just started the very first day of my HAPPY LIFE…
wake up, eat, tvb while eating chocolate, while msn-ing, then drink AH MAH’s tong shui, then smelling something nice because AH MAH cooking pan mee… omgomgomg… waiting for more and more happier moments to come… syiok!!!!!!!
FUHLAMAK~~~~~~
i am so happy… i am a happy piggy… i am a happy bird… *fly fly fly*
*yeay* i am FINALLY done with my exam!! wooohoooo~~~~ and now, i am a certified jobseeker… hmmm… I NEED A JOB!! come come come, give me a job offer… =)
lalalallalaa~~~ and also a certified TVB freak… i am going to watch it 24/7… *yumyum* i miss this kinda life while i was staying in footscray, recalling myself lying down on the bed most of the time watching TVB happily… so happy… now… i am going to be like that again… UNTIL one day, i start screaming OH MY GOD I AM SO DAMN BORED… that means i have had enough of it… =) *orgasm*
muacks…
Weeeeeeeee… Tuesday is coming!! Final exam is coming!! Wooohooo~~~ and also AH MAH is here too… ahhahahahaa… basically, AH MAH is my cousins’ grandma, she is coming over for holiday for weeks I think… and so I have to move back to my own shit hole to ACT like a good homely girl… as well as a TVB freak… ekekekekekeke…
Hmmm… and also a BREAK… for me, for him, for US… we have been seeing each other too often… and thus, too much time for arguments… now, I guess it’s time for us to have some own time… some peaceful time… some selfish time… some freedom time… and also some time that we can know LESSER about each other, the more you know, the more you have to face… I prefer to hide, but curiosity always kills me… arggghhhh, who cares… as long as it’s some GOOD time… and hopefully after this, we shall realize something new and different… =)
And I think I am insane… days ago, she just admitted that she wants him back… she asked him to leave me and go back to her… what a brilliant idea… and days later, I am letting him to go out with her AS FRIENDS… which I think I am very UNDERSTANDING… or… am I too confident or am I too tired…
*bluek* study… concentrate…
damn damn damn… 5 more days and i will be sitting for my very very very final exam… my final paper for my accounting degree…
been rotting in the library for few days… doing my final hardwork…
*pray pray pray* for it to be good… =)
and now, i am also in the library… erm… studying… and also… looking at cute guys… and also… dreaming… and also… looking at pretty girls… and… blogging… and… msn-ing… and…
I NEED TO STUDY NOW ALREADY!! *bahhhhhhhhhhhh*
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oh before that,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my idiot shitty skinny lil skeleton prince, ENSON… all the best *muacks*
and… i am gone *poof*
happy 22nd birthday my darling… *muacks*
hmmm… guess what am i doing while typing out this entry? i am actually baking your stupid cake lar!! aiseh… memang stressed man baking a cake… bought everything then only i noticed we dont have electric mixer at home, thus i had to use my BOTH HANDS to hold 4 chopsticks together to mix it… wahlaoo…
alright fine… everything is done and it’s BAKING time… and guess what again… damn, HOW THE HECK TO USE THIS FREAKING OVEN!! *pengsan* i called up YEAN, she couldnt help as the oven is different from hers… and i had to webcam with my mom to show her my oven and HOPING that she could help… but too bad, my mom is as dumb as me XD oh anyway, finally i found out how to use it… *yeay*
and that’s why i am typing this entry while waiting for the cake to be done… =) and please PRAY for the cake to be edible… HAHAHHAHA… darling, my FIRST TIME has given to you, you must be responsible for it ar… *shyshy* oh by the way, even if it’s not edible, it still can HOLD candles and you can blow the candles as well as making a wish with the cake… =) so it wont be that bad afterall… *grinz*
wokie wokie… darling, after all the fights and things… and also the busy schedule, we havent got much time to talk to each other…
ooooopppssss… accident happened at this time… I SMELLED BURNT!! isssshhh… the cake was burnt!! AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH… and damn so smoky and the smoke alarm was activated and damn i dont know how to off it… DIE DIE DIE… all i did was using a cloth to fan away the smoke… SCARYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~ nvm nvm, i took away the burnt part and continued baking… HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH… and my mom is still watching the whole process… man… embarrassing… =(
wokie wokie… continue typing to my darling… HEHE… nothing much… I LOVE YOU, good luck in exams, good luck in finding cute guys, good luck in life, good luck in EVERYTHING… *muacks*
and i think… when you are viewing this, we are all around you… =) hope that you are enjoying all these by us… and… my SPECIAL PRESENT oh~~~
ok… everybody has exes… and some people can really make good friends with exes… like me and my ex, i think we are quite good in our so called FRIENDSHIP…
but…
i just dont understand… an ex being your friend is good, but why must an ex call you like everyday? ok, maybe not everyday… but AT LEAST 4 times a week?
