Month: February 2006

i woke up at 333am from sleep… and i made a wish… heard that 333am is a good time to make a wish, well, true or not, make only lar… and suddenly… i have this KICK… I WANT DRUGS!! I WANT ALCOHOL!! gotta look for some soon…

was well planned to cook my family a dinner on this valentine’s day… so woke up early to buy stuffs… went home to prepare… and then too sleepy and went to sleep… then woke up from sleep, get ready to start the WAR!!

was stucked in the kitchen for 4 hours… fighting with the oil… i took damn long to finish 3 dishes… i spent extremely too much time on FRYING… basically i went on to on the fire, then throw things in and then off the fire and run… because the oil LOVES me… they like to chase me… no choice man!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~ and then gotta clean the blardee kitchen, it was so damn oily!! iisshhhhhh… and finally they were done…

hmmmmmm… thought of going out with them after dinner… so i stayed at home to wait… but then in the end… cancelled… oh well… i was thinking… i should have just gone out with someone else… why bother waiting… i could just make some calls… i believe there must be someone would entertain me… but… fark it… sleep!

pics and reviews of the food will be up soon… dont feel like doing such work at the moment…

as explained in dictionary.com

hab·it (hbt)
n.

1. A recurrent, often unconscious, pattern of behavior that is acquired through frequent repetition.

hmmm… i am feeling uneasy when you dont appear in my daily life… it’s like… there is something missing in life… it’s like expected that you would appear everyday, as it’s already been repeatedly for quite some time… and it has become a habit to have something about you everyday… today… i didnt have anything of you for one whole 24 hours, i had been checking my phone whether it’s functioning properly… i felt so strange today, nobody asked me what i doing there, nobody called me a pig… i told myself ‘so what, he has his own life’… true… i tried not to bother… but then later it led to worries… i decided to make sure that you were alright… yea, you were… probably, you think that it’s time to change this habit… and also, i think i need to change this habit as well… what kinda nonsense habit is this man!! grrrrrrrrrrrrr…

it’s time to get back to the normal life…

[update]:

*arrghhh* he is back!! he is back to the usual one who calls me ‘eh pig’ and asking me ‘what you doing la’… but… i was very frustrated with it, i dont want this kinda habit!! and i got so mad when he didnt reply after knowing what i was doing… damn stupid right, it’s like just wanna know what i doing… what the heck point is this!!! siaozzzzzzzz!!

there is this friend of mine been complaining that he has nothing to do on valentine’s day and it sounds like it’s very serious though… this is going to be his one single valentine’s day after SO MANY YEARS *lucky B^stard*!! but too bad, he is not as lucky this year!! ma de, this kinda SPOILT LOVERS have to learn to be independent as well as learn to enjoy the single life man!!! *grrrrrrrrrr*

as for me, it’s gonna be my 4th single valantine’s day after my one-and-only-non-single-valentine’s-day… hahahahaha… so, practically i am not used to the non-single valentine’s day… but then, luckily that i still have many single friends around that we can have fun together and name it friends’ day!! yeay~~~~ i am wondering, what plan we gonna have for this year… and one of my BFs is not around… *aiskz* but hey, what’s so big deal man!! i am missing all the birthday celebrations as well… aiskzzz…

this is why… i dont find any celebration interesting these days… nomore mood for any celebration… fark it ler!!

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some pics from my phone…

pics taken at the Happy Gathering

Zeno was having his personal concert in Neway…

Den, me and WeeHong…

Den, me, Mayvis and a WeeHong-ghost…

pics taken last night at my popo’s birthday dinner…

me and this uncle‘s daughter… Jia Yee…

me and my fattie brother, Pin…

yes, i am weak… i am feeling so uncomfortable after yesterday’s badminton session… *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

i seriously think that i was super tired man!! i woke up at 1130am… then went to ampang to eat yong tau fu and also went to kang ee’s house… then headed back to taman megah ss24 to play badminton… oh well… i was damn geng oorhh… i played for more than 20 minutes oorhh… *hooorrraaayyy*

