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fuiyoorrhh… be proud of yourself!! first time in my life screwing someone so openly in my blog… yooohooo~~~ you get it the FIRST PRIZE man!! ok… introduction now… he is bgeh, his name is Brian Geh, he is a KID but an adult wannabe, and he is an op in LYN’s DC++ Hub… and he thinks that he is SO FUCKING MATURED, SO FUCKING SMART, and SO FUCKING POWDERFUL with his ULTIMATE OP power given by dont know who… i seriously wonder who the hell on earth gave him the OP man… misusing his power all the time…

ok, basically, LYN’s DC++ Hub is a file sharing and chatting medium…

and yea, i do share files and what’s wrong with CHATTING now… chatting means we can talk whatever we want lar… *deng* he must have failed his english…

basically, i DAMN dulan him as in he said that i am CHILDISH… yea, i am… but at least, i ACT childish most of the time… and i pity him for being childish ALL THE TIME just because HE IS CHILDISH and he is an adult wannabe… but hey, stop it man! stop acting like a MAN, you are still a BOY! please lar, not only ME, people in hub agree that you are a KID, admit it please… i dont have contribution, right? and yea, so you contributed HELL DAMN A LOT huh… with your DOTA, with your JAY’s songs, with your CARYN, with your SHERYL… *awwwwwwwwww so much* sau pei lar you, you think sheryl as a pretty girl, a smart girl, a matured girl will like such a nerdy boy, a childish boy like you… *burp* you must be kidding me… =)

i think i will just DE-OP you if i can… it’s such a DISGRACE to have you as an op man… yucks… only know how to whine, dota, get moody, misuse power… *vomit* but hey, i wont do so, just because i wont misuse my power for inappropriate reasons… like YOU!!

here are some logs… click to read the full logs…

LOG1:
he honestly thinks that i was the most childish VIP in the hub and it’s a shame, so i shouldnt be a VIP anymore… *and i think he is also the most childish OP in the hub and it’s a shame as well, he shouldnt be an OP anymore*

LOG2:
SOMEONE thinks that he is a kid too, KIDDO!

LOG3:
misusing his powder… and a HERO wannabe, a kepoh… note1: seagates is an OP too, but he didnt do anything… note2: kennylised means whatever you type will be kennylised to censored/improper words…

LOG4:
random examples of bgeh’s contribution *applause*

NEW!! i have supporters here!! HERE HERE HERE!! it seems like not ONLY ME having problem with you… BGEH, go and fucking get yourself educated please… what i mean by educated is… learn how to be a REAL PERSON instead of only reading your idiot books!! learn how to respect and socialise with people!

i woke up at 333am from sleep… and i made a wish… heard that 333am is a good time to make a wish, well, true or not, make only lar… and suddenly… i have this KICK… I WANT DRUGS!! I WANT ALCOHOL!! gotta look for some soon…

was well planned to cook my family a dinner on this valentine’s day… so woke up early to buy stuffs… went home to prepare… and then too sleepy and went to sleep… then woke up from sleep, get ready to start the WAR!!

was stucked in the kitchen for 4 hours… fighting with the oil… i took damn long to finish 3 dishes… i spent extremely too much time on FRYING… basically i went on to on the fire, then throw things in and then off the fire and run… because the oil LOVES me… they like to chase me… no choice man!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~ and then gotta clean the blardee kitchen, it was so damn oily!! iisshhhhhh… and finally they were done…

hmmmmmm… thought of going out with them after dinner… so i stayed at home to wait… but then in the end… cancelled… oh well… i was thinking… i should have just gone out with someone else… why bother waiting… i could just make some calls… i believe there must be someone would entertain me… but… fark it… sleep!

pics and reviews of the food will be up soon… dont feel like doing such work at the moment…

as explained in dictionary.com

hab·it (hbt)
n.

