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weeeheee~~ just got back from Highpoint!! and i got myself a PINK HAT!! ekkekekeke… and i think that i look like an artist with it!! ahahaha… what do you think…

a LANSI artist?

a FRIENDLY artist?

incredible fella… my godzzz…

usually i dont like Private Number calls!! especially when there is a missed call and i cant track back the caller or it is someone like the following case… *but, sometimes private number caller is a NICE ONE, because… it’s my MOMMIE!!* yea… overseas calls are all under private number calls…

well… last morning, there was this private number called me 4am in the morning while i was sleeping!! so i answered thought that it was my mom… but then no one was speaking, in fact no sound at all, so i just hung up… and this fella called again and again… after a few times, i decided to set my phone to silent mode and off to continue my sleep… then when i woke up in the morning i saw 6 missed calls!! what the fark~~~

last night, or should i say this morning, 5am… this fella called again… i answered once, nobody talking, hung up, silent it, sleep… and the same thing i saw 1 missed call in the morning… well… i seriously dont know who is this… i even wonder whether he/she/it is a human or non-human!! *hmmmmm…*

No Holiday…
what lar!! so damn stupid!! i wasnt supposed to have classes today and tomorrow due to the stupid STRIKE in uni… and guess what, they canceled it yesterday!! wahlaoo… and they only informing people through students email, hey honestly, i check my students mail once in a blue moon one man!! *arrggghhh* luckily my housemates checked it last night, else everyone is going to miss their classes!! i already missed my 9am’s japanese lecture… hahahaha… it’s too early lar… nvm lar… =P

but then later gotta attend both tax law’s tutorial and lecture… and also tomorrow!! corporate accounting’s tutorial and lecture… *arrgghhhh*

No Money…
haiihzz… bigpond cons all my money… i never ever expected that my broadband bill can be more than 300bucks!! and hey it really happens!! what the hell~!~!~!!~!~! i was supposed to change back to my UNLIMITED plan but then it was already march so that even i made the change, it will only take effect in april!! so we are now using the 200mb plan, and we only used for like 10 days after we shifted in man!! we already over limit by 1800mb… and there are a few more days to april~ gosh… and they charge me at $0.15/mb… wooohooo~~ great number!! RM1k for a month’s broadband… so cool huh~~ we cant do anything for that, so we are not giving a damn!! ahahha… since it is already over by so much, arrrggh… just continue using, but not surfing so much!! so stupid!! and where the hell is my iinet~~~~~

No-thing to do…
it was so boring yesterday!! couldnt surf much… no tvb series for me to watch… no big2 to play… so i did this with my webcam… wakkakakakaka~~

i am here to make an announcement!!

yeah~~~~~~~~ first term already gone!! and now… my 3 weeks break has just started!!!

hahahahaha… just got back from the crappy presentation that i did just now… oh well… last minute work, one question wrong somemore… at least i got it 6/10!! i am freaking satisfied weik!! anyway… a big thank to WONG MEE HUEY… eh… no no no… LIM MEE HUEY for accompanying me the whole last night and helping me to get information… oh yea hor, how did she accompany me leh since she is in KL… SKYPE lor!!!!!! hahaha… i am in love with skype edi… so that i can feel like there are MORE PEOPLE in my room, not so lonely… i even heard her sister, brother and mother… WOW!! i felt that they were just beside me!! so happening!!

haiihzzz… but then… why am i so happy about the break leh? it’s not a break but time to finish FEW assignments and study for FEW tests!! *madness* damn!! can i go to uni? i dont want any break… can i exchange my break with no test and no assignment? wakakkakakaka~ *thankiew

well… i was freaking pissed at my auditing presentation, and tired of sitting for hours… so i got up to get something to EAT!! yeah… that’s the way to fill up your free time!!

