为什么总是喜欢怀念过去呢…?
一段已经失去了的感情,
往往很叫人怀念…
尤其是快乐幸福的画面更是一波接一波…
怀念,
是因为美好, 却不能再拥有…
回顾过去,
回味曾经有过的快乐,
脸上也会逐渐地露出幸福的微笑…
想着…
自己也那么的幸福过…
曾经拥有过…
那就继续爱着美好的过去吧!
至于不开心的感情…
还记着干嘛…?
早就该把它忘得一干二净了…
而我,
也没记得多少伤心事…
该忘的, 都忘了~
免得日后自找烦恼…
注: 此文有感自”爱情”, 但也适用于”友情”和”亲情”… 至於”滥情”, 勉强还OK吧!
hahahaha… it’s the final decision now!! we already confirmed that we are not moving out edi… and we already paid for home contents insurance, bought alarms and all… well… we are making this house more and more secured~ =)
let’s pray for nothing’s gonna happen again oorhh~~
hmmm… i am happy today!! heehhehee… bought myself another 2 more crystals… ekekekekeke… dont know why i like crystals so much now, i always hoping for some magical power from the crystals and always thinking that i have not enough crystals… so i need more and more and more… wkakakakakakkakaaka~~~ *crystal, crystal show me your power, bless me bless me… give me more luck~~*
and also another thing… i am farking getting fatter and farking fatter~~~!!! ooopsss… did i swear too much? =P sorrie lar… i am so annoyed with the fatter and fatter myself!! ahduhh~~~ can someone grab all my food please? *thankiew*
well… was supposed to sign up for a home contents insurance today to protect things in the house… but then… i saw a mouse in the house running in the kitchen last night… and just because of this… they wanna move out again…
i seriously no idea… moving, not moving, and moving… basically i dont really wanna move out… moving out to the city is far away from uni… i really dont know how to imagine myself going home after 8pm class… it’s kinda scary in the night… and also the expenses gonna be doubled if staying in the city… and let’s think about the contract for this house… we are responsible for the rental till next year’s march and if we insist moving out, we are still responsible till the next tenant moves in… so, in other words, we gotta pay 2 sides rent till someone moves in!! but… it seems like they are thinking of RUNNING AWAY from this… man… i am scared… i dowan to be jailed… =(
*confused*
ahhhahaha… we have decided to stay in this house due to many reasons…
1. we couldnt find a good place in the city
2. we couldnt find a new tenant for this house
3. we wanna go to uni more often, it’s near
4. save cost
5. others
so, in order to stay in safety, we will have to put in more effort!! well, we are planning to get door alarms and window alarms *we dont have even ONE now*… and spot lights installed in the garden *the garden is all DARK at night*… and also to get 2 gates *it is forever giving out a PLEASE-ROB-ME sign to the outsiders without a gate*… it seems like we are going to make this house OUR house, still waiting for approval from the agent and landlord… really dont know whether this will work… hahahahaha… and… wondering how much money that we will have to put in again… *madness*
i miss my house in kl with alarms, with dog, with garden lights, with gate, with ROOM door locks *yea, there is NO ROOM DOOR LOCK here*, with a clean garden *grass is growing taller and taller everywhere here*, and also without Mickey Mouse and friends partying everynight on the roof!!! *arggghhhh*
i will be home SOON~~~~~
and then… i wanna sue my HOUSEMATE!! stewpid puishan!! she freaked me out this morning!! when i came out from the toilet, she was standing right in front of the door with the stoned look!! at first, i didnt notice that it was her and my first reaction was i screamed out of fear… i was really damn scared weik!! 2 seconds later only i realised that it was her!! and she was still with the stoned look and the sleepy look and with her messy long hair and she even said me ‘CHISIN’ leh!! hey, i seriously thought that it was a ghost or a someone who broke in again… damn it… CAN I SUE HER?
well well, after the scary incident, now we 3 girls sleeping in a room again… all are scared to sleep alone… even dont dare to stay at home alone… alice even worse, she didnt dare to walk to uni this evening and asked us to pick her up from uni after her class… and she found that her watch got stolen as well… poor alice… well… it’s really scary afterall…
and we already talked to the agent, we are planning to move out edi… everyone doesnt feel comfortable with this house anymore… and we are planning to move back to the city!! *AGAIN* we were staying in the city and moved to this small lil suburb for only A MONTH and now we are planning to move back to the city again… oh madness… and we have to pray for someone to take over this house, else we will have to pay the rental till someone moves in eventhough we are not staying in it… it’s under the contract, what to do…
well, i am now well known as the BIG EATER in the house… everyone seems to against me~ =( they give everything to me, the left over food and all… then everytime the food is too much then they will ‘nvm, we have ericca mar…’ WTF!! so sadzzz… i wanna GAM FEI weik… then tonight robin cooked hokkien mee man!! so YUMMY~~~ at first was only one packet, but hey it was too yummy edi… finished up in just a while… so then i asked him to cook another packet… i was thinking ‘if cant finish then i can have it for supper and breakfast’… BUT then again… finished!!! and basically it was my fault… coz i ate the most… wakkakakakaka… till the end, robin got not enough food to eat and he had to cook instant noodle… poor robin… *sorrie lor, too delicious edi mar…* then after that i got some grapes for EVERYONE actually, but then they didnt wanna eat… so basically again i finished ALMOST all of them… then they laughed at me again… what the hell~~ BAKA!!
