Author: eRiCCa

well… people usually think that i am always happy… that i am having a good life, nothing to worry… have friends around me and with so many interesting plans going on and on… I LOOK HAPPY…

yea, that’s true, that’s what i want people to see from me… i mean, it’s no point to show people how sad i am, while telling them wont change the situation a bit… beside listening to ‘dont worry’, ‘it’ll be fine’, ‘things cant be changed’… blablabla… yea, i know… so basically i dont need anyone to tell me about it, so i decided not to tell though… the only way is to act happy and make people happy…

but sometimes when things go really wrong, and really depressed… i feel better voicing it out, but i try not to do so… as i dont want to bother other people with my problems… so, if anyone so unluckily being SELECTED to be my listener… sorry man i would say, as that’s the time that i seriously wanna voice out, else i think i would go *pooooooooof* and *gone*

and yea, i am feeling down now… and yea, i know that basically i cant do much… but… i am just feeling unwell… =(

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today was my first day working in Better Choice… it’s known as a GIFT SHOP, it has so many things, from towels, toys, food, ciggies, cutlery, trolleys… even BONGs too!! it’s something like those 2-dollars-shops that look kinda dodgy and no-class… but heck, it’s on the infamous CHAPEL ST man!! sounds high class already… *grinz* the work was alright, people are all nice people… pretty easy job BESIDE that i have to memorise like ALL KIND OF CIGGIES available in the shop… it’s such a tough task, especially a non-smoker like me… they have like so many freaking hell brands from all over the world… from the famous ones like marlboro, dunhill, B&H to horizon, winfield, holiday… even some indonesian brand, china brand like double happiness? *wtf* dont worry about the brands… in fact, the craziest is to recognise the sizes and the colors, as well as the ALTERNATIVE names for each of them *pengsan*

OH by the way, there is this hongkong brand ciggy with FRUITS flavoured… i was like *WOW*… so CoOoOOOoOOoOoL!! strawberry flavoured with pink color packaging and even the ciggy itself is PINK color!! *weeeeheeeeee* and it smells like a strawberry stick too!! there is this urge in me saying that ‘I WANT TO LEARN SMOKING NOW’… just because of these cutie ciggies… and i think… those are suitable for KIDS!! *HAHAHHAAHA*

most of the things were fine… oh yea, they have staff price too, which is a 50% off!! *yeay* i didnt know it at first but i already wanted to buy something as i need those things and the prices are cheap enough… and WHO KNOWS!! 50% discount!! woohoooo~~~ that made them even cheaper… *syiokkkkkkkkkkk* and my boss said ‘wah, first day working and you already started buying things’… =P

now, i am tired like farks… i only slept for 3 hours last night… 1st thing was because i was trying to force myself to sleep but couldnt sleep at all… then this JEFF CHEE called *another NEW JEFF, this is like the nth JEFF in my life since MY DAD the JEFF CHIN*… talking nonstop for 1.5 hours… *ouch* already around 4am and worst was I STILL NOT SLEEPY!! i then had to count those sheeps one by one in order to get me to sleep *shiatzzzzzzz*

ok… time to sleepz… tomorrow still have to work… i am now a girl who earns for her own living… my mom doesnt give me allowance anymore… i am now VERY TIGHT!! in other words, i am POOR!! =( *nightz*

another weekend… as usual, went to the city to have dinner in LING NAM *again*… but luckily with different people at least… cheryl, yuan, henry, arvoon and me… 5 of us had 5 dishes which is very the super filling!! at first, we only wanted 4 dishes, but this stupid restaurant set a MINIMUM charges of 18bucks/head… *ma de*

as usual, we always ask ‘what are we doing later?’… this proves that we are living in MELBORED… meanwhile, sam and weisheng joined the FUN… after hours of discussion, we were still discussing in cheryl’s place cam-whoring, shitting, msning… and… we watched a VERY LOW QUALITY PORN!! damn joker man the director of this porn… funny like hell~~~ so fake de porn… *ishhh* we wanted to go for a K session but as expected, NOMORE ROOM!! so, we finally moved our asses to go to BLVD, known as the MOST HAPPENING asian night on saturday recently… so well, went lor… and damn it as i was only in my dinner-only-attire-with-sneakers… wahlao, damn ugly lar going clubbing that way, but no choice also… *sobsob*

