Category: eRiCCa

this entry is specially dedicated to LOKLOK aka Hanz, ZS, and YODA aka Calvin…

thanks for commenting on the previous entry, but NO thankiew for thinking i have ANY LIL BIT for the delivery guy!! NO NO NO!! especially YAP CHANG SHENG!! OMG… now i know our SO MANY YEARS buddieship is so DAN BAO *copied from ____, fill in the blank yourself* one… you think that i so SHUI BIAN one ar!! shiatzzzz… somemore that LIM MEE HUEY, i am not HEN LUAN one ok!! shiatzzzz… all spoiled my image… *grrrrrrrrrrrrrr* I VERY LOYAL ONE OK!!!

stupid loklok also… you cannot say babybendan not cute one oh… although he is a bit naughty sometimes… HAHHAHAHA… but… he is getting BETTER now!! he is a good boy, he is willing to listen and change!! he wanna be a BETTER MAN… *muahahahahahahah* and he is very cute one oh… he got chubby cheeks, nice to pinch and nice to bite… *yumyum*

and NO to delivery guy, because… i dont like him… because… he is ugly… because… he is VERY fat… because… i dont like ANGMOH, my ENGLAND SUCKS, i cant communicate with him…

sekian, terima kasih.

i am feeling so miserable lately… so many things running in my mind… and i dont know how… haiihzzzz…

first, jobs… i wanna quit my current job, but i havent had a job yet… the accounting firm is not replying me properly, they treat me like their clients, always dont do things efficiently… and my current boss actually asked if i wanna work full time for them and be a storeS manager when the other 2 shops are opened… managing 3 shops… sounds cool huh… but… i dont think they will pay me good… and, i really hope to change my working environment, instead of customer service all the time… and the uncle smoke zone beside my shop also asking if i am interested in working at his shop… MAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~ i like him, he is nice… but i think i shouldnt… haihzzz…

second, my dumb ass PR application status has never been updated AT ALL!! even not updating the documents that i already sent in, i am worried that they havent received my documents yet, and i will have to send in AGAIN!! what if they have lost my MEDICAL REPORT? so i have to do it again? *WTF* the worst thing is, i have NO WAY to find out!! shiatzzzz… they are not replying my emails… *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

third, mom dad popo and auntie coming SOON, VERY SOON… but i still have no idea where to bring them to… and i still dont know whether i should EXPOSE babybendan or not… *haiihzzz* it’s not that i dont want to, but i am just scared that… if… negative results coming out… haiihzzz… worse, his mom already offered to invite them to go for dinner and even wanna bring them around… *SWEAT*

fourth, there is this delivery guy that delivers things to the shopping mall that i am working at always talks to me and asked me out last week but i didnt go… he even said that he likes me… and today, he bought me a cup of juice, i felt dizzy after drinking… i was thinking… did he add in something? or just because that i didnt eat enough of food… i think i have been thinking too much… and… babybendan doesnt like him… he doesnt like me talking to him… but i already tried my best to avoid… i cant stop him from entering the shopping mall… i cant stop him from talking to me as well… i always pretend to be busy when he is there already… and i already told him that i have a bf, he even asked me to bring him out together… haiihzzzz…

my invitation letter…

am i thinking too much?

miserable…

wow… such a busy week!! had 3 days off from work to go on a holiday with friends on their semester break… we went to Lakes Entrance, 4 hours drive from melbourne… 3 cars and 1 van… more than 20 people… 3 houses… HAHHAHAHAH…

basically, nothing much, just everything about SEAFOOD!! went crabbing and musseling, they just BBQ the fresh crabs and mussels straight away at the jetty, with branches that we got from the trees nearby… damn siaoz… they were so happily enjoying the trip, but not me… as the weather was too cold for me to get myself wet… and also too sunny for me to stay under the sun… and… i was too scared to go into the water and walk on the rocks… i didnt want to fall on them… all i did was… SLEEP SLEEP and SLEEP… *hehehehehehe*