1. A recurrent, often unconscious, pattern of behavior that is acquired through frequent repetition.

hmmm… i am feeling uneasy when you dont appear in my daily life… it’s like… there is something missing in life… it’s like expected that you would appear everyday, as it’s already been repeatedly for quite some time… and it has become a habit to have something about you everyday… today… i didnt have anything of you for one whole 24 hours, i had been checking my phone whether it’s functioning properly… i felt so strange today, nobody asked me what i doing there, nobody called me a pig… i told myself ‘so what, he has his own life’… true… i tried not to bother… but then later it led to worries… i decided to make sure that you were alright… yea, you were… probably, you think that it’s time to change this habit… and also, i think i need to change this habit as well… what kinda nonsense habit is this man!! grrrrrrrrrrrrr…

it’s time to get back to the normal life…

[update]:

*arrghhh* he is back!! he is back to the usual one who calls me ‘eh pig’ and asking me ‘what you doing la’… but… i was very frustrated with it, i dont want this kinda habit!! and i got so mad when he didnt reply after knowing what i was doing… damn stupid right, it’s like just wanna know what i doing… what the heck point is this!!! siaozzzzzzzz!!

there is this friend of mine been complaining that he has nothing to do on valentine’s day and it sounds like it’s very serious though… this is going to be his one single valentine’s day after SO MANY YEARS *lucky B^stard*!! but too bad, he is not as lucky this year!! ma de, this kinda SPOILT LOVERS have to learn to be independent as well as learn to enjoy the single life man!!! *grrrrrrrrrr*

as for me, it’s gonna be my 4th single valantine’s day after my one-and-only-non-single-valentine’s-day… hahahahaha… so, practically i am not used to the non-single valentine’s day… but then, luckily that i still have many single friends around that we can have fun together and name it friends’ day!! yeay~~~~ i am wondering, what plan we gonna have for this year… and one of my BFs is not around… *aiskz* but hey, what’s so big deal man!! i am missing all the birthday celebrations as well… aiskzzz…

this is why… i dont find any celebration interesting these days… nomore mood for any celebration… fark it ler!!

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some pics from my phone…

pics taken at the Happy Gathering

Zeno was having his personal concert in Neway…

Den, me and WeeHong…

Den, me, Mayvis and a WeeHong-ghost…

pics taken last night at my popo’s birthday dinner…

me and this uncle‘s daughter… Jia Yee…

me and my fattie brother, Pin…

yes, i am weak… i am feeling so uncomfortable after yesterday’s badminton session… *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

i seriously think that i was super tired man!! i woke up at 1130am… then went to ampang to eat yong tau fu and also went to kang ee’s house… then headed back to taman megah ss24 to play badminton… oh well… i was damn geng oorhh… i played for more than 20 minutes oorhh… *hooorrraaayyy*

but hor, after that, i started to feel very sleepy… i actually wanted to collapse down to sleep ever since i reached home edi… but then thinking about it’s FRIDAY NIGHT weik!! cannot sleep!! must sit up straight to wait for plans… zZZzzZZzZZZzzZZzz… was watching Happy Tree Friends with my brothers… then after a while… maybe only the 7th episode, i alrady fell asleep on my bed… i think that was like before 12am… ok lar… no give fark edi… SLEEP!! no plan no plan!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…

while i was sleeping, i heard a sms came in… so i read it… it’s 1.50am!! what the hell… at this time only asking me what i doing… ah yea, i replied with ‘SLEEPING’… then after sms-ing for quite sometime for around ONE HOUR… *yea, imagine i could sms for blardee one hour in sleeping-mode* that was already like 3am… then only he asked to go yumcha… *bangwall* no thankiew… you go lar… i continued sleeping…

until… this morning around 10am… wow… i am so happy now… sufficient sleep is so good… orgasm~~~~ =P

but then… my body is so pain now… =( the shoulder, the legs, the backbone… awwwwwwwww… they are just not my body parts!! =( this is the side effects of badminton… so kiddoz, dont do this at home yea!!

