Now, this is indeed a piece of ART… Modeled by Ericca, Photographed by Ben… HAHAHAHAHHA…
Awwwww… Babybendan took this picture while I was… Reading something? Without me knowing… Natural siaoznyer~~~~!!
My baby is a born photographer while I am a born model~~~!!!
Woooohooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!
P/S: I’m just being lame… Don’t hit me for being stupid… =)
What happens when 2 people are too mouliu, too free, too NBTD…
This happened yesterday when both mother and daughter are LAME~
M2M – Mirror Mirror…
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
I seriously think so… I have always been telling myself that I have studied enough for THIS LIFE, nomore studying for me… I hate studying!!!
But, at this moment, I think I am INSANE… Or, DRUNK? I am thinking of back to study again… *pengsan* Well, mainly because I don’t know what I should do with my this piece of Accounting Bachelor Degree… I don’t want to be an accountant, I don’t want to study CPA…
Somehow, I think I prefer doing something finance related… Funds management, stockbroking, investment… They sound fun to me, especially stockbroking… But, I need PS 146 to be in this industry… In other words, if I really want to do all these, I NEED TO STUDY AGAIN!!! In order to be PS 146 compliance…
Arrrrggghhhh… Mirror mirror hanging on the wall, could you please tell me what to do…
I finally bought myself a pair of PROPER sunnies when I was back in KL… I was so sick of those fashionable-but-sucks-sunnies… They are just a waste of money, because when you have them, you think that “Aiya, so cheap only, who cares lar” then you can’t be bothered to take good care of them… Because “Scratched edi? Throw lar, get another one”… And also the lens actually make me DIZZY… They are just some BIMBO sunnies, only looking good…
I had a hard time finding the right one, some are too big some are too small some are too expensive some colors I don’t like… *BAH* In the end also I bought one that I “NOT QUITE” like… I liked the shape and the size, big enough to block all lights from coming into my eyes… I liked the plastic frame, they are more durable… I liked the price… BUT, I didn’t like the LENS!! It’s too REFLECTIVE!! Damn lala weik!! The sales person actually told me that she could get it changed for me, but it wouldn’t be Gucci lens anymore… I decided to stick to the original lens…
But recently, I STARTED to LURVEEEEEEEEE my sunnies so much!!! Why?
Can you see my eyes?
SO GREAT!! I wore my sunnies while I was on the way to work and I was sleeping behind them!! Wooohooo~~~ Nobody can tell that I was actually sleeping *If I sleep nicely lar, not with the head spinning around and saliva dripping of course*… And guess what, I can now check people out happily!! wakakakakkakakakakaka… I don’t have to worry that people know that I actually looking at them, I can EXAMINE them as much as I want…!!
YEAY!! I love my sunnies!!
Finally, we have gone through all these… Thank you for putting in effort, thank you for trying… I appreciate all that you have done just for me… Happy 1st Anniversary Baby~~~
My present =)
Tiffany & Co Open Heart Chain!!
