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everything seems so quiet these days… i just cant seem to get myself adapted into a HAPPY environment… hopefully soon i can get back to my normal life after moving into my new home… there will be more people to talk to and merrier…

i used to be very happy chatting online all days and nights non-stop… but now… my brain seems to be so empty and i have no mood to chat so much… i couldnt stand it when it is so quiet and lonely… when i was alone on the way out, i kept thinking of her and my tears falling… damn, i cant do anything, i can only keep myself busy busy busy, stop thinking, stay in a noisy environment and all…

and there is someone that i feel secured with, every moment that i am with someone, it makes me feeling so comfortable and no worries at all… but whenever i am not with someone, i start feeling miserable, lonely, helpless, i even couldnt sleep well without someone… and i miss someone so badly… although someone has no special relationship with me, someone seems so important to me…

from now onwards, i have learnt a lesson, never wait a minute to say ‘I LOVE YOU’ or show how much you care to anyone that you love… i already told my family that i love them… i already told my buddies that i love them… and so… i told someone that i love someone too… =)

I hope that…
Ilaria is living happily in Heaven now…
everyone is staying with their loved ones…
everything will be fine soon…

I LOVE YOU!!

Rest in peace…

it’s a bad news… ilaria is no longer with us anymore… we will love you and miss you… forever…

although we were not that close, i still enjoy being your friend… you were such a cheerful girl, cute, and nice… it’s just too surprised that you chose this way to end up your life… i didnt know what had happened… but i am sure that you were very unhappy till this extent… girl, i respect your decision…

i am regret that i didnt manage to give you a testimonial on friendster, i wanted to but i thought of there was still time for me to do so in the future… but…

Ilaria, you will always be in our hearts, no matter what… your msn will forever be offline from now on… i hope you are happier with the way you are now… *LOVE YA*

very very unlucky… at first met the stupid MAS officer who weighted our luggages wrongly and it made us suffer like mad digging the luggages in the public to find what to take out, and the 2kgs mahjong wasnt allowed to come along… *donkey* then i had problem with my hand luggage’s handle!! damn it man!! it’s a NEW one!! first time using it and now the handle already malfunction!! *damn* i couldnt sleep well on the 7hours+ flight!! *suffer* then gotta queue like 3kms long to declare my stuffs, and thank god everything went through, my BOYBOY’s butt is still so nice… and yes, i am back at the boring place… MELBOURNE!!

seeing all these unlucky things happening to me, maybe it is showing that i am NOT supposed to be back!! *WTF* let’s go back~ =P it’ saturday, and i couldnt do anything much, the only thing i could do is… REST!!! yea, i had a good sleep!! and yea i already settled the rental for my NEW HOUSE!! i am no longer homeless… gonna shift in on monday… but HEY, i still need to settle my uni stuffs… *arrghhhh* WHY WHY WHY!! how nice if i am in malaysia, sleeping on my lovely pinky bed in my cutie pinky room everyday doing nothing and need not to worry about all these stuffs…

anyway, thanks for Zeno and Loklok for sending me off… *muacks* and also… thankx loklok for the nice nice bracelet wor… =) hehe…

thank loklok~~ *bibi muacks loklok*

Here comes the only pic that 5 of us took!! it was in front of Zouk after clubbing… and… look at the 2 drunkards… ahhahahaha~~

*tired* just got back from my wonderful trip last night… damn exhausted!! it’s a fun trip with laughters all days and nights… thanks people!! it’s great!!

well, beside the cute people that i had with me, i also bought something for myself!! yeah~~ a BLUSHER from red earth that i couldnt find it here in msia… *good* and also my new LOVER – my BOYBOY… kekekekekeke~~ he is so damn adorable… i am just too much in love with him now… *muacks*

oh yea, and finally i went to ZOUK!! the infamous zouk lar what else… what can i say… hmm… it’s REALLY BIG!! and PACKED!! a lot of Kwai Lous there… erm… but i dont really like it… hahahahahahaha… the music was SO SO or maybe it was because that i wasnt allowed to get into Velvet the trance place just because that i am under 23 years old!!! *arghhh* by the way, at least now i know it… kekeke… and the most MEMORABLE thing was… we, the 5 of us took a pic in front of zouk together… and yea that’s the ONLY pic… coz… there was someone very SMART, he brought a camera but with an empty battery without bringing a charger also… WOOHOOO… wasnt he very the smart? *applause* =P

