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i think i really have to quit the job edi… else sooner or later i will be fired too…

because… i already no HEART to work for them… i noticed that… i have been very lazy these days… no mood to do sales, no motivation… saw customers pretend didnt see… lazy to explain about the products… always forgot what my boss asked me to do… else do wrong things… see wrong things…

in conclusion, i have made so many mistakes in these few DAYS… even MORE THAN the mistakes i made in few MONTHS…

damn!! i wanna eat eat eat chew chew chew my boss!! she is so damn annoying!!

her face is just so black, just like justice bao… everyday comes in with the my-dad-just-passed-away face or hey-you-owe-me-money face… beh tahan… eh i dont deserve that ok, you ONLY paying me 9bucks… i dont mind if you paying me 19bucks and do that to me… or i think her previous life was TOO HAPPY until she smiled and laughed for the whole life and then this year she cant smile or cant laugh anymore…

and being too kiamsiap is bad… i think everyone in the centre knows that… she asks me for the change even it’s only FIVE CENTS change when she doesnt have the right change to pay my salary… now, i still owe her 75cents, because she paid me 1buck for the 25cents of dont-know-how-many-dollars… i think i should just tell her to KEEP THE CHANGE next time…

what’s more when i was blamed for not arranging the things properly when i was only asked to arrange it till i think it’s good and not given any instruction to do so… but in the end, i thought i did a good job, i was happy with my arrangement… she said i didnt do it properly… what’s worse when i was told to do stock take when it’s almost time for me to go home… damn it!! and she even deducts the 15 minutes break time from the salary while i dont even get LUNCH BREAK…

today even funnier… when i was doing the stock take so i had no time to serve customers, so she served for me… then in the end, she told me “I SO NICE, I DID SOME SALES FOR YOU” wtffffffffffffffffffffff… anything to do with me meh those sales? i got commission one ar? i give you lor the sales… crazy one… FOR ME pulak… in the end for herself only…

please lar… i am looking for a new job!!!

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luckily i found a nice boss now… uncle smoke zone is nice!! i volunteerily to go for a small training session last thursday after work… but he insisted wanna pay me/buy me food/drink… aiseh… then i officially started to work on last friday and every friday… although i only get paid 8bucks there, at least it’s easier, happier and most importantly, i am not alone and i have a nice boss working together with me!!! he even told me to work anytime i want… as he said “come to work when you want extra money” and also no working time limit… he actually told me to work for 8 hours on last friday till 5pm, but he knew that i had to wait for babybendan till 6.30pm, so he asked me to work till 6.30pm… SOOOOOOO NICE!!!

today when i finished working at 5.30pm, as he knew that i had to wait till 6.30pm again, so he offered me to use his shop’s computer to online while waiting for babybendan, and he would leave his keys to me so that i could lock the door when i left… SOOOOOOOO NICE!!!

at least for him, i willing to work more for no pay… isn’t it better to treat me nicer? so that you dont have to pay me and i work free for you? i dont even want to work for you eventhough you pay me, LEARN YOUR LESSON LAR MS. LIVIA!!!

it’s time for some pics… =)

the very nice views…

the very happy faces…

the very sad seafood… *R.I.P*

and then… introducing…

the very lame STEVE and his lovely crabbie…

happily BBQ-ing the VERY FRESH seafood at the jetty with only branches as BBQ sticks, tissue as fire starter, and WITHOUT any artificial flavour… very stone age… (L-R) Edwin’s head, Vincent, Ben, PuiShan, Steve, Fai.

the mussels enemies… (L-R) Carson, Steve, Ben, PuiShan, PuiMun, Yean, Fai.

Dennis the uncle garbage bag…

Crabbies hunters… (L-R) Edwin, Carson, Steve, Fai.

