oh man!!!! why is this guy so damn cute!! *OMFG*
i have just finished watching 奴隶情人… a korean drama… damn nice weik!! especiall the guy!! SO CUTE… i was just like an idiot looking at the screen then smiling to myself…
aaaaaaawwww… it’s just so SWEEEEET looking at him… =)
cute, fair, chubby… i like it!!
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YPS = Young Pui Shan… you this girl… *arrgghhh* why did you so pandai pandai asked Royal to take care of me man!!! me big girl edi, me know how to take care of meself… =P
this royal is so funny!! he called at 1am and asked me ‘what are you doing? taken your dinner?’ i went like WTF!! then he told me he just woke up, and he thought it’s only 8pm… *goodness* and he kept asking me to let him to cook for me and take care of me as he promised puishan to do so and he doesnt wanna break his promise… wahlaooo… *good person* but… i am happy to take care of myself… and it’s so weird of him taking care of me…? *bah*
so, puishan… i will wait for you to come and let him to take care of US together… =P
yes… i have just added a CONTACT to Magicland… where people can contact magicland through either MSN or e-mail…
MSN: ericca @ ericca.org
e-mail: ericca @ ericca.org
eeeeee… my spanish lecturer!! please stop ericca-ing all the time… i dont know why, he loves ‘ericca’ so much… and non-stop using ‘ericca’ in his examples… and also… he loves to ask ‘ericca’ to answer questions and while this ‘ericca’ all the while in her dreamland… poor lil ‘ericca’…
arrgghh… i dont like to get up so early at 8am just to go to this *BAKA* spanish classes ler… i always wanna skip it… but then… now this CUTE HUGE lecturer already known my name… =( how to run… doink… *tired + sleepie*
this is so bad… went to clubbing in next blue last night… and i lost my handphone!! duh… when i woke up this morning, tried calling my phone but nobody picked up… *BAKA* i had it in my pocket last night but the pocket was not big enough to take care of my phone… so… my phone… *buhbye*
but last night was actually not bad… so many people went!! we had… veron and housemate… XUSXUS and friends… and cheryl and friends… and ronnie and friends… wooohooo my friends~!~!~! so many till i thought it was my birthday party… but too bad it wasnt…
surprisingly, i didnt have 151 last night but i was drunk… because i was like a drink mixer last night… champagne… red wine… tequila… black label… champagne… *arrghh* non-stop mixing only…
and the most stupid thing was… we got KICKED OUT!! stupid security!! they didnt let us in for the reason TOO DRUNK… duh~~!!! by the way… thankx to Sean for the drinks and also the rose with a lil bear… so cute… and… thankx to Virlyn for the tequila…
well… went K again last night with SO MANY people… which i dont know… hahahahahaha… i only know ah chuan, steven and yuki… others… dont know who… basically all steven’s friends…
but anyway, this gang is so cool… they drink like nobody’s business!! which is so good for me!! and it was the most expensive K i have ever been to… 70bucks… coz we overdrank… hahahahahaha…
and yes… i managed to make myself feeling so drunk *but not yet the max* i had so much beer at first… but i was still so sober… then i asked for ILLUSION… yes, that’s the way to mix the alcohol and you will feel it… and i had fun puking all the way… puked in the K room, puked on the street, puked in front of the house… *WELL DONE* but too bad… i still could remember PART of the things that happened, but not all… but i dont remember how did i get on the bed, but ah chuan said that he carried me to the bed… *STRONG MAN* so heavy also he could carry me… geng!!
oh madness… nomore hope edi… i thought… i could… meet him for the last time before he left for malaysia… but then… HE ALREADY BACK IN MALAYSIA!!!! duh~!~! no mood…
i went to ah chuan’s place last night… HOW? i DROVE!!! woooohoooo~!~!~! yes, first time driving alone after so many years… a manual car… it was scary ok!! i am sure that if there was someone with me, that person surely dead coz of FEAR!! ahhahahaha… yea, lucky that i was alone, and then no car on the road, so it wasnt that bad when my car kept moving to left and right like a drunkard… *wakakkakakakakakak*
and it was real fun when i got home… i had a video and audio conference with my friends in malaysia!! woohooo… they were all celebrating Dennis’ birthday in his house… and i saw them playing mahjong… so fun eh… but hey, i played also!! hahahaha… viewing my cards with webcam and commanding them to throw cards for me… but then… they were being too evil… they didnt care about me, especially WHEI MENG!! he told me that i already WON while i hadnt even finished looking at the cards… BAKA!!
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i was very late for class today!!! i set alarm at 8am to go for 9am class, but then i continued sleeping and thought of waking up at 830am… but when i woke up again, it was already 10am… MISSED 1 since already missed, so i slept again and hoping to wake up at 11am to go for 12pm class… when i looked at the time, 12pm MISSED 2… damn it lar… i then woke up to get prepared for my 1pm class then… and YES!! i made it to the class… and i already made up a LIE in my mind to the tutor if he would ask me for the reason why didnt turn up in the morning… i would tell him that i had an exam to sit for… but then… who knows the tutor came to ask me ‘how was your exam’ when he saw me entering the class… hahahahahah… how smart is my tutor man!!! =)
as some of you may know… i am currently facing one of the biggest challenge in my life… challenging myself… to the very very very brave and very very very indenpendent extent… but basically, i dont think that i can do it… i am still trying… or i should say that I HAVE TO TRY…
i dont know what will happen… i dont know what i will become… i dont know how long i can stand… let’s see…
i shall not be scared, i shall not be worried, i shall not cry…
just come home from K session… basically it was a cool K session that i had just now… with frank, ah chuan, puishan, selina, royal and me… especially it was a TRUE K session as everyone was singing… and not only drinking… and yea… i didnt drink much today… =)
but… when i was singing 温柔 by 五月天… i thought of someone… thinking of everything that i had with her… flashed back some memories… how she so seriously in love with 五月天… i miss her…
then… all other songs brought me to another someone… another person that i miss… and i miss him very much… i am hoping to see him… knowing that he is leaving soon… i feel sad… i dont understand WHY… why am i STILL missing him… i will QUIT missing him soon… i am working very hard to let go…