hmmm… let’s share a few pics taken with my phone…

took this after coming back from zouk… looking a bit blur and tired… hahahahahaha~

me and my BOYBOY the PINK ASTRO BOY!! mayvis and her BLUE TOTORO~

introducing the lengjaiz in the house!! – BOY BOY – *muacks*

FINALLY i am visiting Singapore again after… erm… *counting* 10 years… WHAT THE… damn long right!! alright this time 5 of us, my 100% and i are going together!! wooohooo~~ another trip of us after the new year’s genting trip, that’s making me so damn excited… kekekekekekeke…

but as for this time, we are on a BUDGET trip, everyone is broke!! damn!! no money but still wanna go travel… ekkeekkeke… who cares~~~ and i am on a very very very super tight schedule, as i will be leaving back to melbourne on friday’s night, only a week left but still going to singapore, my mom sounded me… kekekekeke~ i bet we are going to visit ZOUK and shopping and absolutely NO visiting to those dont know what centres, dont know what gardens, dont know what parks… *thankiew*

i will be leaving tonight… so, people dont miss me too much ok… kekekeke… please wish me a happy and safe journey too yea!! or maybe you can wish me to get a bf there also lar!!! *in 3 days? canggih* ahhahahaha…

oh yea, my prettiest teri jiejie is going back to melbourne tonight… SAFE JOURNEY ok!! remember to keep the house clean clean yea, then yuan and i will be back SOON~~

and yea, i have just scanned these 2 pics, they are now looking SO CLEAR than those before… =) *cheers*

p/s: hey, i have found this blog very FUNNY!! feel free to get some laughters from this CUTE DOCTOR *HAVE FUN* =)

i just had my ONLY paper today… not that bad… but i was SO DAMN sleepie while i was doing the paper… those words in front of me were floating on the paper and moving here and there… my godzzz… so blur man!!! and my eyes kept going smaller and smaller from time to time… those numbers that i was counting went like alien figures to me… *damn* i tried so hard to concentrate and do all the calculations carefully… hopefully there wasnt any SILLY mistake ler… *pray*

luckily i was fast enough to finish the paper half an hour before it was ended… the first thing i did was redo all the calculations, in order to reduce silly mistakes… then still around 15 minutes left… GOOD!! *pooop* and i went on resting my MILLIONS KGS head on the table and went on dreaming edi… till the lecturer announced that the exam had ended, i woke up and still feeling damn blur… but still gotta move my butt to go home…

and thank god that i didnt need to wait long for zhanshen to come over… his timing was good… a great thank to zhanshen and wheimeng for waiting for me from 1pm till 430pm wor… *arigato* told ya… my BFS are the best!! =P

it’s the end of my summer course and it’s also time to prepare for the coming new semester… hmmm… time to pack… to get myself back to the god damn boring MELBOURNE!! i am gonna miss KL loads… arrghh… i hate packing… can someone please help me?

wooohooo~!~!~! HAPPY VALENTINES’ DAY!!!

i started my v-day studying for half a day in library… HEY, yea i really STUDIED ok!! not even half a session of msn-ing in computer lab… in fact, i didnt even leave the study TABLES *coz i used up 3 tables in total* except for going to toilet ONLY!! what a good girl man… *applause*

after that… waited for my 1st bf Mr. Zeno to fetch me to join my another 2 bfs Mr. ZhanShen and Mr. WheiMeng… hahahahahahaha~~ YEAP, i have 3 BFS!! so geng leh… usually people have only ONE but i have THREE!! lalalallaa~~ so lucky me!! somemore my all 3 bfs so lengjaiz, so good, so smart… *proud* then we headed to have seafood… *yumyum* after seafood we went for a movie Constantine, and oh well, i think it was SUPPOSED to be a great movie *i heard* but too bad that i was too dumb to understand it, and i have mixed up all the devils and angels… good and bad… ARGH!!! whatever!! damn confusing~~~ and those ghosts were so damn freaking ugly lar!! i covered up my eyes most of the time when those ghosts coming out… hahahahahaha…

seriously, this is my HAPPIEST v-day that i have ever celebrated!! first time celebrating it with my LOVED ones!! eventhough i had a bf on ONE v-day a few years back, i didnt manage to celebrate with him though… *sadz* BUT today was so great!! i had my 75% *basically, i have only 4 friends, so it’s 75% coz 3 of them* with me… hehee… thankx to ANOTHER 25% Ms. Mayvis for not attending so that i could have all the 3 lengjaiz!! kekekekeke… *evil* but she was happily celebrating with her DARDAR-STAR lar, so nice hor…

