Author: eRiCCa

wow… such a busy week!! had 3 days off from work to go on a holiday with friends on their semester break… we went to Lakes Entrance, 4 hours drive from melbourne… 3 cars and 1 van… more than 20 people… 3 houses… HAHHAHAHAH…

basically, nothing much, just everything about SEAFOOD!! went crabbing and musseling, they just BBQ the fresh crabs and mussels straight away at the jetty, with branches that we got from the trees nearby… damn siaoz… they were so happily enjoying the trip, but not me… as the weather was too cold for me to get myself wet… and also too sunny for me to stay under the sun… and… i was too scared to go into the water and walk on the rocks… i didnt want to fall on them… all i did was… SLEEP SLEEP and SLEEP… *hehehehehehe*

anyway, at least i had fun gathering together with a bunch of friends… and of course my babybendan… thanks for driving all the way… *muacks*

on wednesday, it was babybendan’s graduation day!!! yeay, finally he is a graduate now!! he bought me a dress to wear on that very special day… kekekkeke… what a good excuse to have a new dress… hehehehe… well, i am looking forward my own graduation in coming november… and welcoming my daddie, mommie, popo and auntie… waiting for them to come… =)

yeay, i started my FIRST office admin role, receptionist yesterday… it was a good start… and i found that OMG it’s not that easy to be a receptionist… HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA… at least, first of all, i had too much of walking, was so damn wrong to wear HEELS!!! the current receptionist was very nice, she was teaching me almost everything nicely… and she told me, we could wear FLATS, and this is why she was wearing FLATS… as we even had to walk to the bank… it’s like a… 15 minutes walk… gosh…

it was a good LEARNING day… from answering phone calls, banking, lodging, mailing, filing… i think the hardest job was to read my bosses handwriting *sweat* usually the bosses will write some small notes to the receptionist to ask her to do something… but the problem is… i couldnt even read them… SHIATZZZZZZZZ… another thing was… australia is TOO MULTI culture… they have too many people from all over the world, and it’s so hard for me to take message from callers… as i couldnt even spell or pronouce their names properly… *DENG*

anyway, the job was pretty boring… but well… what to do… it’s a given opportunity, in order to start my PROPER working life… i need the experience… i have had enough of customer service or sales role… customers SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!

i will be back again to be a receptionist NEXT FRIDAY!! *woohoooo*

oh well, there are a few NEW couples recently… they had been playing hide and seek… sounds very fun huh… quite a surprise though…

anyway, happy to see your new other half… wish you happy =)

to the girls who reading this, please dont be a bitch!! it’s very annoying!! thankiew…

IF YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE…
so great, you dont have to STEAL!!
a nice person, you dont STEAL!!
pretty, you dont have to STEAL!!

you are just an unwanted poor old bitch that have to STEAL people’s bf…

YOU THINK THAT…
you will look nicer when you tell him that i dont look nice?
he will choose you if you tell him that he still can choose?
you sound nicer if you ask him to bring me out together?
you can get him by just calling smsing and msning?

but i think that your skin is just so god damn bloody thick!!

you dont chase a guy after the first meet… it’s SHALLOW!!
and knowing that he has a gf… it’s WRONG!!
and keep contacting him everyday… it’s CHEAP!!
and still trying eventhough he ignores… it’s SHAMELESS!!
and thinking that he will choose you… it’s STUPID!!

i pity you that you have to use private number to call in order to hide yourself when he doesnt pick your number… and you think that people dont know it’s you? DUMB ASS!! you know that you are being IGNORED, but you still have face to try one wor… BULLET PROOF SKIN!!

yes, he is nice, he is cute, he is handsome, he is good… you dont have to tell him, everyone knows that… BUT so? he is MINE!!

and i think VICKIE is a nice name, it’s WAYYYYYYYYYYYY too sweet for you, get a name that suits you… FUCK OFF BITCH!! you are just plain ANNOYING!!

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basically, i have no idea what’s in a bitch’s mind… she is just plain stupid as the guy is not REALIABLE at all IF she can really steal the guy from his gf… if he is doing this for you, he will still do it again for another girl… so stupid!! and, if a guy likes the way you steal him, or he likes you for being such a bitch, you are such a poor bitch…

or, if you wanna challenge me, please upgrade yourself FIRST, i wont accept the challenge as it will DOWNGRADE myself…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CASEY!!!

*yumyum* we had a great SEAFOOD night!! thanks to casey’s birthday!! basically we just wanna eat seafood, and thanks to her so that we had the EXCUSE to eat SO MUCH SEAFOOD!!

puishan, yean and me went to richmond in the afternoon to buy seafood… we bought oysters, pipis, crabs, mussels, sashimi, prawns, clams, squids… ALL SEAFOOD!! *OMG OMG OMG* so yummy~~~~~ thanks to edwin, carson and yean… they are such great chefs!! and thanks to ME for overcooking the clams… all gone to the bin… shiatzzz…

in the end, too much seafood is no good… stomach pain =( *sobsob*

anyway, such a fun night…!!! =)

our dinner… *slurps*

the CHAMPIONS of the night… *applause*

OMG!! this is such a good candid shot!! i look so god damn innocent!! *yeay* but the ben and the puishan beside me… haihzz… *shakehead*

today is my off day… and i am spending this off day alone… why? because babyden is working… it’s been quite a long long time since i last spent an off day alone and doing nothing…

really feel so god damn bored… dont know what to do… so many people online but dont know who to talk to… i think, everyone has become a stranger to me since i seldom chat on the msn nowadays… surfing the internet… ebay… FRIENDSTER and BLOGS… they are making me feel even lonelier…

went to Zhanshen‘s blog… recalling all the memories when “sifat ke-HC-an” was a hit years ago, and now it’s BACK!!

went to Wheimeng‘s blog… awwww… i feel sad, that he is leaving to uk… although i am seeing him off or he is actually not leaving me, as i already left him and far away from him… i STILL feel sad…

went to Den‘s blog… OMG, LRT!! MERDEKA DAY!! and those people in the pic… again… MEMORIES…

went to Mayvis‘s blog… damn… still the same, no update… gonna give up on this girl…

reading their blogs makes me sad… makes me feel lonely… makes me homesick…

especially i saw this… a picture that my brother posted on his friendster, taken on my brothers’ birthday…

“Family… (Where is jie jie??)“

i wish i could be in the pic… but…

I WANNA GO HOME!!!

