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Bitching is a FUN activity… I’m sure MANY enjoy doing it, especially GIRLS… Yes, I LOVE IT, I’m a typical girl…

I find it happy and interesting, yes, I classify myself as a 8-poh… I 8 about things that I know, or REAL… And, of course, if I bitch about others, I deserve to get bitched in return… I deserve the treatment if whatever you bitch about is true… I have the GUTS to admit it… I’m all ready to be bitched about, because I’m a normal human being, who does wrong things, and have bad attitudes…

But, if you are bitching about something which is not true… Then, we call it MAKING UP stories… Sometimes, making up stories is not easy, you need to be SMART enough to do it and cover it up… But, if you can’t… We call it LOSER!! WHY? First, you don’t even have the courage to admit yourself, no wonder people look down on you… Second, You can’t even cover it up till bursting your own bubbles… This is what we call DUMB… But, if you are still wondering what has gone wrong or what accident has happened, let me know, I’m willing to point it out to you… But, let me POINT AT YOU AND LAUGH AT YOU first…

It’s ok if you like to make up stories to make yourself LOOK better *Look only, in fact not*, and feel like winning… Just want to feel SYIOK SENDIRI… Then it’s up to you… Because this is too LOW CLASS to win… We tell truth to win… We don’t have to fake it up…

I’m now officially 24!! Yes, OLD!!

Well, thanks to those who really wished me sincerely and those who put in the effort to celebrate with me… THANKS PEOPLE!!

But somehow… There are some disappoitments though… Something about “UK > KL”…

Maybe… I’m thinking too much about the NEGATIVE side… OR… Maybe I have been thinking TOO POSITIVE… Well, in the end, I still think too much… Because nothing in between happened… =)

OK, my wish for this year is… TO GET A FULL TIME JOB SOON!! Just to make myself into a REAL ADULT… Not only OLD…

Thanks people who really spent their time talking to me… I really appreciate that… Especially my dearest Wheimeng, the Ah Beng, KCNG, and of course my dear kor… And also my STUPID EX, Esmund that who called me in less than a minute after I smsed him that I needed to talk…

After a very DRAMATIC talking and crying session… We decided to let this HIV VIRUS to stay in our relationship, it will happen when it is supposed to be happening… We not are suiciding…

At least, now we are clear that what’s happening, and we also SORT OF know what MIGHT happen… Just like HIV, you won’t know when is your last day… Or, it might not be active… So, we will just let it be…

I’m back in Melbourne… Been away for a while, back in KL for CNY… Had a pretty busy holiday… Out out out all the time… Till I almost forgot that I actually have a BF in Melbourne… I didn’t call him, I didn’t even have time to talk to him when he called… Sometimes, when I had the time, I didn’t know what to talk to him, so I pretended to be busy… I have been thinking that, since I don’t even care that much, might as well just make it an end…

He picked me up from the airport last night… It’s so cold… Not the weather, but the relationship… It felt so different, not like before… I felt the difference, he felt the difference, we felt the difference… But, nobody wanna make the decision…

Finally, he made the decision… I thought I was hoping for that, I thought I would be happy for the decision… In fact, I didn’t… I felt uneasy… I had a weird feeling… I didn’t want to let go…

What do I want? What should I do? I need help…

最近都听紧 D广播剧，几得意，几有意思，以下呢一段更加为之感动。。。

“成日以为最好嘅仲未出现，但係可能已经错失咗，以前唔明点解人地话旧同学好过以而家 D朋友，佢哋话真挚 D，简单 D，冇竞争。。。

就好似亲人咁，差不多。。。”

究竟，你身边又有几多个咁嘅朋友哩？

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hehehehe… yes, i am crazy… i am too happy… come share my happiness…

Dear Miss CHIN

I am pleased to advise that on 06 February 2007 a decision was taken to grant this visa.

MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA~~~ finally, 5+ months of waiting and worries…

EVERYBODY, MY AUSTRALIAN PERMANENT RESIDENCY HAS BEEN APPROVED!!!!

now i am RELEASED… now i can have a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! wooohoooo~~~~

yeay… finally i have my hair done!! wooohooo~~~ *loving it*

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but but but… i am so poooooooooooooooor now!! =(

please give me a full time job ASAP!! i can hardly survive with my part time job anymore… =(

been very confused considering these 2 options… been hoping to get a job ASAP… but i wanna go back for CNY too… that’s pretty sad when only given to choose ONE of those options…

i am still applying for jobs… hoping for the job to start in march, so that i can have both job and CNY… very happy that i have received few calls for interviews… but they were all immediate start positions… haiihhhzzzzzzzzz…

i think ALL of my friends who applied their PRs around my time ALREADY got it… but me… i am now worried… stressed…

not in a good mood…

i am going to do this first time in my life… and gonna start getting used to doing this… blardee taking the train from zone 1 to zone 3 to work… GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! it’s expensive, it’s time consuming… but well, i still need to go to work… my life, go with it…

but HEARD that zone 3 gonna be removed soon!! faster!! and also hopefully that i will only need to buy zone 1 tickets soon… =)

but damn… it’s 2.30am now, but i cant sleep, feeling gastric pain, feeling wanna vomit… keep burping… DAMN!! i need to get up at 6.45am to go to work… HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!

today is a bad day… very bad i mean…

first, babybendan was getting ready to go to work and found that his car window got smashed… and guess what… some COINS got stolen, maybe less than 5 bucks… but poor him will have to pay 200bucks to repair the window? idiot poor ass, cant you just get a job instead of stealing!!

then, mayvis told me a pretty taiwanese singer died in a car accident…

then, my cousin’s workmate’s husband was drowned too…

then, i got an email from the immigration office, thinking that i got my PR already… but who knows… they need more document from me… the problem is… i dont have internet, printer and scanner with me… i went to the cyber cafe printed the forms and starting to fill up… almost there… and i found that i had to get detaild from my passport!! WTF!! who the hell would bring the passport with them 24/7!! thus, i had to go home and wait for tomorrow to go to the cryber cafe again…

then, i actually made an appointment to do digital perm to my hair tomorrow… but then… i was told that my hair is too dry and i cant do digital perm… SHIATTTTTTTTTT!!!

at least, i am lucky that NETGEAR is here again today… so that i can actually blog out and release a bit… everyone is feeling annoyed today…

TOMORROW MUST BE A BETTER DAY!!