Author: eRiCCa

it’s really true that different people have their very own way of thinkings and what they want… and it’s damn farking hard when you are in between of them, dont know what to do… that is driving me nuts!!!

there are always some people that are important in life… such as family, friends, partner… as well as some people that are always be with you, like housemates… and when these people want you to do DIFFERENT things at the SAME time, you know that you are in trouble!! i believe there wont be a solution that you can make everyone happy… you have to make them both happy and you yourself suffering from both pains, or you will have to make them both upset, or you shall just ignore…

beside that, you might have to do something which you really hate to do… MEASURING who is more important… take 1 and leave 1… i really dont want to… being a piscean, it’s a big project for me to make a decision, even as small as deciding what to eat for lunch… and now, i am trapped in this idiot problem solving thingie… *madness*

maybe… i should live in an isolated island… i have problem dealing with people…

damn man… i am sick again!! *grrrrrrrrrrrr* woke up with gastric… thought of rest for a while then it would be ok, so then i called up my boss to tell him that i would be there late… who knows… later on i had fever and diarrhoea too… *wtf* couldnt go to work lor… aissskkkzzzz…

i spent my day sleeping on the bed rolled up like a prawn… i couldnt even pull my body straight because of the gastric… *grrrrrrrrrrr*

DAMN!! why these days always sick one!! *deng* all the while i had been very healthy one wor… =( MAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~ i wanna go home!! i want my mommie!!!!! *sobsob*

hmmmm… dont know why, i dont like to use this term BOYFRIEND for my own boy… since my very first boy… i prefer to refer him as MY BOY than MY BOYFRIEND… or what i use most of the time is just MY FRIEND… dont ask me why, i just dont like to so wanna mention it to everyone… they will know when they are meant to know it…

maybe i FOUND that… bad things happen when i wanna make any relationship work… just like now… it has just started… and bad things just happened in the house, people are unhappy… and… sometimes, i just cant stop telling myself that these changes are happening because of HIM… and… i also cant stop losing trust in him… been asking myself, was that a wrong decision that i had made… oh well… let’s see how things go…

anyway, it was a boring working day again… and thus, the bored ericca did something stupid again… this time, it’s bunnie + chickie on my head… HAHHAHAHAHAHA… yea, i enjoy being a joker… *whatever* and i finished work at 2pm… finally, really FINALLY one day that i can have a good walk on chapel st… usually i start work when the shops are still closed and finish work when the shops are already closed too!! *sadzzz* but today i did a good shopping though… bought myself some yummilicious tops… and also some easter eggs and bunnies for the coming easter… i spent more than 100bucks in just 2 hours time buying small lil cheapo things… and so, i had so much to carry… luckily that i need not to carry them all the way home… i had HIM to pick me up… =)

the joker of the day… =P

my boy and me =)

been wondering… where and when is MY time now… i dont even have enough time to chat on msn with my mom… i dont even have enough time to COMMUNICATE with my housemates… i dont even have time for myself to blog, to do my very own things… 80% of my time has been dedicated to Better Choice and Benedict Lim…

but, maybe this is good too… as in… i dont have much time to do nonsense things, waste money… and most importantly a healthier lifestyle i am having now… i sleep earlier compared to the OLD ME, just because that i need to wake up early at dumb ass 7am to get ready to go to work at 9am… and of course, i dont have much energy to stay up late after one whole day of 10 freaking hours of work too…

the new OWNERS of ericca…

Better Choice

Benedict Lim

i am confused… RELATIONSHIP, i want, i dont want… i dont know whether i want it or not… wanting it will spoil my plan, will change my lifestyle… i am actually kinda happy with my single lifestyle… free and easy… at least, i can make any decision considering one person less… no need to worry about one more person’s feeling… sounds not bad huh…

MAYBE, it’s good to have a companion… have someone to be with, hugs and kisses… i mean, a casual one, without commitment might be good… but, this is being really selfish when you are the one who wanna go casual while the other party wants a serious relationship…

i think, i am tired of commitment, tired of expectations, tired of disappointments, tired of relationship.