but hor, after that, i started to feel very sleepy… i actually wanted to collapse down to sleep ever since i reached home edi… but then thinking about it’s FRIDAY NIGHT weik!! cannot sleep!! must sit up straight to wait for plans… zZZzzZZzZZZzzZZzz… was watching Happy Tree Friends with my brothers… then after a while… maybe only the 7th episode, i alrady fell asleep on my bed… i think that was like before 12am… ok lar… no give fark edi… SLEEP!! no plan no plan!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…

while i was sleeping, i heard a sms came in… so i read it… it’s 1.50am!! what the hell… at this time only asking me what i doing… ah yea, i replied with ‘SLEEPING’… then after sms-ing for quite sometime for around ONE HOUR… *yea, imagine i could sms for blardee one hour in sleeping-mode* that was already like 3am… then only he asked to go yumcha… *bangwall* no thankiew… you go lar… i continued sleeping…

until… this morning around 10am… wow… i am so happy now… sufficient sleep is so good… orgasm~~~~ =P

but then… my body is so pain now… =( the shoulder, the legs, the backbone… awwwwwwwww… they are just not my body parts!! =( this is the side effects of badminton… so kiddoz, dont do this at home yea!!

oh well… tomorrow is my corp law FINAL… what i mean by FINAL is really FINAL!! that i MUST PASS THIS TIME!!! *praypraypray*

was in the library until 8pm… for those who KNOW ERICCA, or for those who KNOW MAGICLAND… sure know what had happened in the library edi… *kekekekeke*

CAMWHORE lar!!! =P

bored of studying…

WAH~~~ SO MUCH!!

how to finish lar… *sobsob* =(

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here are some taken before the library session while i was having lunch with SESS in asia cafe… *yumyum*

me took a pic of the GAY sess…

and then sess took a pic of the CUTE me… =P

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i found this pic in my phone which taken few days back…

ann chin and the sister, vivian… do they look alike?

well, at first i thought of leaving later, thought of skipping 2 weeks of classes… but then, my mom told me to go back with my cousin, Andrea… she said it’s better that someone’s together with me… yea… i agree… so i have no objection… and further more… probably there is no reason for me to stay longer…

sometimes, i am glad that i have more friends… especially some potential good friends… some friends that i would love to be with all the time… some friends that make my life brighter… some friends that make me smile… but sometimes, i am afraid to START to have this kinda friends… as i am worried that they would be gone in a short while… i dont dare to hope… i even dont dare to make new friends… even when i have… i would try to keep a distance from them… it’s like… erm… it’s very sad and hard to keep yourself away from someone that you LIKE *as a friend*… but i have to… and i force myself to… =(

haiihzzz… stressed…

exam… haiihzzzz…

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that’s even worse when i got to know that someone commented that i dressed until people gave me this kinda ‘OMG WTF THIS GIRL’ reaction… well… basically, i THOUGHT i didnt dress that badly today… but… it ended up receiving this kinda comments… well… i am speechless…

[updated]:
oh yea, he then told me that this OMG WTF was actually a POSITIVE reaction… like WOW… *yeay*

i woke up at 8pm last night to go dinner with bobo and loklok… and i cleverly ordered a coffee… and thus, i had been rolling on the bed for hours, and tried to pretend like ALREADY SLEEPING for hours… but still… i was awake all the time… till i damn dulan, i decided to get up to study!!! grrrrrrrrrr~~

well, it’s the last day of my summer course, and exam gonna be held on coming thursday, yes, i have 2 more days…

but i was kinda down when i got my result for the class participation part… i thought i could get a good mark for it, as i did answer questions… and i attended most of the classes… but i seriously dont know why the hell my mark is MUCH LOWER THAN MOST OF THE PEOPLE!! even the girl beside me thought i could get higher than her, while she already got 17/20… this is because she knew that i had done more than her!! but guess what, i got only 13/20… i was really surprised while most of the people got 16 and 17… yea even those who never talked… the lecturer hates me or what… *deng* no choice edi… i have to really really do well in this final exam… and i am farking stressed…

thus, i went to the saloon in sri petaling to get my hair rebonded!! damn bad mood lar… been sitting there for 4 hours… my butt really flat edi… backbone also pain… aiskkksss… i dont know whether it’s my hair problem or the PRICE that matters… it is not very nice this time… haiihhzzzz…