fark man!!! we just got home from a 3 days trip to Bendigo… and there was this COOL SURPRISE!! our house got burglared!!
what the hell!! at first was a big shock when i saw this BIG SPIDER at my door… then i shouted… everyone tried to kill it for me… so then done… but i was thinking how did the spider come in!! and it was so freaking HUGE!! well… then i found that my curtain was half opened, and asked ‘why is my curtain like this’ and alice told me ‘maybe dropped leh’ ok… fine… then when i looked closer… OH MY GODZ… my window was half opened!!! and then i knew how did the farking spider come in!!!!!
then i heard alice yelled at her LOST LAPTOP!!! manzzzzzz… her room was in a mess, all her clothes on the floor and the cables were all messed up… her laptop gone!! she was so unlucky, as i kept my laptop somewhere before i left the house, and this farker didnt manage to go into robin and puishan’s rooms… prolly because that he heard the music from robin’s room…
then we called the cops… they came and found that the farker actually used something to open my window as there were some marks there… and the cops already asked detective to come over tomorrow to play with the finger prints and all… the owner even asked alice to look for her laptop at the cash converter nearby, saying that she might find it there because some people sell off stolen things there…
maybe we will move back to the city again… haiihzzz… =(
finally… finally i have got a reply from you…
saying thankx to me and also sorry…
appreciate my company…
and also hope to remain friends…
well, first thing, i didnt expect a thank from you… didnt expect that you would say sorry to me… but hey, there is nobody’s fault, it’s what you like and what i like… no wrong or right…
of course, what we have had, i appreciate it and will be in my mind forever… and yeap for sure we are still friends… =)
i was very nervous when i first saw his message on msn, i didnt even dare to open it and read it… i wasnt prepared for it… i thought i would never receive any message from him anymore…
seriously, i feel RELEASED now… maybe this reply is nothing… but… at least… i am glad to know that he appreciates me… and the time we spent together… at least also knowing that, he is not someone irresponsible… =) i am also happy that… i didnt judge him wrongly… he is still the nice guy in my mind…
anyway, again… – it’s all over –
well… i had been watching Love Bond since i woke up and just stopped only… hahahaha… damn!!! my day gone just like this!! but well… this show really ROX man!!!
especially episode 19, 13:30… wahlaoyeh… damn chun!! damn lum~~ even me myself felt so in love when i was watching that part man~~ *love love love* it’s like so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet to get together after round and round for 18 episodes!! but… haiihzzz… everything is different again now… i wonder when will they get back together again!! and i know they will be together!! =P
let’s wish for the happy ending… =)
*feeling so in love~~~~~~*
heeheheh… well, had a dream again last night, or should i say this morning… about someone… the story was going on and on… who knows SUDDENLY i heard something was ringing… damn!! it’s my phone… *argghhh* then i had to wake up to answer the call… i really wanna know the ending of the story so then i tried to be very sleepy and very concentrate to sleep just to continue it… but… haiihzzz… i couldnt… =(
but well… some say, something is better to be left unknown…
hahahaha… well… *whatever*
hey man!! it was super fun last night!! haahhaah… initially we had text chat in hub as usual… then these few days we are having a crave for skype conference so there we went to have a skype conference, but only 5 of us could be in the conference… *too bad* then some hubbers went so eager to download skype!! who knows… we decided to move to YM voice conference as it could fit more people in there… then everyone was like shifting to YM again… it’s kinda funny you see people shifting from hub to skype then to ym again… hahahaha…
then people gotta download skype then download YM… then start adding people in skype later then in YM… damn funny!!! =P and when ADJ came in… oh my godz… the king of… erm… hahahahahaa… cock-talker =P but funny though… started to tell stories AGAIN *as usual*…
people then left the chat one by one… then at the very end, only me, eng and moomoo… hahahaha… eng and i were trying to be DJs, kept playing songs, while this moomoo kept having WRONG guesses!! *haiihzzz* finally, i really had to go as i already saw SUNLIGHT outside my window… it’s already 630am… madness…
well… FUN!! ahhahaah… =P