. : MaGiCLaND : .

well… i had been watching Love Bond since i woke up and just stopped only… hahahaha… damn!!! my day gone just like this!! but well… this show really ROX man!!!

especially episode 19, 13:30… wahlaoyeh… damn chun!! damn lum~~ even me myself felt so in love when i was watching that part man~~ *love love love* it’s like so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet to get together after round and round for 18 episodes!! but… haiihzzz… everything is different again now… i wonder when will they get back together again!! and i know they will be together!! =P

let’s wish for the happy ending… =)

*feeling so in love~~~~~~*

heeheheh… well, had a dream again last night, or should i say this morning… about someone… the story was going on and on… who knows SUDDENLY i heard something was ringing… damn!! it’s my phone… *argghhh* then i had to wake up to answer the call… i really wanna know the ending of the story so then i tried to be very sleepy and very concentrate to sleep just to continue it… but… haiihzzz… i couldnt… =(

but well… some say, something is better to be left unknown…

hahahaha… well… *whatever*

hey man!! it was super fun last night!! haahhaah… initially we had text chat in hub as usual… then these few days we are having a crave for skype conference so there we went to have a skype conference, but only 5 of us could be in the conference… *too bad* then some hubbers went so eager to download skype!! who knows… we decided to move to YM voice conference as it could fit more people in there… then everyone was like shifting to YM again… it’s kinda funny you see people shifting from hub to skype then to ym again… hahahaha…

then people gotta download skype then download YM… then start adding people in skype later then in YM… damn funny!!! =P and when ADJ came in… oh my godz… the king of… erm… hahahahahaa… cock-talker =P but funny though… started to tell stories AGAIN *as usual*…

people then left the chat one by one… then at the very end, only me, eng and moomoo… hahahaha… eng and i were trying to be DJs, kept playing songs, while this moomoo kept having WRONG guesses!! *haiihzzz* finally, i really had to go as i already saw SUNLIGHT outside my window… it’s already 630am… madness…

well… FUN!! ahhahaah… =P

weeeeheeee… i havent seen SO MANY ABALONES before man!! just imagine, if you were to BUY them, how much you gotta pay for it huh? and if you were to eat them in the restaurant… well… i dont dare to imagine… hahahahaha…

my cousins went to catch abalones… drove a few hours to a beach and to catch them!! i didnt join them as i was too lazy to wake up at 6am…? *freak* so 4 of them went, and there is this rule saying that each person can only catch 10 abalones for max… so there they brought back 40 abalones!!! *woohoooo*

and guess what!! we had abalones for tea time just now!! ahahaahha… so cool yea… each person cutting one abalone and eat it… *yumyum*

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another thing here is… thankiew for some people that i really need to say THANKIEW to… =) thankx for being there with me…

Teri Jiejie,
hmmm… thankx for those words and the tissues… =P

my LESBO Mayvis,
thankx for the everyday and night skyping sessions to tell me that i am not alone…

my Brian Didi,
thankx for being such a caring and nice didi, appreciate all your lame jokes just to make me laugh; and your sweet drawings just to make me smile; and your smses just to make me feel cared…

Ken,
thankx for chatting with me while you were supposed to study for your final exam wor… *good luck*

and also more people like…
WheiMeng, ZhanShen, Zeno, Humphrey, Kenny, Joyce, Elaine, EnHaw, KienHuo, Nicholas, Elaine, Esmund, TaiUei, JunWei, Veron, James, Adwin, Asling, Cheryl, Bobo, Loklok, Philip, Dev, Gary, Jacky… i think there are MORE MORE MORE… muacks people… =)

what a memorable april’s fool…
1st april 2005…
was hoping that everyting was just a FOOL…
but… it’s too foolish to be true…
so, it wasnt a fool but i was a fool… =)

– anyway –
happy birthday to daddie…!!! may you be happy always…
and hopefully that your daughter is getting better…
so you are not going to worry about me… =)

you finally came… already passed you everything… saw you… and you left… assuming that it will be the last time seeing you face to face… the last time you hold my hand, but i refused, feeling that it was SO WRONG!! this is the end… you are my HISTORY… =)

现实中的我,
已经决定放下一切…
清楚明了都已不再可能…
或者根本就不可能吧!
唯有衷心祝福你…
谢谢你曾给予的幸福…
即将化成回忆丝丝点点地尾随着我…
主宰现实的是我!!