Happy me and my present…
I always believe in…
1. “若要人不知，除非己莫为” (If you don’t want other people to know, unless you don’t do it) and
2. “有错要认打要企定” (If you are wrong, admit it. Stand still if you are getting punished)
3. “旁观者清” (People who are not involved can judge better)
4. “一个谎话需要用其他99个谎话去圆” (A lie is supported by 99 lies)
P/S: Sorry, I am not sure whether they are the RIGHT translation, anyone wanna help me to make it better, PLEASE do it…
Sometimes people say that I am stubborn that I don’t admit my own wrongs… Usually I will admit it, when I REALLY KNOW that I am wrong… I think I am not that BAD till I do wrong things IN PURPOSE… What I mean is… I do wrong things, but not noticing that they are actually not right… So, I am happy that if you are nice enough to let me know, so that I will try my best to improve myself…
But usually, I don’t EASILY admit that I am wrong, until you can CONVINCE me… OK, I am stubborn… In a good way, because I believe in what I am doing and also not giving in easily… *HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA* sounds like 死鸡 aka DEAD CHICKEN…
I hate it when people tell me that… “You are wrong” with no reason, or when I ask “Why am I wrong”… They will tell me “I don’t know how to tell you”… That is not very helpful and sort of annoying… Or maybe I am too DUMB or too LAZY to figure it out myself… But, I like to listen and know how other people think about it, I love comments… In short, I love *DEBATING* *DISCUSSING*… =P
Sometimes, people tell me that I don’t know how to say things… Yes, I admit that… I tend to say things too STRAIGHT, because I find it very LAZY and TIRED to twist and turn just to make it SOUND NICER… But, who can actually MASTER that? Usually after a few twists and turns, it will lead to another completely different meaning… That will make the idea meaningless… Well, too bad, that is what we call THE ART OF SPEECH, you HAVE to learn how to do it in order to survive in this world… Yes, I HAVE TO and WILL LEARN HOW TO DO IT!! *Grrrrrrrrrr*
Worse still if it is a LIE, you have to keep telling more and more lies to make your MAIN lie SOUNDS REAL… and after a few more lies… it will become “说谎也可以变成习惯,习惯到连自己都不觉得自己是在说谎” (Telling lies can become a habit, till you don’t even notice that you are telling lies)… That is very sad… That’s why I think telling lies is very tiring…
Anyway, what I am trying to say is… People know whatever you do, outsiders can see it clearly, you can’t hide from them… So why waste effort to cover up?
Hmmmm… Not too bad, but not too good too… Now I know why they said I VERY QUALIFIED… Because really DAMN EASY… HAHAHHAHAHA…
Basically, first day, nothing much to LEARN, besides MAC… Yeay, I get to use MAC, which I find it a bit confusing though… And then, follow up orders, packing orders… Then, some customer service… That’s about it I think… Hopefully there will be MORE and MORE things for me to learn soon… As this is only the first 5 hours training…
There was this girl who trained me, and basically I’m to replace her… But, she only comes in 3 days a week and 5 hours a day… And, I was told to come in everyday… So, what am I supposed to do for such long hours… Am I that dumb that I need to use longer hours? PRAY PRAY PRAY that I will have to do MORE TECHNICAL stuffs… Because, I really think that those things that I did today were SO EASY!!!
Good luck…
Wooooohoooooooooooo~~~
YEAP YEAP YEAP!! Finally, I don’t have to sit at home all day anymore!! Oh wait, let me THANK some people first… Firstly, I would like to thank EVERYONE who sincerely wished me luck before… Secondly, which is the most important one, is my Kor!! Thanks kor for the effort of MODIFYING my resume and cover letter… IT HELPS!! You got me my FIRST interview!! And I GOT IT!! wooohoooo~~~~
And then, thirdly, it sounds a bit lame, but still I think it DOES matter somewhat, the THANK YOU goes to my DADDY!! Why? Because all the time I find that “1,4,7” are good numbers for me, I had my house phone number “1714”, my dad’s car plate number “147”, my current house phone number “7141”… And the address that I’m going to work at is “741”… Lame? =P
Oh ya, one more, I need to thank my JIE for giving me such a NICE PERFUME, Amor Amor by Cacharel… Why? The moment I met the person who interviewed me, she said “I like your perfume, smells really nice”… HAHAHAHHAHAHA~~ I’m going to wear that everyday!! =P
Let’s talk about the job, it’s an online baby boutique… So, I’ll be doing some admin jobs there… Although the pay is LOW… But, it’s a good start for me to LEARN and get some experience back… There are some good things about it, that it’s a small company, meaning I’ll have more opportunities to do more other things, meaning ONE-LEG-KICK!! Which is good, I CAN LEARN!! And then, my BOSSES, husband and wife, they are very friendly… And then, I don’t have to dress up like an AUNTIE to go to work, instead, I can wear AS PRETTY AS I CAN… Even T-Shirt and jeans!! CASUAL WEAR!! Hm… It’s located on Glenferrie Rd, near to train station and tram stop… Very convenient…
So, I guess it’s a good start for me… Happy working and happy LEARING to me… Oh, it’s a NEW company, so I guess… Happy growing together too… =)
OMG OMG OMG!! Life is so boring without working… I have to think what to do everyday… And it’s even worse when there isn’t any good TVB series around… That’s bad, really bad… Further more, I’m home ALONE all the time, no sound in the house, I miss the FATTIE lar!! Faster come back weik, you will become roundier and roundier if you continue eating and playing everyday in Malaysia!!! Come back and play with me lar!!
