I wished I could turn back time, to redo all those mistakes in the past. If only I knew what would be happening next.
Just like now, I seriously think that there were HELL LOTS of mistakes that I shouldn’t have done. All these silly mistakes are turning my life into a miserable broken life. It’s not me in me anymore. I live without soul. I daydream about how nice IF and ONLY IF this wasn’t happening.
Also, I wonder if I could forgive myself?
I am that kinda person who always asking for the truth… But, I think there is sometimes, I don’t want to know the truth, I hope that I won’t know it forever… As long as there is nothing changing in my life…
I guess I am very weak in coping with changes…
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I think I am a NOOB, I don’t know how to answer this question.
“Love has no awareness of merit or demerit; it has no scale… Love loves; this is its nature.” – Howard Thurman
“Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end.” – Anonymous
I might not know how to love, but I wished I could love you the way you wanted, and make you feel loved. I wished I could proudly tell you that I KNEW I LOVED YOU… and also I’M SORRY… 无心伤害…
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I Knew I Loved You Lyrics
By Savage Garden
Maybe it’s intuition
But some things you just don’t question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I’ve found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There’s just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I’m searching for
I think I’ve found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I’ve found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
I’m Sorry Lyrics
By Tyrese
I’m sorry, yes I am, for everything that I’ve done.
How can I do this right, without you in my life.
Even though I say I love you I’ve gotta make a change in my life, baby,
I realize that you’re better off without me by your side.
You’re a special lady and I know I’m not ready for you, oh
I’m sorry for, what I’ve done.
I broke your heart, now we’re apart.
I’m sorry for, making you cry.
I broke your heart, now I’m alone.
I’m by myself.
Tell me why, why I made my baby cry.
I know I love you but why,
Should I put you through all of these changes.
Nevermind all those I said cause I, didn’t mean a thing.
I promised you, I only want you in my life, oh.
I’m sorry for(I’m so sorry babe), what I’ve done(everything I’ve done to you, oh).
I broke your heart, now we’re apart (now we’re apart and I can’t deal with it).
I’m sorry for(oh, tell me anything), making you cry(I can do to get you back).
I broke your heart, now I’m alone.
I’m by myself.
Oh, it’s hurts to move on,
cause you’re all I knew,
But I must stay strong.
I can’t break down no more.
sometimes I sit and dream of you and me again,
Oh, you have no idea, oh, of how hurt I am that I ran away.
(The one thing I said)
I’m sorry for, (meant the world to me, oh)what I’ve done.
I broke your heart(I’m so hurt that I did my baby wrong), now we’re apart.
I’m sorry for(I’m so sorry now), making you cry(oh).
I broke your heart(how could I be), now I’m alone.
I’m sorry for, what I’ve done.
I broke your heart, now we’re apart(for ever more).
I’m sorry for, making you cry(making my baby cry, oh).
I broke your heart, now I’m alone(I don’t think I’m going anywhere baby).
无心伤害
By 杜德伟
真心无奈多心都为了爱
我坐在这傻傻的发呆
我仍依赖你纯纯的爱
我心还在爱你的人还在
苦苦等想哭哭不出来
无心伤害你应该明白
爱太多空隙受伤容易
互信互爱才是唯一
对你的付出都放在心里
我始终这样珍惜我怎么会忘记
feel so sorry, baby i’m so sorry
i never meant, i never meant to hurt you
无心伤害你应该明白
feel so lonely, baby i’m so lonely
do you know, i need you to come back
are you alright, i miss you tonight(请快点回来
真心仍在与你永不分开
这一生只愿和你相爱
与你同在只为你等待
爱是纯真爱是无恨
不在乎怎么会痛苦万分
我真的太笨不懂心疼
baby please come back oh y
We went to this hot pot place in Southbank to celebrate Phui Yean’s birthday last night. The price was good, 15bucks for eat all you can, kinda worth it if you are a big eater. Especially if you *heart* MEAT!! But, not too many choices though. Only some beef, lamb, pork, vegetables, balls, crab sticks, prawns, mussels… Nothing’s special.
Oh, the special thing is their 麻辣 *MA LAT* is not even spicy *WTF*
And another special thing is their SERVICE!! ICHIBAD!! The restaurant was ALMOST empty, they had more than 20 TABLES there but only less than 3 were occupied. And then there were more than 5 waitresses doing almost nothing over there. They couldn’t even bothered to serve us while they told us SELF SERVICE. That’s fine. They didn’t even GREET you or say THANK YOU or whatsoever manners that A REASONABLE PERSON should have. They even talked to you with 2 hands in the pockets. *BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD*
In the end, Jimmy did a very good job!! He purposely messed up the table and said “甘串，抹抬啦你” *So rude, clean up the table then*…
NOMORE TO THAT PLACE!!
What a boring Friday night!! Everyone ditched me!! =(
My housemates all gone to lovey-doveyly paktor-rator with the bfs…
My gambling partners, one has gone to Sydney also to lovey-doveyly paktor-rator cum romantic-ratically celebrating birhtday… Another one is sick of the city-rity life and got addicted to the kampung-rampung life in Clayton…
My darling Cheryl is now FKN-RKN her assignments non-stoply…
My BB has gone to karaoke with his workmates…
OMG!! I am ALL ALONE BY MYSELF now!! Maybe I should start playing the song “Better off alone”… And then start fengtau-ing while blogging…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFWFIE__Tio
Let’s predict something… Soon, I will be EMO again… *Bah*
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Not me for sure, although I need one too, not now though… I mean MAGICLAND seriously needs a new face, it is going to celebrate its 3rd birthday soon… OMG!! 3 years!! And it’s still ALIVE!! Wooohooo~~!! Meaning I am away from my home sweet home for 3 years… BUGGER!! From the start, blogging was my home sick past time… Till now, it has become a RANT hole… *how sad* Whatever it is, it is still MY MAGICLAND!! It is still very MAGICAL, as I magically live in my magical memories in here…
But heck, it is still the same old dull boring look with my 3 years ago pics on top… No wonder it is so peaceful in here… No ghost is here, ghosts are scared of my boring look… *OK, NOT FUNNY*
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My mom was scolding me today saying that I never listen to her, as in I never listen to her that I have to take those health supplement everyday, keep myself healthy and all. Usually, I take them when I REMEMBER to, but most of the time… You know, I have a bad memory… So, most likely those bottles would just sit there till one day when I finally remembered them…
And then, I would find out that “OH, expired already lor…”
But then, I already predicted this scene way before all these, and my mom knows that too as it happens all the time =P But then she hopes that there will be miracles… Well, I also told her NEVER buy all these things to me anymore, I wouldn’t have a chance to finish them all… But, she NEVER LISTEN…
I wonder… Whose fault? Who is not listening?