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!! really very happening man this BVLD, the queue already damn long when we reached at 1130pm… and we saw quite some people that we know, it seems like everyone loves this place huh… then wilmin, danny and paklun joined too… 1.5 hours later, we were told that it’s FULL HOUSE!! wooohooooo~~~ what an effort that we had made, and we couldnt get it in the end… *WTF*

and at this time, jimmy and phuiyen came from KAMPUNG… so the 10 of us had another discussion AGAIN… at last, wilmin, danny and paklun decided to go to the casino… while the rest of us decided to go the aussie club… ODEON! it’s bad, live band + odor… *vomits* then when we were on the way back, cheryl, yuan and i were walking on the street and there were SO MANY drunkards on the street, and they were really funny and weird… HAHHAHAHA… interesting journey home =P

in conclusion, we had a bad weekend… =( but at least, it’s such a GATHERING… people from kampung came, people from long lost planet came… not too bad though… i think, it’s good enough that we could finally meet up in one group… *cheers*

the girls!! yuan, arvoon, me, cheryl…

my darling and i…

the babies…

me and arvoon… my friend, eevoon’s sister… =)

auntie SAM and me…

idiot weisheng!! what kinda face is that man!! taking pic with a CUTE GIRL man!! ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =P

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P/S: eehui, i passed by that restaurant again last night, it’s called BEARBRASS =P

ok lar ok lar… since you guys so like me to miss you~~~~

i miss my dear cheryl, because she has gone missing for 1+ years… didnt bother to see me… she wants me to continue missing her… what to do… I MISS CHERYL OOI~

i miss my melbourne’s MOMMIE, alice!! nobody rushing me to shower, nobody reminding me things, nobody walking in and out of my room, nobody ‘ERICCAAAAAA’ me, nobody waking me up, nobody telling me that my room is messy… blablabla… I MISS ALICE CHONG!!

i miss lennis for sure… nomore zhanshen because zhanshen in uk, nomore zeno because zeno working… so lennis had become my driver most of the time… KEKE… thankiew and sorrie lar that i always be the lamp post… forgive me ok!! and also thankx for building the chicken ala kingdom for me!! I MISS LENNIS ER~~~ *wakkakakakakkakakakakakaka* damn, i cant stop laughing at this name!!

who else wanna be in the list…? anymore anymore?

zhanshen… told ya, this is gonna happen… ishhhhh… how i wish that i can be one like what you expected…

me myself expected that i could easily ACCIDENTALLY let go… how i wish that i still hanging there missing him… aiskzzz… but then, how come ar!! so fast lar this time!! shiatzzzz… and now i am bored!! because i have nobody to miss… MaAaaAaAaAaAaaAa~~

i think i should try to get another person for me to miss edi… but… lazy leh… should i try to miss back the previous one? but no feeling edi wor… DAMN IT!!

*siennnzzzzz*

what a boring life i am having… lack of achievements, lack of love, lack of meaning, lack of money, lack of excitements, lack of surprised, lack of… LIFE!! NO LIFE!!

after a wild celebration from 12am of 12th march until 4am… reached home at 5am… then stupidly msn chatting with Benny, Adrian, Keith and SaiHoe until 7am… then only happily went to bed when i saw the sun… then stupid Harvey called me early in the morning at 11am… bahhh… conclusion, i only had 4 hours of sleep!! *yawnzzzzz*

there jie, yuan and me decided to go to the BEACH since it was like 38 degrees!! freaking hot!! i could feel that my skin burning under the sun *ouch* but well, it’s a cool experience having a drink by the beach, looking at bikini girls *wooohoooo*

and then we headed to southgate to have dinner with weisheng, sam and cheryl too!! southgate is a quite nice place for dinner, they have restaurants for fine dining… but… we went there with pasar-malam-look and beach-look… all with shorts and slippers… HAHHAHAHAHA… damn odd weik!!

my dinner was SUCKY, i only ate all the SPAGHETTI in my plate and left all the other-things-beside-spaghetti in the plate… *burp* and then the BOMB of the night came to me out of a sudden, a red color thingie was presented in front of me… my LOVELIEST DARLING CHERYL bought me a drink… it’s BLOODY MARY!! HOW SWEEEEEEEEEEET!! but the taste went like… SPICY + SALTY!! i tasted tabasco sauce and pepper ONLY!! what a cocktail, really COCKY!! i almost puked man!! and cheryl was too sweet as she only gave me 10 minutes to finish it, else i would have to pick up a guy in the restaurant *again* what to do, i had to hold my breathe, MUST NOT taste it man, and quickly had it done within 10 minutes and then diluted it with iced peach tea… *phew*

finally, the desserts’ time!! black forest gateau!! *yeay* but it was damn embarrassing that they sang the birthday song VERY TERRIBLY so that people were looking at us… *hides* shy lar me!!

