. : MaGiCLaND : .

i have just ended a war with someone… and i really pissed with it together with disappointment… i have something to say peacefully without any interruption…

To XXX,

first of all, i really have to admit that you are someone really cool and i admire a lot… the way you are and the way you treat others are stuffs that i really admire!! i think that you are really a good friend treating people really good… a good listener, you never say no when i need someone to talk to, someone to cheer me up… a good adviser, i always feel really better after talking to you… and all these are the main reasons WHY I LIKE TO TALK TO YOU… and these make you so cool…

but then today i felt really disappointed at you, you didnt even listen to me… and i was just trying to tell you that HOW GOOD YOU ARE and not HOW BAD YOU ARE… i was telling you the truth but you didnt even wanna listen to me and started to say that you know how bad you are… isnt that real bad that you ignored everything while i was trying to compliment you and trying to confirm you yourself in order to build more self confidence for you… further more, you even told me that your PAST had brought you to this kinda life… and what different people have different thinking… and yea, then why did you ignore MY opinions? i was telling how i felt about you and you thought that i was COMFORTING you ehh…??? and you think that i feel bored while talking you eh, if it is so, why i have been talking to you then? charity huh??? or i really have nothing else to do huh???

anyway, if you wanna live in your own sad world, keep it going… and whatever it is, i have done with what i should have done… hopefully you can build up your confidence soon… good luck…

i dont know why that i LOVE piggies, i think that they are cute… they look just like me… FAT BUT CUTE… wahahahha… *winkz*

so i like to draw piggies, i had all kinds of piggies in my text book during high school, they used to have gathering in my class while teacher was bla-ing…

but i dont dare to draw piggie anymore =(
as… my piggies are really ugly, coz… i found myself a really cute piggie, HE is so far nicer compared to mine… at first, i thought HE was a cartoon character or something… but NAH… SOMEONE drew it… well, let’s share this piggie with you guys man… and i’m in love with this piggie… SO CUTE, isnt he???? and thanx to SOMEONE for drawing it… =P

how cute he is man… *drooling*

oh no… AGAIN!! and last night was… no, i should say THIS MORNING, it was 1am midnight… suddenly i heard some strange tone “tu… tu… tu…” but i didnt even bother it… till later i heard the announcement “Please proceed to the nearest exit” wahlao… and then i knew what was happening, i was kinda panic that time, coz it was midnight and worrying that something really happened… so i woke my room mate up and both of us went down to lobby… seeing people in pyjamas with messy hair in the lobby… but then there were only very few people, as i guess there were still people upstairs sleeping without noticing… as the alarm was a bit too soft, really no chance to hear it while sleeping… too bad~~~ and yea, again, the manager told us “NO FIRE” oh fine fine fine…

haihzz… i know i am forever a weak decison maker… this is true… and again, i need to make decision… haiihzzz…

at first, i was complaining all the time that i was JOBLESS and i need a job… so i started to throw my resumes and contact here and there, hoping for someone to call me up for an interview or so… but then, now, i am facing this dumb situation, where i am holding 3 jobs now… what the heck man… and i dont know which to choose!! help me!!

*fainted*

well, when i was on the way home today, i saw this scary scene RIGHT IN FRONT of me on the tram… there were so many people on the tram, and there was a seat there and people standing there, but this guy A didnt wanna sit and his body was… quite plump… then another guy B, i guess he was a bit tipsy, and the conversation between 2 of them started like this…

B: hey, sit down, you are too FAT…
A: what, what did you say?
B: nah… i was just saying that you are too fat, should grab a sit…
A: you dont fking say that to me, and dont fking look at me!!
me: *damn, dont fight in front of me, dont accidentally punch on me*
B: *about to get off*
A: BOOOOO~~~
B: Boooo back to you… *and got off*
A: *ran to chase B, but couldnt get him and then back to the tram*

well… it’s really scary man while people are drunk

hmm… earlier part of today, went to DIMIA office with Mr. Wong, waited for damn long, then we went to have CURRY LAKSA!! yoorh… really nice, and i love it… hehe… then went to boxhill very unwillingly, coz alice forced me to as i was damn tired, wanted to rest!! but then… too bad, and it’s soOoooOOOoooOo far man!! we took a tram and it was like 50+ stops… *wahlao* i had a nap on the way to boxhill, my neck was so painful~~~ and my feet so pain as well… VERY TIRED!!!!!

FINALLY man… finally i got this from my dearie cousin… haha… yea, these are the pics we took in Loft… happening night =)

ehhe, Snow White and HIS dwarf… wahaha… basically, my housemate’s bf, my housemate and me… =)

my dearie cousin Andrea and me…

GIRLS!!!! Claudia, Andrea, Ericca, Vanessa, Cheryl

me and my darling Cheryl… =)

3 CUTIES… lalalalala~~~ Ericca, Cheryl, Andrea

yorh… Father’s Day is just around the corner… 1st sunday of september =) in australia… and i bought a card for my daddie today!! yea yea yea… so happie… ahahaha… i dont know why, i am feeling very happy… lalallalala~~ it seems like my dad has sent me a card huh… *dreaming* but too bad, it’s the other way round… still i am happy, ehehe… maybe i know that daddie will be happy… hahahahahahaha… *lame*

my most precious assets are definately my parents… i wanna share this here as i really touched by it… my tears started rolling in my eyes after reading this…

a part of the chat between mommie and i…
AnnChin says:
OH….yr daddy very funny……he said if I MSN u he want me to tell u….wat…..” daddy doesnot know to talk much……tell u he does…think & care for u…….!!!”

really didnt expect that daddie would say this kinda thing, as he really seldom talk to me… anyway, I LOVE MOMMIE AND DADDIE!! =)