looked around and couldnt find anything that i felt like eating… hmmm… suddenly felt like eating a FRIED EGG!! well… thinking of the last egg that i fried… hmmmm… last year! ahahha… and that was my FIRST FRIED EGG!! but well, cant really remember what was the taste… and yea, i went on frying my SECOND FRIED EGG!! alright, already done and already eaten… BUT, i dont understand why are all my fried eggs always so ugly, tasteless, they dont even smell good!! what lar!! WHY HUH!! what’s my problem huh!!

i remember there was my friend who brought so many eggs to my house years ago… and… his intention was to… TEACH ME HOW TO FRY AN EGG!! wakakkakakaka… but then he failed~ ahah… even my dad taught me before though!! i just cant get things right!! haiihzzz… damn sienz~~~

wahlao… it’s so AMAZING!!! that i think my previous entry about piscean thingie is a lil accurate now… hahahahaha…

hahahahahahaha… at least for the NEW TRAVEL and NEW STUDIES thingie… kekekekekeke… i have decided to take up this Bangkok trip during winter as an ELECTIVE!! yeah man!! this elective is so chun that i need not to attend any class!! how nice if i can have all my electives done this way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it will be a trip to bangkok basically about learning the culture and the business… something about international trade and things… but… it is SO MUCH FUN!!!! and the biggest fun of all is… you can extend your stay after the official trip!! wooohooo… which means it is gonna UP TO YOU and DO WHAT YOU WANT after the trip… and I MAYBE GOING BACK TO KL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wahahahahahahhahahahaa~~~ oh ok… i have to control myself a lil bit now… it is just my initial plan… not confirmed yet!! but i am so sure about my trip to thai!! i am going to throw my deposit on monday!! wakakakakakkakaka… *oooppsss* =P

finally i have found my first TRUE HAPPINESS that i seriously smile from the bottom of my heart ever since i came back… i swear this!! =) and i am so damn excited now!!

hmmm… just simply went through some horoscope thingie wanted to get some idea what’s wrong with my year 2005!! and i even thought of looking for a Tarrot card reader… but it is aud40!! hmmm… maybe one day… coz i heard that it is kinda true… oh please, dont say that i am superstitious, i am just trying to find out more ways to lead myself… no harm trying, right?

Horoscope – Pisces in 2005
(http://www.handbag.com/horoscopes)

For you, Pisces, 2005 promises to be a year of discovery. Some of these discoveries will inspire you. They may even lead you to new activities, new studies, new travel or even a new way of life. Others will involve personal discoveries; what you learn about yourself will enable you to understand situations in which you’ve faced difficulties in the past and, equally, what you learn will give you courage.

During 2005, therefore, it’s important that you focus more on the process of learning than on getting things organised. True, at times you’ll be under pressure to make decisions. However, in most cases this pressure will have more to do with the convenience of others than your life.

*p/s:*
after reading this, i was a lil shocked, as my friend did a simple tarrot reading for me the other day… and the cards told me almost the same thing… there were like 10 cards that i had chosen, and most of them were telling me that ‘you are not satisfied with your life’, ‘you are stressed’, ‘you will have a new life’, ‘reborn’… HEY, new life? new studies? new travel? reborn? oh wait… new travel means… travel back to malaysia? new studies means… starting new studies back in malaysia? new life means… i will be HAPPY there? hmmmm… i think this is quite a good one for me… i would love to have all these NEW things happened on me!! =) but… reborn? ahahhaahah… am i going to DIE and back to be a BABY again? *wondering*

我恨你…
我恨你…
我恨你…
我恨死你!!!!!!!!!!
你有什么值得我为你而做吗?
你值得我以泪洗脸吗?
你值得我默默地等吗?
你根本不值得我为你所做的一切一切…
终於, 我明白了什么是”心灰意冷”, 已经无力以对…
我更清楚什么是”浪费”, 因为你不曾珍惜…
也感受到”透不过气”, 真的呼吸困难…

但是, 我就是不懂…

为….. 什….. 么….. 我….. 还….. 是….. 放….. 不….. 下….. ?

因为你, 我的生活变得…
乱七八糟…
思绪混乱…
心不在焉…

我不能再继续了… *headache, cry and take a rest*