I’m too free, I have to think what to play and what to COOK… Yes, cook!! Because cooking can WASTE more time than just going out to eat, which can keep me busy a little…
Else, I’ll be sitting in front of my laptop, refreshing all career websites to check if there is any new job coming up… Awwwww… How sad is that…
I’m even thinking to start a business since I can’t get a job… But, what business should I start huh? No modal how to start a business huh? Damn~~~~~
OK… I seriously wanna do it the ADULT way here and now… As well as OPEN…
Elsa Lim Ben Yee, (BLOG OWNER OF http://pinkybabysdreamland.blogspot.com)
Let’s make things clear and simple here, ok… I’m sorry for the post, I was just angry because of what you said in your previous entry… I seriously have NO IDEA AT ALL what had happened in the past that making you HATE ME FOR YEARS and you are still talking about it after years…
Why not just clean it, shall we? Let’s have all GUTS here and have all NAMES visible here… AND I know you are reading… Since I have the guts, please for you to have the guts to make things clear too, I can’t do all these alone… Thanks…
1st, all the time I THOUGHT that we WERE friends since CPU, UTS, SUNWAY VU… Remember the time I broke up, sad and down and you were there to be my friends, talking to me on the phone all the time… I really appreciate that… And we used to hangout VERY OFTEN, together with PuiShan… Things were all good…
Until you went to Melbourne… We talked less… I didn’t notice why, probably distance… Until I got to know that you actually told Eevoon that how much you HATE me… And I found out… Of course a normal person would be angry, and would think that “since you don’t like me, why should I like you then”… Till then, we both don’t like each other… And things went like that, YES it’s VERY CHILDISH… And, NOW I’m sick of it, I just find it OLD TIME KIDDY FIGHTS should be left behind…
I don’t want to be enemies for life… Further more, we USED TO BE FRIENDS… Can I know WHY that you started to hate me? And can you PLEASE let me know and I can just say SORRY for that? And can you PLEASE also let things go? Thinking that we won’t be seeing each other, just leave it? Or maybe there are some serious reasons that I was so god damn wrong, at least TELL ME… At least I won’t be thinking that WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU anymore? I seriously don’t want this to bother me anymore…
Back to the topic,
1. I can’t remember saying what things that you bought were ugly and then I bought a same one after that, so, what was it?
2. And then, you said that I always think that I’m a CUTIE… YES, most girls do that, right? You were saying that you were CUTE too… So, what’s the problem with that?
3. You said that I like to make friends with only famous people but not the common people… I don’t understand what you trying to say, but YOU were my friend *at least I thought so*, so were you famous? I thought we were just normal ordinary people… I believe most of the people who reading this post are NOT FAMOUS people out there… I believe they are just ordinary human being…
4. Eventhough I’m a bitch, I’m nobody, but does it give you a reason to HATE ME FOR YEARS till bitch about me all the time? I bet there must be a VERY VERY SERIOUS problem deep down under… Please confront…
5. I said that you were FAKE because, you told people that you were from Monash, in fact, you were from VU… OK, so if you are ashame of being a VU student, me too… But what can we do?
5. ONE SERIOUS THING, I know you were talking about me, but I SWEAR I didn’t post that comment in your blog… Reason, I just wanted to be a SILENT reader, a normal 8 poh that wanna know what you will talk more about me in the future… So, will I be that dumb to tell you that I’m actually reading and then now you will probably stop all the bitching about me? Hope you really understand that and trust me, NOT ME!!!
6. Yes, I’m jobless, I’m useless, I’m future-less, I KNOW…
Then, I am going to post a comment in your blog now, to tell you about this post… I will make sure that you will see it there and also here… So, if you wanna make things clear… PLEASE… But, if you don’t want to, that’s fine… At least, I have already tried my best…
P/S: Since you took off that bitching post, I took off mine as well, fair?