AND… ME ME ME ME… *yumyum*

this entry is specially dedicated to LOKLOK aka Hanz, ZS, and YODA aka Calvin…

thanks for commenting on the previous entry, but NO thankiew for thinking i have ANY LIL BIT for the delivery guy!! NO NO NO!! especially YAP CHANG SHENG!! OMG… now i know our SO MANY YEARS buddieship is so DAN BAO *copied from ____, fill in the blank yourself* one… you think that i so SHUI BIAN one ar!! shiatzzzz… somemore that LIM MEE HUEY, i am not HEN LUAN one ok!! shiatzzzz… all spoiled my image… *grrrrrrrrrrrrrr* I VERY LOYAL ONE OK!!!

stupid loklok also… you cannot say babybendan not cute one oh… although he is a bit naughty sometimes… HAHHAHAHA… but… he is getting BETTER now!! he is a good boy, he is willing to listen and change!! he wanna be a BETTER MAN… *muahahahahahahah* and he is very cute one oh… he got chubby cheeks, nice to pinch and nice to bite… *yumyum*

and NO to delivery guy, because… i dont like him… because… he is ugly… because… he is VERY fat… because… i dont like ANGMOH, my ENGLAND SUCKS, i cant communicate with him…

sekian, terima kasih.

i am feeling so miserable lately… so many things running in my mind… and i dont know how… haiihzzzz…

first, jobs… i wanna quit my current job, but i havent had a job yet… the accounting firm is not replying me properly, they treat me like their clients, always dont do things efficiently… and my current boss actually asked if i wanna work full time for them and be a storeS manager when the other 2 shops are opened… managing 3 shops… sounds cool huh… but… i dont think they will pay me good… and, i really hope to change my working environment, instead of customer service all the time… and the uncle smoke zone beside my shop also asking if i am interested in working at his shop… MAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~ i like him, he is nice… but i think i shouldnt… haihzzz…

second, my dumb ass PR application status has never been updated AT ALL!! even not updating the documents that i already sent in, i am worried that they havent received my documents yet, and i will have to send in AGAIN!! what if they have lost my MEDICAL REPORT? so i have to do it again? *WTF* the worst thing is, i have NO WAY to find out!! shiatzzzz… they are not replying my emails… *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

third, mom dad popo and auntie coming SOON, VERY SOON… but i still have no idea where to bring them to… and i still dont know whether i should EXPOSE babybendan or not… *haiihzzz* it’s not that i dont want to, but i am just scared that… if… negative results coming out… haiihzzz… worse, his mom already offered to invite them to go for dinner and even wanna bring them around… *SWEAT*

fourth, there is this delivery guy that delivers things to the shopping mall that i am working at always talks to me and asked me out last week but i didnt go… he even said that he likes me… and today, he bought me a cup of juice, i felt dizzy after drinking… i was thinking… did he add in something? or just because that i didnt eat enough of food… i think i have been thinking too much… and… babybendan doesnt like him… he doesnt like me talking to him… but i already tried my best to avoid… i cant stop him from entering the shopping mall… i cant stop him from talking to me as well… i always pretend to be busy when he is there already… and i already told him that i have a bf, he even asked me to bring him out together… haiihzzzz…

my invitation letter…

am i thinking too much?

miserable…

wow… such a busy week!! had 3 days off from work to go on a holiday with friends on their semester break… we went to Lakes Entrance, 4 hours drive from melbourne… 3 cars and 1 van… more than 20 people… 3 houses… HAHHAHAHAH…

basically, nothing much, just everything about SEAFOOD!! went crabbing and musseling, they just BBQ the fresh crabs and mussels straight away at the jetty, with branches that we got from the trees nearby… damn siaoz… they were so happily enjoying the trip, but not me… as the weather was too cold for me to get myself wet… and also too sunny for me to stay under the sun… and… i was too scared to go into the water and walk on the rocks… i didnt want to fall on them… all i did was… SLEEP SLEEP and SLEEP… *hehehehehehe*

anyway, at least i had fun gathering together with a bunch of friends… and of course my babybendan… thanks for driving all the way… *muacks*

on wednesday, it was babybendan’s graduation day!!! yeay, finally he is a graduate now!! he bought me a dress to wear on that very special day… kekekkeke… what a good excuse to have a new dress… hehehehe… well, i am looking forward my own graduation in coming november… and welcoming my daddie, mommie, popo and auntie… waiting for them to come… =)

