Month: September 2004

i am back to my depressed stage again!! wahlao… this is my life cycle, i believe that, i cant be at the happy peak stage for more than a month one, ever since i reached melbourne!! damn it lar!! i want MALAYSIA!! i want KL!! i am feeling sad again, although i am kinda already get used to it, still SADZ one mar!! *i am still a poor lil baby*

what the heck!! and i hate losing friends man!! and i always meet good new friends but then will sooner or later leave me alone one… how sad is this!! oh no… i cant believe it!! why cant everyone be just like my FAMILY BUDDIES one!! hor? hor hor?? great, i am mad edi… *congrats*

so poor thing,
nobody wanna be my buddy…
nobody wanna be my bf…
nobody wanna sayang me…
nobody wanna talk to me…
nobody wanna treat me REAL!!

i hate chom chom!! stoopid chom chom!! i dont care, i will get myself a Chom Chom one day in the future with better food, better beverages, better services, better environment for working!! *booo*

wahlao, this restaurant is… disappointing customers and also workers!! *sadzzz* the food, the best we can have is on the level ‘SO-SO’… customers even said that the food is ‘tasteless’… wahlao!!! how sad… what a business!! and when we were being nice, trying to tell them that how bad it was and hoping that they would change to better, but they told me that was either coz of ‘the customers dont know how to eat lar…’ or ‘the ingredients here are different lar…’ or maybe when i showed them the food left over in customers’ plates, (which often happens) they would just tell me ‘too much for the customers only lar…’

oh yea right… so many people cant finish wor… and I DONT THINK SO!!!! even i could finish lar… i dont think i am such a HUGE EATER!! and even GUYS cant beat me?? *nah*

and they damn bad!!! they do things without giving reason, even they FIRE people without reason!!!! *bullshit* at first, i thought people there so nice, everyone can talk can joke, so happy working there, even i felt really tired and the pay was like SO LITTLE!! BUT… in the end, they are not nice people, they smile at you but then at the back, NOBODY KNOWS… *yucccckkkss*

i am going to resign!! *yeah*

=P

damn it!! i was sick like a sickie pig!! i was suffering from sorethroat, fever, flu, headache… argghh… and the worst part was i wasnt allowed to rest at home while sick!!! i ate 2 tablets of panadol and then went for CTG’s make up thingie, then went to work then went to a friend’s birthday party… *wow* it sounds like a supergirl!! wahahahah… i ate 6 tablets of panadol the whole night, but still sick!! on the following sunday, i was supposed to work full day, but i really couldnt make it as i couldnt even walk to washroom man!! i felt so dizzy… i was alone at home somemore, i felt so sick so sad… i cried… and i called home… later on, my lovely jiejie came to rescue with medicine and food!! yea yea yea!! thanks jiejie!! and also the muimui at home who didnt come over coz of assignment and test wor!! then i felt better edi after taking the medicine! real good~~

but then today is monday and i am at home not going for classes… coz i still have headache… *arrrghhhh*

yea, not to forget that anoter credit goes to my TA-TA =) thanks for offering to tapao me porridge wor… so nice of you!!
next… thanks to KinMeng for talking to me while i was really stressed out…

damn!!! this morning my housemate said that she lost her GUCCI watch… then, she said she lost her TIFFANY cuff too… then, she said she lost her AUD1700 CASH… then… she said her USD200 also gone!!!!! what the hell… and it’s so obvious that they got stolen!!! then we quickly checked whether anything of us lost, but then… NONE!! this is really weird!!! as this idiot only took SMALL + VALUABLE things… as there are digital camera, RM in CASH, 3 laptops in the house… blablabla, they are still here… this is a smart thief!! and we didnt even notice about that, as nothing seemed wrong till she found she lost something…

oh well… and the shittie part is, 3 of us staying in the house, and then only one’s things got stolen… so, people started to suspect 2 of us… wahlao… this is sad man!! *haiihhhzzz*

and… i met this weird guy while i was in computer lab today, he sat beside me… at first, i didnt notice anything, just as normal… suddenly, i found that what i had on my screen was on his screen as well!! what the hell… he copied me!! when i was reading someone’s blog, he read it too… when i logged into a forum, he went too… i was like *arggghh* angry man!! just like a copy dog!!! i hate him!! PEEP MY SCREEN!! damn him!!

不知道为什么最近爱上了988…
今天听到 DJ 说了一句自己觉得很有意思也一直以来都很同意的话…
大概就这样:
“喜欢一个人, 并不一定要在一起;
有时, 悄悄地喜欢一个人也是一种娱乐, 一种寄托…”
看见对方, 自己很开心; 对方开心, 自己更开心; 对方不开心, 自己也不开心…
这根本就是在恋爱, 自己和自己谈恋爱… 不错吧!!
哈哈, 那… 我在恋爱咯… 嘻嘻…

hahahahaha… sorrie for readers out there who cant read chinese =) i think these words can remain their meanings in chinese, and i dont think the meaning can still remain the same if being translated into english… *my english very poor, sorrie*
further more, i am a bit lazy to translate… *cheers*

very boring lar!!!!! why why why!!!! why is life so damn boring one!!! i am so bored!!!!!!
can somemore help me!!!~~~

*WOW* i am currently feeling a bit excited… ngekngekngek, 3 months!!! i will be HOME in 3 months’ time!! yea yea yea… and i know everyone is going to be SUPER happy as i will be home!!lalalalalallaa~~ *do not say NO to this ok*

it’s september now, it should be SPRING!! BUT how come it’s still not more than 15 degrees everyday huh…??? what the…!!! but i dont like summer, i dont wanna be a roasted piggie here, i hope i can escape back to KL before get roasted!!! *please…*

it’s happy to think of going home… BUT, how can i not think of my pretty ASSIGNMENTS, handsome TESTS+EXAMS…!!! and also, i have to settle the rental stuffs before leaving!!! *gosh* damn irritating, still dont know where to move to… *arrrghhh* and then, i have to buy MANY THINGS too!! haiiihhzzz… anyway, everything has its good and bad side, so… *haiihhzzzz*

after watching Hard Fate… although it seems like a good ending, everyone with happy life in the end… i dont think it is, i think it’s a very bad ending…

i have been hoping for someone really really love me and stuffs, i guess everyone has the same thinking as well. but then sometimes love can be very scary when you are TOO DEEPLY in love, it may harm… people tend to sacrifice ANYTHING or even EVERYTHING for love, it sounds so ROMANTIC and so TOUCHING… but then on the other hand, worth doing so? or shall we say that these people are being LOYAL or DUMB? *wondering* i really have no idea about it…

and what is a HAPPY LOVE LIFE? basically, no matter how’s the ending, as long as both have had happy moments together and really been in love together before… so this is a HAPPY LOVE LIFE and no regrets, I THINK… and it is called a PERFECT LOVE LIFE together with a good ending… *maybe*

=)