DOUBLE DISAPPOINTMENT…

already 25 hours didnt sleep edi~~ i need to rest…

my phone was ringing and so i got nearer to look who was calling… ok, it’s enson… so i picked up… the conversation was alright, basically some nonsense + bullshit like… what are you doing ar… why not going out ar… eat the bills from coconut juice stalls ar *basically, we were fighting for if there is a coconut juice stall which provides bills, then gotta EAT the bill*…

then suddenly he told me…

‘eh ok lar, dont disturb me edi lar, i busy’

me: WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF~~~

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oh yea, a poor girl here wanna do rebonding to her hair, but then she is afraid of too much damage done to her hair… so hor… she is looking for REASONABLE priced and GOOD one… anywhere?

was supposed to go to zouk fot paul van dyke tonight… but then i went shopping wiht mommie in mid valley and got home around 10pm… while my friends already left…

so i thought i would have to be alone doing nothing at home… who knows this friend msged me about LIFE, then we started the chat from there… then slowl4]3

p/s: the content above was typed by me last night after i came back from Loft with a not-so-steady-mind… and me myself dont even know what is that… what the hell talked about LIFE huh…? with whom huh…? i think i fell asleep after that ‘slowl4]3’… and then i remember i read enson’s sms… but then… i didnt reply… damn!! too sleepy… it was already 430am… and i woke up at 8am for classes ok… cannot blame… =)

ok, let’s start again… i went to mid valley with mom after class yesterday, it was my FIRST TIME driving to mid valley, and it’s damn irritating…!! i took like 30mins to find a NON-PARKING space and WHO CARES lar!! just park only lar!! =P from 2pm we shopped until 9pm… bugger, damn tiring ok… my plan was supposed to buy some formal clothes for myself, but then shopping with mom is a NONONO, she kinda pissed me off man…!! so i didnt buy any… *grrrrrrrrrrrr*

so then we went to have sushi king!! since i was not happy that time, i decided to eat eat eat until i syiok~~ 5 of us, jehaw, my brothers, mom and i… the bill was 160bucks for TEA-TIME only… me myself alone i ate edi around 40bucks i think… i got a scallop chawanmushi, 2 sets of sashimi, 1 set of tempura, 1 orange jelly *this sucks ok*… so this is why dont make me angry!! i will just eat non-stop… i guess i have been angry all the time lar, so that’s why i am so OVER SIZED now!! ahhahahahahaha…

oh well, yea, planned to go harvey’s open house, planned to go zouk, planned to go loft, planned to go hard rock, planned to go halo cafe, planned to go to someone’s house for gambling session… but then… ended up went to halo cafe with siew kong, jimmy, saihoe and some people… then for a while, saihoe and i decided to join enson to go loft… so went home to take clothes and then became SAILORMOON…

first time to loft, the feeling was not bad, hmmm… the place is ok… and yea, the gang was cool man!! a few of them damn cool, especially the girl, chris i think… and also the… brisbane guy… and also the pink polo guy… HAHHAHAHA… i forgot their names lar… oh yea, there was this girl, i thought she is just a 20+ lil college girl… and who knows… i was told that she is married with 2 kids… the husband was there too… and she drove a white lexus altezza… *WTF*

and then this idiot enson was damn funny… he said he would buy me a lollipop, but he didnt… so i kept telling him NLNT *no lollipop no talk*… so then he disappeared to dont know where to get SOMETHING back… he got a bubble gum, a chewing gum and a mentos… *grrrrrrrrrrr* still no lollipop lor!! nah, the no-lollipop-fight went on whole night long, but it’s damn funny lar… HAHAHAHHAHA~

then on the way back got road block… then i quickly put on my t-shirt… and then acted damn sober… and yeay, our fake soberness saved us… else… sure kena edi one… *woohoooo*

yeay, the night was awesome… thankx people!! =)