Author: eRiCCa

well, decided to stay away from the house for some time… at least, not feeling that i am surrounded by some people who hate me… i feel better… and also a K session that i didnt sing and drink much… well… i bet it’s still better than staying at home doing nothing…

and i met this ENERGETIC guy chatting with me EARLY in the morning… yes, very early… 5am… and he is living in FRANKSTON, hell far man!! probably more than an hour drive… and he suggested that to have McD as BREAKFAST at 6am in the city… siaoz man this kid… but of coz… i wasnt that mad to play along… hahahahahaha…

and then was happily chatting with my NEW friend, Jason… kekekekeke… he is kinda related to SO MANY people that i know… haha, but just got to know him recently through jeff > jonathan… EH WAIT!! now i noticed!! they are all J’s!!! oh yea, and this jason is funny and sometimes can give good opinions… and his lame arse character really lead our conversation to a very crazy one… anyhow, a nice chatting partner i would say… and because of him, i only got to sleep at 8am… *bah* i actually forced myself to sleep at that time before we actually FINISHED chatting… hahahahaha…

finally this energetic kid from frankston came down to have dinner… ahhahaha… but he didnt join me for dinner but went with wkkay instead… then we met up at lin contro for a gossiping session… one thing that i must mention, THIS KID CANT DRIVE!!! ma de~~ he was driving like he’s in INITIAL D… bugger… luckily PRINCESS ME is now safely home!! duh~~~ hehehehe… and he said that i am a SCARY + CRAZY PRINCESS as i look like i BITE… no, i dont simply bite… i am not a BIATCH… oh yea… and CUTE too~ =P

it’s not the first time… it’s not the first time being an invisible person in the house… and god knows what’s the reason…

i dont know WHY everyone knows about something but not ME!!! and they always THOUGHT that i know, so that they never thought of telling me… i wonder… did i install SPYCAMS all over in the house… or i am just like an ET that could FEEL anything that is happening…?

i remember that i usually tell or ask everyone about any up coming plan… but… i am always the one being left out… do i look like that i am so damn INDEPENDENT…? or am i a tiny small lil ant that people cant notice my existence…? or am i the very ugly one that they dont even wanna see me…?

it’s really funny when one came to ask me ‘you are not going?’… and i got shocked like GOING WHERE!! i didnt even know what’s going on when i saw everyone already ready to go!! oh and yes, even JEFF was ready to go as well… 5 of them… and i guess the reason must be… the car can only fit 5… i bet i am out of the OFFICIAL family members, macy and jeff are the ones…

i have this weird habit which i dont like people to LOG OUT my msn… not even when i am away or sleeping… I JUST LOVE TO HAVE IT ON ALL THE TIME!! so what!! that’s my choice!! just leave me alone, it’s MINE!!!!

and i remember there were 3 persons who did that and i got real angry!! and now… there is this 4th person here!! i really dont know what i can do to him anymore… i scolded him and already mad at him… he is now really GOOD while i am around… i see him using Windows Messenger all the time…

BUT… how come i always have MISSING msgs while i am away…? people been asking me ‘why no reply’… i dont even get the msgs and how am i going to reply… but they actually have sent me some msgs… but why all these GONE MISSING!! and usually i get msgs waiting for me when i wake up from the dreamland on the next morning… and why all there GONE MISSING TOO!!

i remember the last time i did to TEST my brother was i left some msgs UNREAD before i went out… when i got home, those msgs already gone… now you know… he signed out the msn before, i asked and he admitted it… *forgiven* last night, i kept a window with msn game on… i was actually half way playing that game but decided to continue this morning… BUT HECK!! it’s GONE now in the morning!! ma de!! it’s either this PK signed out my msn or he closed my windows… *farker* CAN I JUST TAKE A BROOM AND WHACK HIM OUT OF THE ROOM!!

farking annoying!!!!!!! why are you disturbing my life!! why cant i live the way i want…

i can no longer face the comp 24/7 – he wanna use…
i can no longer talk anything on skype – he is around…
i can no longer change in my room SAFELY – he enters the room WITHOUT knocking the door…
i can no longer enjoy my SINLGE life – his stay in my room is suspicious to others…
i can no longer have MY smile in the room – his smell is stronger till i need to use air freshener…

OK OK OK, i know that i sound like BIATCH… but heck, I AM A BIATCH… so what say you!! *DUH*

and he even thinks that everything in the house is his… he even thought of using OUR car without asking for permission… till i asked him whether he gonna use the car and he asnwered me “YES”!! MA DE HELL!! who the hell on earth PERMITTED him to use the car!! wahlaoo… i had no idea what to answer and i asked him to ask robin first… and of coz, robin wouldnt say no… but… that’s a MANNER thingie ok… at least ASK first weik instead of thinking that it’s yours and you can do whatever you want and use whenever you want…

