K-Book…

been K-ing book most of the time… *stressed* and i have this ultimate way to destress… to MISS PEOPLE… hahahaha… i like to sms people to tell them that i miss them when i am stressed over studying… basically, it is just to do something (i.e smsing) beside continuously studying… and smsing is good, i get to put a smile on my face when there are some cute replies… =P

but, i miss someone, which i cant sms him to tell him… baby, i miss you…

anyway, i also thought of ANOTHER someone last night… someone used to be proud of me, he used to bring me out, introducing me to his friends, telling people i was his gf that i was a sunway’s student also working as a event promoter and also casted in local sitcoms… then he would be extremely happy and WAY MUCH HAPPIER than me when people said that i was smart/nice/pretty… and he loves to show off his racing skills with his rubbish car, creating awareness on the road, and talking cock to people that i know, bullshitting about his SO-CALLED-COOL-EXPERIENCES… by the way, i never thought that HE WAS COOL before, it’s so disgusting, but he thought that he was cool, to me, he was just NOTHING!!! oh well, i was not proud of him, in fact, i felt so irritated by his attitudes, and i felt like hiding myself from him… i didnt even admit that he was my bf, didnt even have the courage to do so… i am feeling so uncomfortable… everytime i think of him, i feel so *^&%$#$%…

OKOKOKOK, you may call me a BIATCH!!

BAKA!! i am home alone now… but still need to continue K-ing books…