anyway, at least i had fun gathering together with a bunch of friends… and of course my babybendan… thanks for driving all the way… *muacks*

on wednesday, it was babybendan’s graduation day!!! yeay, finally he is a graduate now!! he bought me a dress to wear on that very special day… kekekkeke… what a good excuse to have a new dress… hehehehe… well, i am looking forward my own graduation in coming november… and welcoming my daddie, mommie, popo and auntie… waiting for them to come… =)

yeay, i started my FIRST office admin role, receptionist yesterday… it was a good start… and i found that OMG it’s not that easy to be a receptionist… HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA… at least, first of all, i had too much of walking, was so damn wrong to wear HEELS!!! the current receptionist was very nice, she was teaching me almost everything nicely… and she told me, we could wear FLATS, and this is why she was wearing FLATS… as we even had to walk to the bank… it’s like a… 15 minutes walk… gosh…

it was a good LEARNING day… from answering phone calls, banking, lodging, mailing, filing… i think the hardest job was to read my bosses handwriting *sweat* usually the bosses will write some small notes to the receptionist to ask her to do something… but the problem is… i couldnt even read them… SHIATZZZZZZZZ… another thing was… australia is TOO MULTI culture… they have too many people from all over the world, and it’s so hard for me to take message from callers… as i couldnt even spell or pronouce their names properly… *DENG*

anyway, the job was pretty boring… but well… what to do… it’s a given opportunity, in order to start my PROPER working life… i need the experience… i have had enough of customer service or sales role… customers SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!

i will be back again to be a receptionist NEXT FRIDAY!! *woohoooo*

oh well, there are a few NEW couples recently… they had been playing hide and seek… sounds very fun huh… quite a surprise though…

anyway, happy to see your new other half… wish you happy =)

to the girls who reading this, please dont be a bitch!! it’s very annoying!! thankiew…

IF YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE…
so great, you dont have to STEAL!!
a nice person, you dont STEAL!!
pretty, you dont have to STEAL!!

you are just an unwanted poor old bitch that have to STEAL people’s bf…

YOU THINK THAT…
you will look nicer when you tell him that i dont look nice?
he will choose you if you tell him that he still can choose?
you sound nicer if you ask him to bring me out together?
you can get him by just calling smsing and msning?

but i think that your skin is just so god damn bloody thick!!

you dont chase a guy after the first meet… it’s SHALLOW!!
and knowing that he has a gf… it’s WRONG!!
and keep contacting him everyday… it’s CHEAP!!
and still trying eventhough he ignores… it’s SHAMELESS!!
and thinking that he will choose you… it’s STUPID!!

i pity you that you have to use private number to call in order to hide yourself when he doesnt pick your number… and you think that people dont know it’s you? DUMB ASS!! you know that you are being IGNORED, but you still have face to try one wor… BULLET PROOF SKIN!!

yes, he is nice, he is cute, he is handsome, he is good… you dont have to tell him, everyone knows that… BUT so? he is MINE!!

and i think VICKIE is a nice name, it’s WAYYYYYYYYYYYY too sweet for you, get a name that suits you… FUCK OFF BITCH!! you are just plain ANNOYING!!

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basically, i have no idea what’s in a bitch’s mind… she is just plain stupid as the guy is not REALIABLE at all IF she can really steal the guy from his gf… if he is doing this for you, he will still do it again for another girl… so stupid!! and, if a guy likes the way you steal him, or he likes you for being such a bitch, you are such a poor bitch…

or, if you wanna challenge me, please upgrade yourself FIRST, i wont accept the challenge as it will DOWNGRADE myself…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CASEY!!!

