specially dedicated to my lovely hubibie…
thanks for the ecards… and thanks for the flowers… you really surprised me… and sorrie for angrying… you also must tell me sorrie for angrying too!!
cannot fight like this anymore ok… like KIDDOs only… and if it happens again, then dont buy flowers ok… flowers will die one… once the flowers are dead, i will start angrying again one… so better buy me something last longer one… for example… people say… DIAMOND is FOREVER… =P
*muacks*
fast fast come lar my cute lil dress!!!
damn damn damn i ordered a dress *but babybendan paid for it* for his company’s christmas dinner… hopefully can make it on time for christmas!! else i really dont know what to do with the dress and nothing to wear for the dinner lor… deng deng deng…
was shocked when someone told me that he’s become gay already… he used to have lots of gfs… it was unbelievable… so i asked him to tell me the truth and all… he even told me not to tell other people and respect him if i was his friend… ok, i thought it was the truth…
i trusted him… because i appreciate him as a friend for being there for me WHENEVER i needed him… he talked to me when i was stressed, telling me not to worry when i am sad, advising me when i had problems, entertained me when i was bored, made me smile when i couldnt find a reason to smile, pampering me like a kid, buying me lolli when i wanted one… i liked him… he called me his princess, guarding me and NEVER LIE TO ME…
but in fact, i found that HE LIED TO ME!! i am sad… i am disappointed… i took so long to make myself trust that he had become gay… but… he… actually has a GIRL FRIEND now… he never wanna tell me till my brother told me that he saw them… then only he said he didnt think that i was so stupid to believe him…
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~ I HATE YOU!!!
*yeay* i received a CHRISTMAS CARD!!! omg… been ages since my last received a REAL christmas card!! yes, not E-christmas card ok…
anyway…
to WHOM it may concern,
thanks for the card… and it was a SURPRISE, i am serious… i was looking at the envolope thinking… who was it… writing my name in FULL, and who has my address, and whose handwriting was TERRIBLE!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA…
hmmm… i dont like the way you said it… 升华 your head… i rather it to be downgraded again to the way we used to be… maybe to you it’s 升华… but to me… it’s YOU DONT EVEN WANT TO BOTHER ME!!! everytime i wanna talk to you, but you are either not free or… whatsoever reasons they are… or maybe DISTANCE is a problem too…
anyway, at least i am glad that we are still in a good relationship, i guess… or just like what you said… 升华…
oh yea, as what i expected, i quit the receptionist job for the student accommodation job… no way i will work for POTENTIALLY HAUNTED PLACES… grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…
and i have started my work experience with the migration lawyer… it’s fun… and yes i love it… although it’s a FREE LABOUR stuff… at least, the job is fun, and… dont know… i just like it and hoping that it’s a REAL job… not going to fire me after the training… oh well, at least, i am given a chance to get some experience…
besides, i still work for phone stop and smoke zone… damn… i am working almost like 7 days a week…!!! because i am a POoOooOOooooOoR lil girl… =( i need to save up my bond, my rental, my air ticket, my…
hm… maybe my LV and my GUCCI too… =P i still owe myself a GRADUATION PRESENT… man, ages of HARD WORK… finally it’s all DONE and what do i get for myself? a GIFT, obviously!!
and boxing day is coming too… hmmm… discounted things!! shopping list… my WISH LIST!!!
okokokok… back to work… and also back to LYN spamming… *rofl*
yes, i got the migration lawyer’s job too… but sad to know that it’s only INTERNSHIP for 3 weeks part time WITHOUT pay… then later they will decide after my 3 weeks’ performance… i dont know if this is good or bad… what if they con me? haiihzzzz…
and i went for training today at the unicity apartment, the job was good enough, and easy as well… the pay is good too… BUT, managing the apartment, you need to check the rooms all the time to make sure that they are in good conditions… but the problem is… i will have to do it ALONE… like… go to the floor ALONE to check whether it’s clean… go to the room ALONE to check if it’s tidy and no damage… go to the roof top ALONE to check the BBQ area to see if there is rubbish there… i was like… HUHHHHHHHHHHH!!! it’s something like a BUDGET hotel, it’s a student accommodation as well… and it’s OLD… the whole building is just OLD… and… seriously, i am SCARED!!!!!!! i didnt even dare to go to the toilet… damn…!!! the whole apartment is so QUIET, imagine you are walking alone along the walk way… OMG… i really think that i CANT handle it…
but… should i TRY? what if i FAINT while trying? and what if something really happens to me while i try? will my whole life be haunted by this incident? worth it to RISK my life? i have to admit that i am really very haunted by dont know what… ZS, WM, MH, CL, ALICE… can be very sure of that… i think… i think they should understand what i should do…
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Buddies, though no guys miss me at all, ppl juz wonder y I stop posting, hmm…..maybe i m juz lazy….maybe i m bored with blog….too many reasons but too lil actions….ahhaha
Some updates from me, i gonna graduate soon in this December!!!
