Author: eRiCCa

hmm… firstly, sorry to Mr. Titan_GigAs… probably i have used an inappropriate technique towards him… my main purpose of posting all these up was just to FORCE him to reveal who he actually is… but, at the end, it brought up a WAR here…

anyway, i personally dont want a war here… i am giving up…

to be frank, i am really really curious… WHO YOU ARE… but then, i will leave it up to you, i am not forcing anymore… i am tired… fed up… i dont mind making a new friend, if you dont mind… but, i am out of the war…

my mom requested to see my room after so long… finally, i snapped 2 pics of my room and sent to her… but, it’s my unlucky day, coz it’s REALLY messy these few days, been busy working on assignments… aisskkkzzz…

AnnChin says:
oh my god….!!! your room???

. : e R i C C a : . * 倒数2个月 – StarDee + DieT * says:
one bed for my boyfriend one mar

then… i showed her that i *pengsan*

this *pengsan* emoticon is just TOO CUTE!! ahhahaha…
p/s: please excuse me for that CHILDISH background, it’s my mom who changed it, NOT ME!!!

yeay!! back after staying in the hospital for more than a week and also after paying the doctor a sum of 1400bucks!!! *expensive siaoz*

anyway, it looks NEW and CLEAN, but then, i find it so… erm… weird… probably i already got used to his DENTED look… aiskzz… and, i think he looks a bit FATTER with a BIGGER BUM!! aiskzzz… my eyes got problem eh?

brand new bum… do you think that he needs a SPOILER?

himself…

with his friend…

p/s: we have a HUGE GARDEN, isnt it…

THANKIEW!! a lame person sent me this e-card… lame but cute… hahahaa… =)

ok… since our friend here is a STALKER…

This time on Fire liow says:
ok nyway i was browsing my fren’s friendster
This time on Fire liow says:
n then i saw the name errica… i was like is this the very yau sing kak punya ericca ..n so i check check lo
This time on Fire liow says:
although she has dissapointing no full bikini pics … i was damn happy to see her with furry animals
This time on Fire liow says:
i saw ah guin lo
This time on Fire liow says:
ah beh beh lo
This time on Fire liow says:
ah pao pao
This time on Fire liow says:
n ah terter
This time on Fire liow says:
n i decide to compose it lo

and… his phone number is 012-3190 117, email address is bishamon13@hotmail.com

WANTED!!!

i guess you are just loving to be on my blog and wanna get famous this way… aissskkkzz… ok lar, i will let you be then… =) FREE advertising for you, THANK ME OK!!

anyone who knows this person, LET ME KNOW!!

another late night working on assignment… hmmm… there is this picture that i really LAUGHED out and said WHAT THE FARK when i first saw it today… the weird thing is, i dont even know the person who did it… the only thing i know is that he/she is from LYN… but i dont know him/her in person, not even gender and name… hahahaha…

anyway, thankx yea… it’s cute… =)

cutely done by Titan_GigAs…

[UPDATE]

this FRIEND here doesnt wanna reveal himself/herself…

was home alone just now… so decided to make a call to mommie for a chat… but EXPECTEDLY… our conversation became a war…

all the time, yes, i really mean it ALL THE TIME… we cant get a smooth and happy conversation whenever it touches my STUDIES… often get into the blaming-each-other-situation… yes, i really blame her for letting me to come over… and i really blame her for not letting me to go back to continue it since i really dont like to be here… but she claims that i should appreciate my opportunity being here… NEVER ENDING BLAMING…

i dont know… it’s not that i dont wanna study, it’s not that i dont wanna graduate… please man… i think i hate studying than anyone else… and i have been trying harder and harder to LOVE my course, to communicate with my course, to understand my course… but then, i just freaking dont get a thing!! i just cant make it better…

i used to be quite confident in myself, i used to tell myself that i could do it… but… after so many falls, been failing for like… *uncountable times*… i really have no guts to hope for something good… i have no confidence anymore… in my mind, i only know that i am a failure, i will never ever get things right…

this semester, is a very very important semester to me… i seriously cannot afford to fail anymore!! i really dare not to imagine what will happen to me if i really fail again…

all these sleepless nights been bothering me too often… i try to get my self to sleep when i feel tired… but once i am on the bed, i will start thinking of how to do the assignments, how to answer the exam questions, how to prepare for the papers, how to study better, how to memorise easier, how to this and how to that… besides, thinking of the time and money that i have spent, thinking of the disappointments that i have brought to everyone, thinking of my shittie future… till i am too stressed to sleep, and i will get up to on my lights… open my book… continue studying or working on it again…

i am just feeling so EMPTY… so HOPELESS… so HELPLESS… so LIFELESS… where the fark is my future… where the hell is my happiness…

finally, after so long… probably many already forgotten the existence of this someone… and now i am refreshing everyone’s mind out there… that… i already deleted and blocked someone few days ago… finally i am letting go, letting it to be history, and someone will be in my PAST…

i guess, many will say ‘FINALLY’ and feel happy for me, right? hahaha… i think ZhanShen will be the first one to *hooray* for me… and also my QS korkor… and also… DarDar, thankx for being understanding, you know my story =)

but, please forgive me for not cleaning the chat logs and smses YET… give me more time… i will do it, for sure… i guess, they make no harm to me, right? yea…

hmmm… found this piano version of La La La Love Song, can really relax my mind… it’s very good!! i am listening to it when studying… =) hopefully that it will work wonder on me…

ma de you so many better things to be but dont wanna be, BE A THIEF pulak!! duh~!!!

when i came home from uni, robin told me there was a thief TRYING to break into his room through his window… my godz, this thief really daring… robin was actually in his room SINGING song also the dumb thief not scared man!! the thief saw him and he ran away… the police came in 5 mins *efficient-nye* but found nothing… iiissshh… *pandai-nye* BOTH OF US DAMN SCARED NOW!!

i think this thief came 3 times today… first time was he broke the small door where we had blocked it with CEMENT + STONE… i heard the sound but i didnt think of that door, so i didnt do anything… next, he came again and rang the doorbell while robin was home alone and was in the shower at that moment… and also the car already in workshop, no car at home, so he thought that nobody at home and went ACTION!! but too bad, his 6th sense was wrong…

oh well… i did a bit of revision in library today though… and… what would you expect from cam-whore-in-the-library leh?

CAM WHORING lar of coz!!!

fuhwah… a cam whore studying in cubicle…

then i ACCIDENTALLY found this pic in my phone…

an alcohol-TOMATOED-cam-whore cam whoring in the K toilet…

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today start puasa-ing edi!! yes ar!! i also wanna puasa!! =P