梦中的我,
却播映着你是主角的幕幕…
犹如连续剧般, 每晚播着不同的情节…
不可思议的, 曲折离奇的…
从没有女朋友, 到有两个女朋友…
甚至女朋友是我…
一塌糊涂!
天啊… 到底主宰梦的是谁啊?
梦魔… 是你吗?
请你让我好过点好吗?
请你让现实和梦不要相差得太远, 可以吗?

我,
开始害怕入睡…

i seriously cant recall how many NEW LIFE i gotta start for myself… but, i think it’s good that i have this in mind that i wanna start one…? right?

hahahha… why am i keep requesting for a new life? coz… another thing happened and i still have to keep my life going… and i cant continue the old life that i used to be… so… REBORN!! yea yea yea… but no idea when will be the life that i no longer need to restart anymore… *arrggghhhh*

my life cycle is now normal – depression – normal – depression… hey, where has my peak moment gone weik~~

/me seeking for happiness… from front to back, from left to right, from top to bottom…

ok people… be my witness ok… loklok said that he’s going to get me a GARFIELD ar… let’s whack him if he FFK!!

@hanZ~ says:
but i wanna find the cutiest and most handsome garfield for bibi ya..

garfield is so cute, isnt he? i used to like him a lot a lot… till i had a nickname Garfield Chin back in primary school days as i was having ALMOST everything of garfield… bag, water bottle, pencil case, wallet, watch, stationary, clothes… just like another walking garfield… hahahahaha

and mommie was the one who bought me all these things and daddie kept saying that mommie wasting money buying me garfield things, so i didnt like daddie!! then, there was one day, daddie bought me a garfield soft toy on my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *wooohooo* i was like so damn shocked!! hey, daddie seldom buy birthday present for me and i went like… hmmm… *i thought you said buying garfield is a waste of money* hahahahaa… then the next garfield thing that daddie bought for me is a garfield watch… yeah!!! and i was so happy that finally i could get myself a NICE watch, rather than those toy-watches… i was so proud of my watch… kekekekek

oh yea, there was once mommie bought me a nice garfield water bottle which was double the price of the normal garfield water bottles that i had… and it was a PINK one!! then i happily brought it to school lor, and the water seemed sweeter than usual… then suddenly, there was this MAD FELLA in my class went mad again, he took up my NEW PINK GARFIELD WATER BOTTLE and smashed it on the floor, and… cracked… damn him!! i cried so hard for it man!! *arrrrgghhh* after that, i gotta stick with those not-so-nice-garfield-water-bottles edi… =(

and guess what, garfield was born in 1978 and i was so interested in guys born in 1978!! ahhahahaa… it’s like i would go so excited knowing that this guy born in 1978… hahahaha… =P *madness*

I LOVE GARFIELD… still… i am just too loyal~~ cant help it… =P

ma de… just got back from a K session… had some beer… and feeling farking shittie now… like wanna puke but then cant puke… *arggghhhh* damn san fu weik~~~~

i hate beer lar… so regret that i didnt order some liquor other than beer… damn damn damn!! and… why didnt i drink more beer, so that i can puke easily… *dengzzzz*

by the way, the feeling is back… dont know why… i always love this kinda feeling, when your head is a lil dizzy a lil heavy and a lil blur… that’s the best feeling of all… and you just feel like sleeping… so cool… it’s been quite some time i last had this kinda feeling… and i am back… i miss this kinda feeling… acting like E to me, i feel so in a dream…

it reminds me of my days where i used to get myself drunk few times a week and i enjoyed that so much… my brain couldnt function well for a few days after every drunking session… and i love that feeling… that’s why i had been clubbing like madz last time… but for now, although i am tired of clubbing, i still love drinking, or i should say i dont like drinking but i like to drunk myself… hmmm… *weirdo* or maybe i should just head to liquor shop and get a bottle at home and drink myself everynight… hahahahahah…