i wonder, do people make wishes on v-day? but i dont care, i am making… hopefully that our Singapore trip is gonna ON before i leave… and hopefully that my 100% is going to be my 100% forever and ever… =)

i took 5 mins break to take pics in the library… kekekeke

my 75% and i… the 4 jokers… WheiMeng is going into the magic vase…

we are the valentines…

p/s: i have no idea why are the 2 JOKER-pics looking so blur… BUT they are SUPER clear and SUPER nice in real… clearly showing how loving we are… maybe i need a sponsor for a 1.3 megapixels camera phone… *anyone?*

yesterday was the second day of chinese new year, “Cho Yee” and i was so poor thing… it was my PAINFUL CHO YEE… =(

first… i hurt my mouth… when i was having breakfast with my family, i bit my mouth for the FIRST time, i shouted… then after chewing for some time… TA MA DE!! SECOND time at the SAME SPOT!! and i shouted again!! shiat… so pain man!!

then… i went to mop the floor after breakfast… when i was mopping the floor, my hand knocked on a cupboard’s door where the edge was SHARP!! OH MY GODZ… my hand hurt!! a piece of skin came off and i peeled it off~~ after a few seconds… i saw blood flowing out… *madness* i ran down to look for mommie and i couldnt say any word at all beside ‘mieee… mieee…’ and showing my hand to her… then she asked my bro to help me to clean the wound and apply medicine on it… then then then… it was so PAINFUL!! i could feel THOUSANDS of knives were hurting my poor lil hand… and i cried… then my bro kept laughing at me and he told the entire family as a JOKE… *BAKA*

during night time, i changed a new plaster to my poor lil hand… so then i applied this chinese medicine on it… and IMMEDIATELY, i couldnt move… i was STONED!! it was FREAKING DAMN BLARDY PAIN WEIK!! this time i could feel MILLIONS of knives were in action *pokkaizzzz* and this FEELING lasted all night long… this affected my game on both Chor Dee and Mahjong as my hand really couldnt move that much, it’s PAIN ok!! as i could feel the pain even when i was sleeping for the entire sleep… *WHAT THE* and till now at this moment when i am typing this entry… it is STILL PAIN!!

besides… there was this dinner i had with my mom’s family at popo’s house… basically we have this on Cho Yee every year… about 20+ people were there last night AND so many people asked about my HAIR!! *dengz* luckily SOME said that it suits me!! ahhaha… some even said that… i look like Kwai Poh now… with blonde hair… with fair skin… and i assume it is also with Kwai Poh’s BIG SIZE also… *hmmmmzzzz…*

around 11pm… we went out yum cha at BRJ with Zeno, ZhanShen, my broz, JeHaw, Woon Jie and Nhan… after the yumcha session we went home to continue on our GAMES~~ kekekekee… oh well… not to forget to mention, ZhanShen has become my 6th family member!!! ahahhahahaha… he has been in my house on both Cho Yut and Cho Yee edi… let’s see whether he will be here again today… ekkekekeke…

am i a LALA?

LALA again?

poor lil hand…

poor hand is protected by Mr. Plaster… =)

it is so happening out there… fireworks are so nice… firecrackers so noisy… and yea, it’s the first day of chinese new year!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~ =)

but… i am now very… erm… not very happy…

coz… at first i was very happy being my daddie’s hairstylist as he wanted to color his hair!! and hey man, first time in his life… so i was damn excited about it, i bought him a bleach kit from gatsby… the result came out to become quite satisfying after around 40mins… it is something like dark brown… not bad!!

and then there was a bit of left over… so i put it on my new born BLACK color hair… and thinking of leaving there for around 20 mins… maybe can have dark brown too… as my hair is spoilt edi… and i had yellowish hair at the end part of my hair edi… wanna change style!! be more good girl look!! so then… i put on the bleach and went to play game… and… the game was damn exciting… then… OH MY GODZ!! DAMN I FORGOT about the bleach weik!! when i noticed it, it was already TOO LATE!! and now… my whole head is YELLOW!! my godzzzzzzzzzzzzz… how am i going to stay with this LALA HEAD~~ damn damn damn!!

when i showed to my mom… she went like…
‘good mar, now HING ar…’
i was like *SHIAT*!!
then i showed to my dad… he went like…
‘wah, luckily mine not like that…’

HELP!!!!!

sad =(

back part…

INNOCENT LALA~ =P