confusion… man… this is tough…

isssshhh… finally i am sick again after so long… was supposed to start working at 9am… but when i woke up at 645am, i felt really cold and no energy to get up so i thought of sleeping for a while more… who knows, when i next opened my eyes, already 856am… cool huh… so i called up my boss saying that i would be on sick leave today…

been sleeping for half a day… i did some laundry, changed my bedsheets too… at least, i did something meaningful instead of just sleeping at home… beside that, i too finally have the chance to go on MSN to chat online with my friends and my mom too… really DAMN LONG didnt chat on MSN already…

damn… i have to go to work tomorrow… but i still feel cold at the moment…!! *DIE*

wow… been really long since i last online… really busy with work recently… been working too much and too tired… lazy all the time…

and also… with SOMETHING ELSE… the dramatic story… too many things happened in just few days…

roger the boss had a talk with me last morning… and it made me tearing… i really thought of quiting… he said that i am really SLOW, as in no improvement after 2 weeks of training and all… but he wanna make me stay because the customers like me… customers told him that i am nice, sweet and patient… that sounds not too bad… but he doesnt like me because i am slow, lazy and PLAYFUL… he wants me to be more serious at work… i said nothing, all i did was looking down, tearing, and nodding… oh well, i kept thinking whether i should quit or not…

after work, i made a call to sabrina telling her all these… guess what, she told me that roger has been telling EVERYONE the same thing!! *WTF* it’s his TRICK to make his employees work harder eh… ishhhhhhhhhh… lame!

anyway, 2nd of April… HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY DADDY!!

what a bombastic weekend i had~~~ a very interesting LAVISH night with so damn many people around… together with 1x tequila shot and 3x 151 shots with some sips of beer and some sips of whisky… it’s a good amount for me man!! the not-so-sober and not-so-drunk kinda tipsy level… damn cool!! and i finally met up with this cute lil girl LING *muacks*… the fun night ended at 330am… then we headed back to my darling’s place and i as usual continued talking on the phone till 530am…

i woke up at 715am after a 1.5 hours sleep TO GO TO WORK!! *wooohoooo* please call me a super girl… or a SUPERPIG will do… i was walking like FLOATING, couldnt concentrate on my views… fuwah… damn syiok man working with this kinda feeling… HAHHAHAHAHA… there were some times that i entered numbers wrongly to the cashier machine, like i entered 1234 instead of 1243… *bahhhh* luckily nobody noticed… =P

and then i went for a FREE DINNER!! *wakkakakakakakak* thankx VIVIAN *muacks* she invited me to have bak kut teh + chicken at her place…although the bak kut teh was really *aherm*, anyway, i appreaciate your effort… thankx yea… and i was so sleepy till i slept on the bed while everyone was watching commonwealth games on the TV… till my phone rang, and i knew that i couldnt have any chance to continue sleeping anymore… went to COOKIE for drinks, i had this SOHO with LEMONADE… damn yummie~~~!!! then went to strike to play pool… *sleepynyer* finally we went back to darling cheryl’s place to SLEEP…

it’s a sunny sunday… very warm… but i am feeling sleepy and it’s another working day tomorrow!! dont know whether i should be happy or sad… *ouch*

anyway, thankx to the people again!! met quite a few new friends, cayvian, huishan, jessica, audrey, jasmine, yvonne, perry, SS… and also ben and jay… nice to meet you all~~ =)

my babies…

baby yuan and i…

sweehoe, andrea, wilmin, me, cheryl, paklun and danny…

me, yvonne, cheryl, munyee, huishan, cayvian, yuan and voon…

you say it’s SCANDALICIOUS?