after that we went to Transport, a bar to have drinks *again*… i was damn tired and sleepy… finally it’s time to go home at 1am… happy… and yea, end of my birthday celebration~~~~ thanks people!! =)

I LIKE THIS LIL BOY!! so cute~~~ *muacks* but this JIE ar… what a BAD photographer… haiihzzzz… *the man on the far left is the boy’s daddy*

i am the beatchie girl… =P

the so-called MISS-HONGKONG-POSE~~

me and jie in the restaurant posing *again*

the BLOODY MARY that the BLOODY CHERYL bought…

ingredients: vodka, tomato juice, lemon juice, tabsco sauce and worcestershire sauce…

MUST NOT TASTE!! HOLD!! *go go go*

me and my cake… =)

thankx for night my babes!!! specially thankx to my cousins, Teri Jie and Andrea aka YongYuan… then of course my darling Cheryl also lar!! and also those who went Publicity last night, May, Karen, WeiSheng, ShiangYuan, Sam, MunYee, and 2 other girls… *yeay* basically, last night was my first time meeting may, karen, sam and the 2 girls… HEHE, new friends *wooohooooooooo*

thankx Andrea for the JD coke and the bacardi 151, thankx Jie for the Chartreuse, thankx to stranger A for the black sambuca, thankx to stranger B for the mineral water… and thankx to myself for the martini + pina colada… what a drink mixer… bahhhhhhh… but that’s not the level that i wanna be… but, tried to control not to drink so much… alcohol is addictive!!

the night was great ler… people were having fun and we even had this game, picking up an opposite sex just to ask for his/her number, so damn funny!! girls and guys were all dancing happily… even danced with some strangers too, but i got annoyed when they started to be STICKY, and luckily i got SAM!! hahahhahaha… my HERO!! everytime i wanna run away from someone, i would get sam to dance with me, and then he would slowly bring me away from them… that’s so cool huh when you can go flirting and fishing around, then you can have your guy friends to bring you away when you have had enough of them… *evil* but there was this idiot-dont-know-who was dancing with me and then he made me fall and i kneeled down on the floor and my knee is bruised!! *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

i think i am OLD edi… i was so tired the whole night and kept looking for space to SIT down… iiissshhh… besides, wearing heels to dance is an add-on tiring job, so i took off my heels!! HAHHAHAHA… i danced with my bare feet!! and i experienced the feeling of ‘SO GOOD’ till i didnt wanna wear them back!! KEKE… i felt so melbournised when i was walking with my bare feet on the street with my hand holding my heels… hahahahahaha… those aussies like to do so!!

BEWARE!! MANY PICS!!
pictures are up up up~~~

the people!! me, weisheng, cheryl, yuan, munyee, shiangyuan, jie

pretty cousins cum housemates~~~ MUACKS~~~

fatty yuan!! i wanna EAT YOU!!

weisheng and me…

my hero, sam!!

i like this pic!! hahahahhaa… both of us look so SHY… wakakkakaka~

my 3 most important babes! *muacks*

click here for more pictures~~~

woke up and happily chatting with my dearest mom, she really made my day man!! damn funny chatting with her… she is a JOKER!! *yeay* i thank MYSELF that my mom is cool at times, this is what she LEARNT from me…

she used to be very very strict and fierce… when she said 1+1=3 and you couldnt say it wrong… when you told her jokes, she wouldnt laugh and would ask you to talk less instead… but then, i have been brain washing her that she shouldnt be that way, been telling her that it’s better to have a friend-friend-relationship than a mother-daughter-relationship that at least, the situation can be better, we can discuss things better, more relaxing, and most importantly i feel happier to talk to her… as last time, i would try my best not to talk to her, else sure accidentally saying something wrong and would get scolding for that… but now, i LOVE to talk to her!! imagine if i were to talk to her like now in the past, probably i already got kicked out from the house long long time ago…

she is funny, she likes to ask nonsense questions… she sometimes asks me ‘back edi?’ when we are both AT HOME… and i usually answer her ‘NOT YET’… =P

she has gone nuts… she stole all my emoticons and using them on me!! the ‘GILA’ one, the ‘what the f*ck’ one, and the ‘pengsan’ one… ishhhhh…