*yumyum* we had a great SEAFOOD night!! thanks to casey’s birthday!! basically we just wanna eat seafood, and thanks to her so that we had the EXCUSE to eat SO MUCH SEAFOOD!!

puishan, yean and me went to richmond in the afternoon to buy seafood… we bought oysters, pipis, crabs, mussels, sashimi, prawns, clams, squids… ALL SEAFOOD!! *OMG OMG OMG* so yummy~~~~~ thanks to edwin, carson and yean… they are such great chefs!! and thanks to ME for overcooking the clams… all gone to the bin… shiatzzz…

in the end, too much seafood is no good… stomach pain =( *sobsob*

anyway, such a fun night…!!! =)

our dinner… *slurps*

the CHAMPIONS of the night… *applause*

OMG!! this is such a good candid shot!! i look so god damn innocent!! *yeay* but the ben and the puishan beside me… haihzz… *shakehead*

today is my off day… and i am spending this off day alone… why? because babyden is working… it’s been quite a long long time since i last spent an off day alone and doing nothing…

really feel so god damn bored… dont know what to do… so many people online but dont know who to talk to… i think, everyone has become a stranger to me since i seldom chat on the msn nowadays… surfing the internet… ebay… FRIENDSTER and BLOGS… they are making me feel even lonelier…

went to Zhanshen‘s blog… recalling all the memories when “sifat ke-HC-an” was a hit years ago, and now it’s BACK!!

went to Wheimeng‘s blog… awwww… i feel sad, that he is leaving to uk… although i am seeing him off or he is actually not leaving me, as i already left him and far away from him… i STILL feel sad…

went to Den‘s blog… OMG, LRT!! MERDEKA DAY!! and those people in the pic… again… MEMORIES…

went to Mayvis‘s blog… damn… still the same, no update… gonna give up on this girl…

reading their blogs makes me sad… makes me feel lonely… makes me homesick…

especially i saw this… a picture that my brother posted on his friendster, taken on my brothers’ birthday…

“Family… (Where is jie jie??)“

i wish i could be in the pic… but…

I WANNA GO HOME!!!

*yeay* today is 1st september 2006… my student visa expired yesterday 31st august 2006… and now… I AM ON BRIDGING VISA!! yes!! i already lodged in my PR application, so i am not an illegal migrant… kekkekekeke…

anyway, today is my POPO’s birthday also… happy birthday popo!!

and… tomorrow is dennis’ birthday… gonna celebrate with him and i think my best present for him is… not to win too much of his money on mahjong… *wakkakakakakakakakakakkakaka*

i am back from work… a very tiring day… sleepy… boring… i am so glad that i had babyben’s 6280 with me, so that i could msn for whole day… and guess what, the mobile msn is just plain dumb… it cant support a LONG contact list… when i first used my own msn account on mobile msn, it got disconnected all the time… so that i created a new mobile account with lesser people in list… and it works perfectly… so dumb…

oh by the way, wish me luck on my monday’s interview… damn scared… and i REALLY REALLY wanna get this job… =( i dont wanna be stucked in this shop anymore… *pray pray pray*

goodbye my digi 376 5578… now i can happily annouce my number to the world… coz it is no longer belong to me… =( after 6 years… finally it had decided to leave me… without even saying a BYE to me… I AM SORRY!! it’s my fault… i didnt take good care of you… forgot to feed you properly… haiihzzz…

it had been 6 years since i first started using this number… i had been trying my very best to keep it last 2 years although i wasnt using it all… kept reloading it and had it on roaming together with me… it’s because i didnt want to lose it… i wished to keep it as long as possible…

but this year… i forgot to reload it as often… and when i finally recalled… it already left me, been terminated and been recycled… i cried… really really sad… it’s like losing your loved one… i thought some of my old friends still could contact me through this number after years later… but now, they cant anymore…

i asked for kelvin88‘s help… VINVIN, THANKS!! but he couldnt do anything anymore… it’s too late… the prepaid pack already been recycled into a NEW number in the market waiting for new owner… i am still thinking of buying it back from the new owner… i am still thinking whether i should call the number everyday till the new owner is using it… and discuss with him/her about it…

but then… SHOULD I really do so? can someone please tell me…