I WAS CAUGHT IN ACTION…
and i wonder… who was the photographer… damn freaking free nothing better to do huh~~~

he is JAY, a korean guy…

BEN, a malaysian-aussie… he was kinda nice that night, but… he has started to become an idiot teasing me all night long now…

who is susy leh? she is my lady boss lor!! it was my first time meeting her, she is DAMN PRETTY!! gorgeous!! sweet!! soft spoken!! she looks like a japanese man!! but she is an indonesian…

anyway, it’s some sort like a gathering for employees and employers from Better Choice… also Better Choice’s 1st year anniversary dinner… as well as susy’s birthday~~~ so leh… the dinner was GREAT man!! i was also invited although i only worked there for like 3 days? ahhahaha… good timing…

we had oysters, pigeons, lobsters and other dishes too… damn yummy!! i love the lobsters noodle man!! DAMN TASTY weik!! i mean the noodle, yea i only like the noodle with the taste of lobsters… i didnt eat much of the lobsters… as… i was too lazy to eat them, hard work man peeling off the shell!! *no thankiew* 7 pounds of lobsters, i think that dish should cost around 300bucks… yummmmmmmm~~~ and also a LOVE SHAPED mango gateau!! so romanticnyer~~~ and then my boss sent me back after everything… so nice yea… i shall work harder now…

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anyway, i finally had a nice good sleep after 3 nights of business… i slept for 10 hours before going for my test yesterday… i slept at 11pm and thought of waking up at 4am, the alarm rang and then i changed to 7am, it rang again and then i changed to 10am… and hey, i woke up before 10am SATISFIEDLY… *wooohoooo* poor jeff called during the night but i was sleeping and i didnt bother waking up myself to talk to him… HAHAHHA… poor boy…

the test was ridiculous man… all 6 questions look similar to me… HAHAHHAHA… and thus… all 6 answers also quite similar… =P

luckily i am not working today… and thus… yea, we chatted from 1230am till this morning 530am… which included the talk time i carried forward from the night before… *wakkakakakakak*

and i guess… tonight will be another clubbing night~~ wooohoooo~~~

i am FINALLY back from work and suffering from back pain and feet pain… *sobsob* i worked from 9am-7pm man!! it’s freaking 10 hours of standing… *ouch* stupid SABRINA lar!! my shift was actually only 9am-2pm but she was sick and i had to replace her… maaaaaaaaaa… that’s really really tiring… not only standing, but talking and smiling… iiisssshhhh… for your information, my job is basically SELLING SMILE, i have to smile all the time, and to SEDUCE those hamsup guys… i have to smile even HAPPIER when they say that i look cute, my smile is charming, i look good… must smile even MUCH HAPPIER + a lil bit of SHYSHY when they hold my hand… *bahhhhhh* i shall request for salary increment!!

p/s: not that i really look that good, but ANY girl is that good to them, because they are HAMSUP LOUS!!

because of that, i didnt get to take a nap… so sleepy… A HUGE THANK to JEFF CHEE!! because of him, i had only slept for not more than 8 hours in TOTAL for the past 3 NIGHTS!! we have been chatting on the phone for hours during the night… and i slept at 5am this morning and woke up at 7am… I AM A SUPERGIRL!! and the worst thing is… i am having a test tomorrow… *farked up edi*

today’s work was quite fun… basically, i was chatting with billy most of the time, as the business wasnt really good and it wasnt busy… so yea, we kept talking non-stop… *fun* and then there was this aussie BOY wrote his number to me and asked me to call him, and he will bring me out for dinner… i told him that I WILL when i dont have money to go for dinner… but i already threw away his number into the bin *wakkakakakakaka* =P

after a while, roger, my boss came back with this BUNNY HAIR BAND… looks cute and my hands were itchy so i put them on my head… and there was this customer laughed at me, SO DAMN BAD!! but nevermind, i am always a JOKER… people happy then i am happy lor… HEHE =P and roger asked me to stand outside the shop to attract more customers… what a retarded suggestion!!

just finished eating my meehoon soup + fish tofu + minced meat + choi sum… damn yummilicious~~~ thankx fatty yuan *muacks*

suddenly found this pic in my phone… ahhahaha… taken last friday =)

HEHE… the BUNNY-ERICCA at work… =P