HEHE, finally this lazy bum got up for the FIRST class for her LAST subject…

damn it, i was having headache one whole day non-stop man!! it started since last night… even i could feel tha pain while i was dreaming… ma de!! i wanted to take panadol, but i am scared of panadol, mommie said dont take it unless HAVE TO… haiihzzz… do i HAVE TO take? still painful~~~ =(

anyway, everything was ok in uni, and hey my uni mate said that I LOOK SLIMMER!! wooohooooo~~~ that really made up my day… *grinz* i had 3 hours break before my tutorial, so i locked myself in the library… yea, i am a loner =P and i was farking hungry, but no food to eat and no company… so i had to pay attention to my tutorial work in order to forget about the hunger!! sadzzzzzzzzzzzzz…

SUDDENLY, there was this hamsup looking uncle asked if he could sit at the cube beside me, I WISHED I COULD SAY NO!! damn it man, it’s a normal day, and the library was kinda empty, maybe only 2 cubes were occupied in a row… why the hell on earth he wanted to sit next to me!! *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* the best part was, he started to GULP GULP GULP his pepsi… HEY MAN, it’s library, it’s damn quiet, and he was just 60cm away from me, i could hear every single GULP!! ma de idiot i was so damn hungry man!! alright, fine. and then after all the gulping, he went BURPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP~~~ *WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF* wahlao, i really beh tahan edi, and i kept all my stuffs and left that place… headed to cafeteria to buy a spring roll and a dimsim and a bottle of apple blackcurrant… not very filling, but at least not that hungry anymore…

after one whole day, my head still pain!! =( *help*

had a camwhoring session too =)

well, basically i have 3 hps, 1 is my 3G calling phone, 1 is my SMS phone, and 1 is my 016 phone.

but currently i find that i actually can leave my phones at home, as the phones seldom ring, this proves that i have no friends huh… *awwwwwwwwwwwww*

imagine myself in kl, i even had to bring my phone into the bathroom, as it was expected to ring anytime, and i didnt want to miss any… when i went out, i even brought my handsfree along in my handbag, it’s not because that i drove or what, but LONG CALLS were expected, so i had to put on handsfree to chat for hours… and yea, sometimes i brought along my car charger too in case that my friend’s car didnt have one! and imagine that my mom had to peep my smses while i was eating, and my mom had to comment that i ‘eat also not free’…

haiihzzzz… i miss my BUSY DAYS… i miss replying smses, i miss talking on the phone… my batteries last longer these days… and i sometimes have to use one phone to call another phone to make sure that it’s working fine… oh my godzz…

PATHETIC!!!

weeeheee… finally i went out of my tiny lil room for some FRESH AIR after a week rotting in it… HAHHAHAHA… i went out with jie and this lil ugly friend… we went to footscray to take/pass something to puishan, then we went to have lunch… HEY, my lunch was good!! i love it!! it’s nice to me, but it’s a bit tasteless to jie… but hell, mine was more a VALUE BUY man!! i had my seafood pasta with 8 mussels, 3 scallops and some fish fillets in it for 13bucks!! but she had her OMELETTE with lots of VEGETABLES for 18bucks?!?!?! *awwwwwwww*

then we headed to city to walk walk, met up with yuan and cheryl… then went for dinner… and grocery shopping at safeway… then i am home! very tired edi… =(

on the other hand, i am STRESSED!! aiskzzz… was told that there will be a primary school BBQ GATHERING in the city this coming saturday, i was actually kinda reluctant to go, it’s so damn far in the city!! but then, they said it’s for ME! my birthday BBQ, i was like *awwwwwwwwwwwwwww* sweet but sad that i have to go so far, but OKOK! who knows, i got sounding from another group of people, which is my cousins and cheryl… as i SPOILED their SURPRISE… *WTF* stressed man, what to do now… aiskz aiskz aiskz… *pengsan* nvm nvm, i will try to make it a good one, and nobody will be sad… *cheers*

NOW, come, PICTURES of the day =)

my so damn worthy seafood pasta!! ONLY 13BUCKS!! *yummmmmmmm*

this ugly lil friend came along with us… aiskz, he had to put on the seat belt, else he would get FINE!!