*yeay* today is 1st september 2006… my student visa expired yesterday 31st august 2006… and now… I AM ON BRIDGING VISA!! yes!! i already lodged in my PR application, so i am not an illegal migrant… kekkekekeke…

anyway, today is my POPO’s birthday also… happy birthday popo!!

and… tomorrow is dennis’ birthday… gonna celebrate with him and i think my best present for him is… not to win too much of his money on mahjong… *wakkakakakakakakakakakkakaka*

i am back from work… a very tiring day… sleepy… boring… i am so glad that i had babyben’s 6280 with me, so that i could msn for whole day… and guess what, the mobile msn is just plain dumb… it cant support a LONG contact list… when i first used my own msn account on mobile msn, it got disconnected all the time… so that i created a new mobile account with lesser people in list… and it works perfectly… so dumb…

oh by the way, wish me luck on my monday’s interview… damn scared… and i REALLY REALLY wanna get this job… =( i dont wanna be stucked in this shop anymore… *pray pray pray*

goodbye my digi 376 5578… now i can happily annouce my number to the world… coz it is no longer belong to me… =( after 6 years… finally it had decided to leave me… without even saying a BYE to me… I AM SORRY!! it’s my fault… i didnt take good care of you… forgot to feed you properly… haiihzzz…

it had been 6 years since i first started using this number… i had been trying my very best to keep it last 2 years although i wasnt using it all… kept reloading it and had it on roaming together with me… it’s because i didnt want to lose it… i wished to keep it as long as possible…

but this year… i forgot to reload it as often… and when i finally recalled… it already left me, been terminated and been recycled… i cried… really really sad… it’s like losing your loved one… i thought some of my old friends still could contact me through this number after years later… but now, they cant anymore…

i asked for kelvin88‘s help… VINVIN, THANKS!! but he couldnt do anything anymore… it’s too late… the prepaid pack already been recycled into a NEW number in the market waiting for new owner… i am still thinking of buying it back from the new owner… i am still thinking whether i should call the number everyday till the new owner is using it… and discuss with him/her about it…

but then… SHOULD I really do so? can someone please tell me…

too many options basically is not a good thing… how i wish i have a blindman’s stick leading me to everywhere… including every decision in life… if anything goes wrong, i can blame on it… *arrgghhhh* i just hate making decision, i guess everyone is the same…

basically i am kinda happy with this current job now… easy and happy *when idiot customers are not around*… no stress… enough for living… and actually i dont hope to get high pay, as higher pay will lead to higher responsibility, higher stress level, higher difficulty level… blablabla… free and easy is good enough for me…

but recently, my friend asked me to apply for a TEMP role in her company doing tax returns… it’s a SUPER GOOD chance for me to get some accounting/office experience, it’s really tempting me… and it MIGHT lead to a full time role… but… i cant leave this job now… as i am working 4 days a week, i cant just leave like that, i will get them into deep shiat… and further more, a TEMP role, how long… no idea… i really wish to get some experience like this, but i dont feel like getting myself into this kinda full time working life so soon…

i just want to work freely while i am waiting for my PR, and once i got my PR, i wanna go home!! i wanna go for holidays… i wanna have as much fun as possible before i become a full time employed… haiihzzzz…

beside this, i got a call from a customer who wanna hire me to work for her… OMG OMG OMG… another decision i have to make… another move to leave my current job… grrrrrrrrrr… i actually have a silly thought in mind… hoping that this job offer is not a good offer… so that i wouldnt be so stressed considering it… hehehehehe… anyway, i will meet her up on MONDAY… let’s see how it goes…

[updated]:
DAMN!! i wanna change my mind now… let’s pray for the monday’s job offer is a good one… if it’s not a good one, at least a reasonable one… I WANT TO QUIT MY CURRENT JOB!!! my boss just called me in the morning to scold me for something that i dont think that was my fault… in fact, her husband’s fault… why is that my fault when her husband was the lsat one to count the money and locking the cupboard last night, and he didnt place the money seperately… although i am always the one doing that as all time i am alone… grrrrrrrrrrrrrr…

i got this from a forwarded mail… usually i dont give a damn to those nonsense forwarding mails… but… this one… i think it’s quite nice =) and it’s kinda TRUE as well… *i think*

真正的v.s.普通的

一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。一個真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。
i have cried too much…

一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。
i think many of them know… and i think i am Mayvis’s true friend, as i have her dad, mom, brother and sister’s number… whole family…

一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備,為了幫你打掃而晚點走。
hmm… those kl buddies… we always have parties and we always prepare them together… =) miss those BBQs, steamboats… those days…

一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。
HAHAHAHHAHAA… i dont think so… they just not interested to know…

一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。
wooohoo… this one… YAP CHANG SHENG the best ler… he comes into the house anytime like his own house, even BECKHAM doesnt bark at him…

一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。一個真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。
damn freaking true wor!! the fights that i had with chang sheng, whei meng YEARS AGO, still in my mind… with mayvis, too many fights… unlike SOME friends that we cant keep after a single fight… =P

**** ANYWAY, I MISS YOU GUYS ****