and why must an ex keep asking for an outing? ok, not an one-on-one date, with some other friends too… but why other friends never so stressed on it, but her?
why must the sms start with ‘hey honey’ and ends with ‘*muah*’… ok, so maybe she is just being friendly and she does it to everyone, it’s so normal in the western culture… but cant she just CUT DOWN her friendliness and think of what will the GF think?
is she trying to do something? or it’s just me being sensitive?
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~
everything has its own goods and bads… it’s the same like now, i miss my single life when i am attached… or i always believe that single life is the best…
yea, you have love, and it’s happy when you know there is someone you love and loving you… it’s happy to have someone to be at your side all time, it’s happy to have someone to cheer you up, pamper you, shower you with love and care… you feel loved, you smile and you laugh…
BUT BUT BUT…
there is also someone who disagrees with you, doing things that you dont like, there is this someone making your life harder, there is someone that you have to consider when you are making any decision, arguments happen all the time… you are hurt, you cry…
in conclusion, happiness goes UP while sadness goes UP too…
why is being single good? maybe it’s a selfish way of treating yourself good, or maybe it’s a pessimistic way of thinking… at least, you are only worried for yourself, do whatever you want… still feel happy… of course, there wont be as much love and care from someone, and not as happy as when you are in love… at least, less problems…
which is better? less happiness with less sadness or more happiness with more sadness?
let me introduce this boring couple’s ART… made by the left over breakfast… french toast… HAHAHHAHAHA…
he made me a house…
i made him my love…
*lame*
also let me introduce BB… the poor lonely doggie in the house… i think he is quite lonely as nobody is playing with him and he likes me a lot… maybe because i am the only one playing with him… poor BB, and he is also such an idiot, because he broke the toy that i bought for him in less than 30 minutes… *WTF*…
this is BB… with his ONE AND ONLY left toy… the doughnut…
and this is BB playing with this doughnut…
and now he is horny too…
BB’s dickie… wakakkakakakakakkakakaka~~~~
damn, i hate DOTA!! dota is devil!! dota is black magic!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~ dota can make people eat in front of the monitor, dota till sleep, wake up and then dota… anytime, anywhere… and dota can replace GF/BF too… you dont need anyone when you have dota… you can hug dota to sleep… you can have dinner together with dota… you can dota in the toilet… maybe you can dota while shopping also with wireless connection… oh, can you have sex with dota? *wondering*
duh… i think if one can get married with dota… there will be a lot of people doing so… especially MR BEN-SAND KING, he will marry the SAND QUEEN for sure…
i am jobless… i dont know whether i am happy or i am sad… but at least i know it’s not too bad at all… in fact, i am so angry at my boss!!!!! basically, he didnt fire me… and he doesnt know that i am not working anymore… i am just pissed off by him…
on wednesday’s evening, the shop was really quiet and there were 3 of us in the shop doing nothing while my boss was reading newspaper… and so i thought of leaving early since the shop didnt need 3 people there though… i swear that i asked him NICELY if i could leave earlier… and god knows what’s wrong with him, he asked me ‘i am the boss or you are the boss? if you wanna work then work, dont want then dont work’… WTF!!!! i was so damn angry at this sentence man!!! idiot, cannot mar say cannot lar, what for so rude!! damn!!
from that moment onwards, so many things came to my mind, i kept thinking how to leave him… i was so wanting to leave IMMEDIATELY but too bad that ben hadnt arrived yet, so i stayed in the shop but didnt talk to him at all… the only thing he said to me was to remind that there would be a dinner for all of us on friday night… i only replied with a ‘OH’… nah, i wont be going, as i am no longer one of the employees there… i am not going to see him anymore!! idiot!!
it might be a bad thing if someone is jobless… well, it’s bad to me because that i have no income… on the other hand, it’s a good thing for me as i can have more time to do my revision and then it’s also a good reason for me to leave this bloody 8bucks job… so that i can look for a better job too… which is what i have been waiting for, just that i was tied to this stupid job!! and now… I AM FREE!!!
=P