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i have finally moved to my new house… and… it is… so… scary… i was so shocked when i first walked into the house, as i hadnt seen it before i moved in!!

the house is so damn old!! maybe like 50 years old, most things are broken, cracked and DIRTY! and super big… it is just like another haunted mansion man!! with all the broken crystal lights hanging on the ceiling, and those stained mirrors here and there, yellowish lights, stains here and there… DAMN!! really couldnt take it at first… i even held my tuition fees to the uni and my return ticket and prepared to go home anytime… i just cried to mommie that i seriously afraid of that house, i was so scared to go to the toilet and shower… and till now i already been sleeping in my housemate’s room for 3 nights… i dont even dare to sleep alone… DAMN!!

but still, i am trying my best to cope with it for at least 6 months… let’s see what will happen, else i will be heading back to my sweet home… my mom has no idea for it but my dad asked me to go back… hahaha, he is afraid that i might get crazy here or maybe will commit suicide…? hmmm… but, in order to make me love my house, i am spending a BOMB to make it look a lil more LOVELY!! feel like renovating the whole damn house only!! and i had to cover the damn mirror facing my bed weik, just imagine, it is so scary to sleep with it!!

but there is one thing in my mind… i really think that there are TOO MANY signals telling me that i shouldnt have come back to melb… at first was all the unlucky things happened in the previous blog… then when i got into my new house, we were locked outside the house… and then i twisted my ankle while crossing the road yesterday, everyone was there looking at me like we were having a mini meeting at the traffic light!! and i didnt give a damn because DAMN FARKING PAINFUL man!! i thought i had lost my foot!! and now i am walking handicaply~~ TA MA DE!! i cant imagine what’s gonna happen in the future again~~!!

i dont even have a phone line at home at the moment!! i cant make calls to mommie!! and i cant online!! *arrrrghhh* and i already missed one week’s lectures and tutorials as i didnt have time to go to uni!! i had been busy for the whole week loading and unloading my stuffs, cleaning, arranging… DUH~

and there were times when i needed accompanions and some comfortings… luckily my dearest cousins always there with me!! *muacks* unlike someone acting like a BIATCH never ever give a damn!!

bless myself… not to be so unlucky anymore, PLEASE… and also to Mayvis, good luck girl, i am here feeling you all the time!!

everything seems so quiet these days… i just cant seem to get myself adapted into a HAPPY environment… hopefully soon i can get back to my normal life after moving into my new home… there will be more people to talk to and merrier…

i used to be very happy chatting online all days and nights non-stop… but now… my brain seems to be so empty and i have no mood to chat so much… i couldnt stand it when it is so quiet and lonely… when i was alone on the way out, i kept thinking of her and my tears falling… damn, i cant do anything, i can only keep myself busy busy busy, stop thinking, stay in a noisy environment and all…

and there is someone that i feel secured with, every moment that i am with someone, it makes me feeling so comfortable and no worries at all… but whenever i am not with someone, i start feeling miserable, lonely, helpless, i even couldnt sleep well without someone… and i miss someone so badly… although someone has no special relationship with me, someone seems so important to me…

from now onwards, i have learnt a lesson, never wait a minute to say ‘I LOVE YOU’ or show how much you care to anyone that you love… i already told my family that i love them… i already told my buddies that i love them… and so… i told someone that i love someone too… =)

I hope that…
Ilaria is living happily in Heaven now…
everyone is staying with their loved ones…
everything will be fine soon…

I LOVE YOU!!

Rest in peace…

it’s a bad news… ilaria is no longer with us anymore… we will love you and miss you… forever…

although we were not that close, i still enjoy being your friend… you were such a cheerful girl, cute, and nice… it’s just too surprised that you chose this way to end up your life… i didnt know what had happened… but i am sure that you were very unhappy till this extent… girl, i respect your decision…

i am regret that i didnt manage to give you a testimonial on friendster, i wanted to but i thought of there was still time for me to do so in the future… but…

Ilaria, you will always be in our hearts, no matter what… your msn will forever be offline from now on… i hope you are happier with the way you are now… *LOVE YA*

very very unlucky… at first met the stupid MAS officer who weighted our luggages wrongly and it made us suffer like mad digging the luggages in the public to find what to take out, and the 2kgs mahjong wasnt allowed to come along… *donkey* then i had problem with my hand luggage’s handle!! damn it man!! it’s a NEW one!! first time using it and now the handle already malfunction!! *damn* i couldnt sleep well on the 7hours+ flight!! *suffer* then gotta queue like 3kms long to declare my stuffs, and thank god everything went through, my BOYBOY’s butt is still so nice… and yes, i am back at the boring place… MELBOURNE!!

