesnt bother… i dont bother as well… you idiot WJ

I SWEAR, that i wont be contacting you ANYMORE!!! if you dont bother to contact me in the future… and please remember today, my last day contacting you and you didnt appreciate it… and hopefully that you will find another person that will do anything to cheer you up when you are sad… i am no longer there for you… already ENOUGH!! 3 years… i dont have anymore 3 years petting you like a baby… find yourself a babysitter…

[updated]
yes, i am a LOSER, the BIGBIG loser… =P just after 2 minutes i published this entry, he then back to pet me giving the reason that he was playing futsal… *chehhhzz* everytime also like that one!! duh~~~ but, nvm, i was then became happier… HAHHAHAHAHAHA…

ok, i need to give a BIGBIG hug to the one who first cheered me up before that idiot turned up… *hughuz* my baby clown… =P now my babyland has a new member after so long… ekekkekekeke… good luck in your exam yea… =) i nomore crying, nomore unhappy… heehehehe… then you happy birthday *although not yours, not mine*, happy deepavali, happy exam ok… =P

well… sometimes i might sound like a jerk, a dumb ass or even a clown to some people… i dont hope to take things seriously sometimes, just because that the real life is too cruel, and i wish to joke away all the unhappy stuffs… and i agree that joking can be fun…

but… maybe i am just WEAK… i guess my tolerance level is kinda low… i dont know how to tolerate with SOME JOKES… or maybe people just hate me that much… that they are not joking but purely INSULTING… ok… my fault, it’s my bad, that i have so many mistakes, dumb things for people to insult me…

so, is it very funny when you are insulting a dumb person…? and you laugh at people? and you find it very happy? or do i have this ‘insult me’ or ‘i love to be insulted’ carved on my forehead? or, do you think that i dont have a BRAIN just because that i am stupid and because of that, i dont have FEELING as well…? or you think that i am happy being insulted? or do you know that OVER joking can be OFFENDING?

i can joke doesnt mean that i can take ALL JOKES, ALL INSULTS… i am dumb but doesnt mean that i dont know how to think AT ALL… i am dumb doesnt mean that i can only think like a 3 months old baby… you are smart doesnt mean that you know what i am thinking… you are smart doesnt mean that what you think is right and what i think is wrong… and even if i am wrong, pointing out my stupidity all the time does make you sound smarter? proud of it?

probably i need to learn to be serious all the time… else people will think that i am just a joker… and also act to be smart all the time, hide all my thoughts… not letting people to laugh at me…

yea ar!! RECORD ar!! first time in my life i filled petrol ON MY OWN weik!!! usually i asked people to help me… but today i did it myself!! WOOOHOOOOO~~~~

BUT… i couldnt make it the PROPER way… usually, people just stuck in, then press then it will fill automatically VERY FAST somemore… but then… when i stucked in… pressed… then it went “TAK” then stopped filling edi… so i had to SLIGHTLY press to fill 2 cents by 2 cents… MA DE!! for that freaking petrol i gotta press for more than 5 minutes… then in the middle got this guy came over to ask me for direction somemore, and i stopped there talking to him… i think the whole process took me more than 10 minutes… people sure thought that i have a 100L petrol tank… then till the end of the filling process, my fingers went NUMB edi… DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH… luckily not filling FULL TANK…

yeay~ finally met up with my Ah Yee and Yee Zhang… *my aunty and uncle* had korean dinner with them… and… *SURPRISE* badawi_rocks aka ryan was there too, and finally these 2 primary classmates (yongyuan and ryan) met up again after YEARsssssss… but this brainless yongyuan couldnt recognise ryan~~ HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA… =P

anyway, nice meeting up with my relatives… *feeling so warm* and my mom brought me… CACTUS JUICE… *WTF* coz of the infamous BIRD FLU lar!! i have to drink this SUCKY drink!! duh~~~~

damn!! the korean dinner killed my diet~~~ i lost count on the CALORIES man!! iiiiiiiiiisssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh~~

*yeay* finally i am now free from my assignments!! just handed in the LAST assignment for the semester!! TGIF!! Thank God It’s FINISHED!! but well… it’s time to get my ass prepared for the upcoming FINAL EXAM!! blardeeee hell~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!

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time for a bit of relaxation!! got this from Zoe…

*Your Seduction Style: Prized Object*

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.
You know that the best seducers turn the tables – and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power, and you’re a challenge that is worth the chase.

You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. –> HAHAHA, EXACTLY!! =P
You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. –> HELL YEAY!!
Even though you want to call, email, or say “I love you” first – you don’t! –> CONTROL, CONROL…

You’re style is the perfect mix of hot and cold – so much so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany’s … or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.
You’re skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/

AnnChin says:
i bankrupt lah …..got to send u money….somemore got 5 wedding & full moon to attend…..hahahhaa!!

. : e R i C C a : . * StarDee + DieT * Exam!! Pray!! ALL THE BEST, people!! *says:
erm… how to test

ok… i am now testing the market…

stupid!! what’s wrong with my eye, it happened last night, i felt that my eye was swollen… and pain… and itchy… damn it…

and it’s still the same NOW!! duhhhhhhh… my housemates laughed at my eye… my poor left eye… =(

i had to wear sunnies to uni today… i looked like LAN YAU YING like that, looked so lan si wearing sunnies in the class… just like a blind woman… *deng*

poor eye…

i have to live HAPPILY with sunnies… =(

i showed my mom my poor eye… and she went…

AnnChin says:
SO LENG ONE!!! a bit only mar!!!

AnnChin says:
u get the salt then make salt water *yorr, i am not that dumb ok*

bahhhhhhhhhhh… okokok… i am now off to FIND SALT and MAKE SALT WATER then APPLY SALT WATER, hopefully that it will work…

AnnChin says:
hahaha 1 eye jack!!! *LAME*

wooohooo… all the time i thought i was a self proclaimed SWEET girl… but now, it’s PROVEN that I AM SooOOOoOOoOOOoOooOo SWEET!!

*puke puke puke* sorrie for telling a lie…

this morning when i woke up, i saw a few DEAD ants on my pillow… i think they came to my SWEET HEAD, then my FAT SWEET HEAD accidentally slept on them, and there they became ANT-BISCUITS…

but when i looked at my table… WTF MAN!! those stupid ants are just happily crawling on my EMPTY PLATE *my day before’s Bacon + Egg plate*… damn!! i just ran out to get wet tissues to clean up the mess without washing my face or brushing my teeth…

hey… i thought ants only like SWEET things? didnt know that they love SALTY things too… bah~