yeay, i started my FIRST office admin role, receptionist yesterday… it was a good start… and i found that OMG it’s not that easy to be a receptionist… HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA… at least, first of all, i had too much of walking, was so damn wrong to wear HEELS!!! the current receptionist was very nice, she was teaching me almost everything nicely… and she told me, we could wear FLATS, and this is why she was wearing FLATS… as we even had to walk to the bank… it’s like a… 15 minutes walk… gosh…

it was a good LEARNING day… from answering phone calls, banking, lodging, mailing, filing… i think the hardest job was to read my bosses handwriting *sweat* usually the bosses will write some small notes to the receptionist to ask her to do something… but the problem is… i couldnt even read them… SHIATZZZZZZZZ… another thing was… australia is TOO MULTI culture… they have too many people from all over the world, and it’s so hard for me to take message from callers… as i couldnt even spell or pronouce their names properly… *DENG*

anyway, the job was pretty boring… but well… what to do… it’s a given opportunity, in order to start my PROPER working life… i need the experience… i have had enough of customer service or sales role… customers SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!

i will be back again to be a receptionist NEXT FRIDAY!! *woohoooo*

oh well, there are a few NEW couples recently… they had been playing hide and seek… sounds very fun huh… quite a surprise though…

anyway, happy to see your new other half… wish you happy =)

to the girls who reading this, please dont be a bitch!! it’s very annoying!! thankiew…

IF YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE…
so great, you dont have to STEAL!!
a nice person, you dont STEAL!!
pretty, you dont have to STEAL!!

you are just an unwanted poor old bitch that have to STEAL people’s bf…

YOU THINK THAT…
you will look nicer when you tell him that i dont look nice?
he will choose you if you tell him that he still can choose?
you sound nicer if you ask him to bring me out together?
you can get him by just calling smsing and msning?

but i think that your skin is just so god damn bloody thick!!

you dont chase a guy after the first meet… it’s SHALLOW!!
and knowing that he has a gf… it’s WRONG!!
and keep contacting him everyday… it’s CHEAP!!
and still trying eventhough he ignores… it’s SHAMELESS!!
and thinking that he will choose you… it’s STUPID!!

i pity you that you have to use private number to call in order to hide yourself when he doesnt pick your number… and you think that people dont know it’s you? DUMB ASS!! you know that you are being IGNORED, but you still have face to try one wor… BULLET PROOF SKIN!!

yes, he is nice, he is cute, he is handsome, he is good… you dont have to tell him, everyone knows that… BUT so? he is MINE!!

and i think VICKIE is a nice name, it’s WAYYYYYYYYYYYY too sweet for you, get a name that suits you… FUCK OFF BITCH!! you are just plain ANNOYING!!

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basically, i have no idea what’s in a bitch’s mind… she is just plain stupid as the guy is not REALIABLE at all IF she can really steal the guy from his gf… if he is doing this for you, he will still do it again for another girl… so stupid!! and, if a guy likes the way you steal him, or he likes you for being such a bitch, you are such a poor bitch…

or, if you wanna challenge me, please upgrade yourself FIRST, i wont accept the challenge as it will DOWNGRADE myself…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CASEY!!!

*yumyum* we had a great SEAFOOD night!! thanks to casey’s birthday!! basically we just wanna eat seafood, and thanks to her so that we had the EXCUSE to eat SO MUCH SEAFOOD!!

puishan, yean and me went to richmond in the afternoon to buy seafood… we bought oysters, pipis, crabs, mussels, sashimi, prawns, clams, squids… ALL SEAFOOD!! *OMG OMG OMG* so yummy~~~~~ thanks to edwin, carson and yean… they are such great chefs!! and thanks to ME for overcooking the clams… all gone to the bin… shiatzzz…

in the end, too much seafood is no good… stomach pain =( *sobsob*

anyway, such a fun night…!!! =)

our dinner… *slurps*

the CHAMPIONS of the night… *applause*

OMG!! this is such a good candid shot!! i look so god damn innocent!! *yeay* but the ben and the puishan beside me… haihzz… *shakehead*