seeing all these unlucky things happening to me, maybe it is showing that i am NOT supposed to be back!! *WTF* let’s go back~ =P it’ saturday, and i couldnt do anything much, the only thing i could do is… REST!!! yea, i had a good sleep!! and yea i already settled the rental for my NEW HOUSE!! i am no longer homeless… gonna shift in on monday… but HEY, i still need to settle my uni stuffs… *arrghhhh* WHY WHY WHY!! how nice if i am in malaysia, sleeping on my lovely pinky bed in my cutie pinky room everyday doing nothing and need not to worry about all these stuffs…

anyway, thanks for Zeno and Loklok for sending me off… *muacks* and also… thankx loklok for the nice nice bracelet wor… =) hehe…

thank loklok~~ *bibi muacks loklok*

Here comes the only pic that 5 of us took!! it was in front of Zouk after clubbing… and… look at the 2 drunkards… ahhahahaha~~

*tired* just got back from my wonderful trip last night… damn exhausted!! it’s a fun trip with laughters all days and nights… thanks people!! it’s great!!

well, beside the cute people that i had with me, i also bought something for myself!! yeah~~ a BLUSHER from red earth that i couldnt find it here in msia… *good* and also my new LOVER – my BOYBOY… kekekekekeke~~ he is so damn adorable… i am just too much in love with him now… *muacks*

oh yea, and finally i went to ZOUK!! the infamous zouk lar what else… what can i say… hmm… it’s REALLY BIG!! and PACKED!! a lot of Kwai Lous there… erm… but i dont really like it… hahahahahahaha… the music was SO SO or maybe it was because that i wasnt allowed to get into Velvet the trance place just because that i am under 23 years old!!! *arghhh* by the way, at least now i know it… kekeke… and the most MEMORABLE thing was… we, the 5 of us took a pic in front of zouk together… and yea that’s the ONLY pic… coz… there was someone very SMART, he brought a camera but with an empty battery without bringing a charger also… WOOHOOO… wasnt he very the smart? *applause* =P

hmmm… let’s share a few pics taken with my phone…

took this after coming back from zouk… looking a bit blur and tired… hahahahahaha~

me and my BOYBOY the PINK ASTRO BOY!! mayvis and her BLUE TOTORO~

introducing the lengjaiz in the house!! – BOY BOY – *muacks*

FINALLY i am visiting Singapore again after… erm… *counting* 10 years… WHAT THE… damn long right!! alright this time 5 of us, my 100% and i are going together!! wooohooo~~ another trip of us after the new year’s genting trip, that’s making me so damn excited… kekekekekekeke…

but as for this time, we are on a BUDGET trip, everyone is broke!! damn!! no money but still wanna go travel… ekkeekkeke… who cares~~~ and i am on a very very very super tight schedule, as i will be leaving back to melbourne on friday’s night, only a week left but still going to singapore, my mom sounded me… kekekekeke~ i bet we are going to visit ZOUK and shopping and absolutely NO visiting to those dont know what centres, dont know what gardens, dont know what parks… *thankiew*

i will be leaving tonight… so, people dont miss me too much ok… kekekeke… please wish me a happy and safe journey too yea!! or maybe you can wish me to get a bf there also lar!!! *in 3 days? canggih* ahhahahaha…

oh yea, my prettiest teri jiejie is going back to melbourne tonight… SAFE JOURNEY ok!! remember to keep the house clean clean yea, then yuan and i will be back SOON~~

and yea, i have just scanned these 2 pics, they are now looking SO CLEAR than those before… =) *cheers*

p/s: hey, i have found this blog very FUNNY!! feel free to get some laughters from this CUTE DOCTOR *HAVE FUN* =)

i just had my ONLY paper today… not that bad… but i was SO DAMN sleepie while i was doing the paper… those words in front of me were floating on the paper and moving here and there… my godzzz… so blur man!!! and my eyes kept going smaller and smaller from time to time… those numbers that i was counting went like alien figures to me… *damn* i tried so hard to concentrate and do all the calculations carefully… hopefully there wasnt any SILLY mistake ler… *pray*

luckily i was fast enough to finish the paper half an hour before it was ended… the first thing i did was redo all the calculations, in order to reduce silly mistakes… then still around 15 minutes left… GOOD!! *pooop* and i went on resting my MILLIONS KGS head on the table and went on dreaming edi… till the lecturer announced that the exam had ended, i woke up and still feeling damn blur… but still gotta move my butt to go home…

and thank god that i didnt need to wait long for zhanshen to come over… his timing was good… a great thank to zhanshen and wheimeng for waiting for me from 1pm till 430pm wor… *arigato* told ya… my BFS are the best!! =P

it’s the end of my summer course and it’s also time to prepare for the coming new semester… hmmm… time to pack… to get myself back to the god damn boring MELBOURNE!! i am gonna miss KL loads… arrghh… i hate packing… can someone please help me?