just broke up with gf
hmm… nothing much then!!!
few months back malaysia embassator in usa and few malaysian goverment guys came to my schoool to have a dinner and talk to promote malaysia. Well, dinner sucks, their presentation suck, their communication skills suck. i think those presentation that i seen in my taylors college or my university are way better than them. They juz simply go over the slides, read through what already on the slides, and thats it. Crap, in the Q&A section, they cant even give a confirm answer!!!! 1 guy says yes, another says no, another says not sure!!! what kind of crap is this?????I am shame of them, they represent the malaysia, they should way prepared than this man!!! Even a college student is better!! I asked them whats the focus of development of malaysia in the future….what we gonna be in the future, a country focus in robot tech like Japan, biotech like Singapore, or finance service like USA? then I only got answer saying we are going to be heavy industrial country, oh this is crap man, in the 90’s Mahathir oledi said this and we failed to do so. And now , this guy cant even answer my question, no wonder all maalysians are so lost with their future. Man, comon!!!ok in the other side, i knew many malaysians oledi lost hope of malaysia since they studied abroad because they experienced the advancement of other country, I just people can remember where you belong, where did you come from, we are not borned to complain but to solve the problems, so when you complaining at the same time, do something when you know there is a problem. alrighty, I m done with 2day, guys thanks for reading!!!
*yeay* there comes my hope… i went to 2 interviews today, and surprisingly i kinda like both of the jobs… first one was a migration lawyer looking for a migration consultant… second one was a student accomodation looking for a receptionist… but, i still prefer the migration lawyer firm’s job than the student accomodation one… it sounds WAYYYYYYYYY professional and more interesting… =) *pray hard*
but at least, i already got news from the student accomodation manager 15 minutes after the interview, she actually gave me like 5 missed calls on both my phones as i had my phones on silent… she actually told me that the person who interviewed me was very happy with me and asking me to go for training next week… YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!
FINALLY, i can get away from retail… there comes my chance… =)
but because of this… i will have to work 9 days in a row… *OMGOMGOMG* because i cant quit any of my current jobs just for the training, IN CASE something’s not right… so i am going for training for 3 days, working for phone stop for 3 days and smoke zone for 1 day… that’s my schedule for NEXT WEEK, and i need to work for phone stop tomorrow and sunday to make up the days off i had while i was sick… so… 9 DAYS IN A ROW… *phew*
now… i can see a lil sunlight coming in… my hope…
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by the way, i think something’s wrong with my previous entry… and made you guys think that… i… erm…
whatever, i was just so depressed again… i had a fight with my mom till she went offline immediately, i had a fight with babybendan because he didnt bring me out after i got all dressed up, i was sad because of my job, i was sad that some of my friends are going back, i was sad that i have so little money but so much to pay…
now, me and my mom already friend back… me and babybendan also baby back… my job got new hope…
BUT STILL… i dont have enough money… and my friends are still going back, i need to find new entertainments on weekends…
well… no story… i have nothing… i am all back to ZERO, or maybe negative…
i am supposed to live in a cave… or an island…
or i shouldnt be alive…
yes, i KO-ed…
basically, i am on a CHOCOLATE DIET recently… yes, i eat chocolate to diet… well, it works for sure… i eat chocolate when i feel hungry and chocolate will keep me feeling full… dont think that you will over eating it because after some time you will feel SICK of it and dont feel like eating anymore… that’s very good…
but the downside is… damn, i dont drink enough of water… that makes me VERY HEATY NOW!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr… i have a sore throat, 3 ulcers, cough, running nose and fever…
erm… i cant blame all on my lovely chocolate, because… i THOUGHT the prawn crackers were so yummilicious looking… and they only cost AUD1.50!! so i bought and i ate it… YUMMY!!!!!!!
next, yean’s place had a BBQ dinner using our CONTRIBUTION *the contribution is contributed by mahjong’s players, everytime you BAO, you have to contribute 20cents into it* and yea, they had yummy prawns, yummy clams, yummy fishes, yummy pork ribs, yummy chicken wings… and i ate them as well…
and now… i am sitting at home typing this entry and i think i will be at home tomorrow too… i cant even talk properly now, i dont think that i can go to work… i am afraid that no customer can understand me… or maybe they will run away when a girl talking with VERY MANLY VOICE…
and i am happy that i can watch TVB happily now… i think i am going to finish whole series of 肥田喜事 by today…
when i told my mom on msn that i was going to watch tvb and didnt want to talk to her… she replied…
AnnChin says:
ma lou…… SLEEP!!!!
. : e R i C C a : . says:
wah very IN ar you
. : e R i C C a : . says:
know how to say MA LOU!!