oh well… tomorrow is my corp law FINAL… what i mean by FINAL is really FINAL!! that i MUST PASS THIS TIME!!! *praypraypray*

was in the library until 8pm… for those who KNOW ERICCA, or for those who KNOW MAGICLAND… sure know what had happened in the library edi… *kekekekeke*

CAMWHORE lar!!! =P

bored of studying…

WAH~~~ SO MUCH!!

how to finish lar… *sobsob* =(

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here are some taken before the library session while i was having lunch with SESS in asia cafe… *yumyum*

me took a pic of the GAY sess…

and then sess took a pic of the CUTE me… =P

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i found this pic in my phone which taken few days back…

ann chin and the sister, vivian… do they look alike?

well, at first i thought of leaving later, thought of skipping 2 weeks of classes… but then, my mom told me to go back with my cousin, Andrea… she said it’s better that someone’s together with me… yea… i agree… so i have no objection… and further more… probably there is no reason for me to stay longer…

sometimes, i am glad that i have more friends… especially some potential good friends… some friends that i would love to be with all the time… some friends that make my life brighter… some friends that make me smile… but sometimes, i am afraid to START to have this kinda friends… as i am worried that they would be gone in a short while… i dont dare to hope… i even dont dare to make new friends… even when i have… i would try to keep a distance from them… it’s like… erm… it’s very sad and hard to keep yourself away from someone that you LIKE *as a friend*… but i have to… and i force myself to… =(

haiihzzz… stressed…

exam… haiihzzzz…

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that’s even worse when i got to know that someone commented that i dressed until people gave me this kinda ‘OMG WTF THIS GIRL’ reaction… well… basically, i THOUGHT i didnt dress that badly today… but… it ended up receiving this kinda comments… well… i am speechless…

[updated]:
oh yea, he then told me that this OMG WTF was actually a POSITIVE reaction… like WOW… *yeay*

i woke up at 8pm last night to go dinner with bobo and loklok… and i cleverly ordered a coffee… and thus, i had been rolling on the bed for hours, and tried to pretend like ALREADY SLEEPING for hours… but still… i was awake all the time… till i damn dulan, i decided to get up to study!!! grrrrrrrrrr~~

well, it’s the last day of my summer course, and exam gonna be held on coming thursday, yes, i have 2 more days…

but i was kinda down when i got my result for the class participation part… i thought i could get a good mark for it, as i did answer questions… and i attended most of the classes… but i seriously dont know why the hell my mark is MUCH LOWER THAN MOST OF THE PEOPLE!! even the girl beside me thought i could get higher than her, while she already got 17/20… this is because she knew that i had done more than her!! but guess what, i got only 13/20… i was really surprised while most of the people got 16 and 17… yea even those who never talked… the lecturer hates me or what… *deng* no choice edi… i have to really really do well in this final exam… and i am farking stressed…

thus, i went to the saloon in sri petaling to get my hair rebonded!! damn bad mood lar… been sitting there for 4 hours… my butt really flat edi… backbone also pain… aiskkksss… i dont know whether it’s my hair problem or the PRICE that matters… it is not very nice this time… haiihhzzzz…

DOUBLE DISAPPOINTMENT…

already 25 hours didnt sleep edi~~ i need to rest…

my phone was ringing and so i got nearer to look who was calling… ok, it’s enson… so i picked up… the conversation was alright, basically some nonsense + bullshit like… what are you doing ar… why not going out ar… eat the bills from coconut juice stalls ar *basically, we were fighting for if there is a coconut juice stall which provides bills, then gotta EAT the bill*…

then suddenly he told me…

‘eh ok lar, dont disturb me edi lar, i busy’

me: WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF~~~

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oh yea, a poor girl here wanna do rebonding to her hair, but then she is afraid of too much damage done to her hair… so hor… she is looking for REASONABLE priced and GOOD one… anywhere?