BLARDEE HELL~

was browsing through friendster and i found that there was this status that we could use… it’s complicated… hahahaha… what a good status!! and then, i changed mine to it’s complicated too… p/s: i think Zoe needs that too… =P

i usually like to say that i am single but not available… but this is not a COOL way to say it, let’s bear with it’s complicated… hahahahhaha… i am PHYSICALLY single, but not single MENTALLY… my mind is attached to someone and i am not interested in ANYONE or ANY RELATIONSHIP… hahahahaha… further more, i am MARRIED!! hahahah… yes!! i am married to my LOUGONG *muacks* hahahahaha… sounds funny eh…? sounds complicated eh…?

well… it’s true that something is better to be left unknown or unclear…

just told my mom about the result this morning… basically, i need to thank cheryl darling for doing that for me… i didnt dare to do so… she was the one who helped me to tell my mom through msn… and i was like a CHICKEN hiding at the back…

very surprised that my mom was real calm… she didnt say much and didnt express any anger… and not even disappointed… my godz… she must be too hurt…

she left me this before she went offline…

AnnChin says:
oklah u plan for yourself lah……….be more aggressive, hardworking…..aim for better future….

my very very very last chance… nomore delaying… i need to graduate in april 2006!!!! *study plan in progress*

after last night’s farewell party for Andrew at Y2K… many people went… and i thought of leaving early coz of meeting up with someone… but then who knows, he wanted to join too… so all of us were there till the party ended…

finally met up again after so long, feeling no longer that strong, no longer that excited… but still, feeling good being together, having that old good friends feeling, feeling so naked…

but at least, this meet up tells me that he is not that important to me as i thought before… i dont like him as much as i thought too… this morning, i asked him some questions and also revealing the truth that he is still with his gf… and also prove that i was WRONG assuming that he is a good bf… because a good bf wont be seeing other girls when his gf is not around…

thankx god… i am out of him… hmmm… and i am kinda happy talking to him like a friend again… and really thankx that i am not his gf… i wouldnt want my bf to see other girls behind me… and i told him that i feel happier being his friend than his gf… he even answered me ‘maybe’… hahahahahahaha…

looking at the date… 1st of august… i am dead…

Please please please people out there!! get me a room in the city…!! not for me of coz… but for JEFF!!!! move him to the city!! go go go!!

ARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH~!~!~!~! ever since he came, my room is no longer my room… i dont like heater, but he on heater most of the time saying VERY COLD but only wearing tshirt and shorts!!! and my laptop is no longer my laptop!! he uses my laptop more than me!!! i have no chance to face my laptop 24/7 like i used to be… i have no time to talk c*ck in the HUB, i have no time to browse LYN, i have no time to read BLOGS, i have no time to bullshiat on msn… and damn it, MY MSN!!! stop logging off my msn without my permission!! *WTF* MORON!!!!! i am now MAD edi… it’s not the first time telling him not to do all these, and he is not listening!!! and i am FARKING PISSED NOW!!! till i dont feel like talking to him!!!

DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!

haiihzz… it’s been a long time since my last update… life is so boring… nothing’s much to jot down…

my life now after my spanish final exam is like a… hmmm… well, i should say that i have just started my HOLIDAY!!! yes!! but heck, it’s just A WEEK!! *ma de* so i am now enjoying my holiday as much as i can… i SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP… yea, non-stop sleeping till my mom cant actually see me online… kekekekekekek… for example like last night i slept from 12am till this afternoon 12pm… then i started sleeping again at around 5pm till 8pm… damn syiok sleeping… =)

my all day friend is just jeff and jeff… seeing him everyday and night… *BORING* but anyhow, i am glad to have him as my maid, driver and cook… =P and for FREE!! wooohooo~!~!~! BUT BUT BUT… it’s not good having him here also… as… he always disturb my sleep… always use my laptop and so i dont have a chance to use… then always ask me this ask me that… *TA MA DE* irritating betul!!!

255 the new club opened last night, and so so so many people were there everyone expected it to be a great night… so damn crowded, couldnt move, couldnt breath, couldnt dance, couldnt drink, couldnt hear the music… ok… in conclusion, couldnt club…

the funniest part was one of the friends told me that the bar tenders were refering to the recipe book while making drinks… what the hell… damn EXPERIENCED wor… and imagine, human talking voices are much louder than the music… further more, the air condition was really bad… all these made me feel like i was in a PASAR!! not market in melbourne, market in melbourne is still better… but the PASAR in malaysia, smelly, noisy, hot, crowded… the difference is… there were lengluiz in this pasar and we need to pay aud15 to enter the pasar… and then, i left after standing there for an hour without any drinking…

anyway, sorrie to cheryl darling and virlyn… i really not into the mood man… =(

before i went to clubbing last night, i went to meet up with my primary schoolmates… KahYong leaving today, so we decided to meet up… but heck this fella been in australia for 1 year and hided himself in the stupid gippsland… till gonna leave only meeting us up… *WTF* at the same place, Lin Contro, i saw one whole gang of familiar faces there… it was the church gang!! knowing that ronnie also going back for good this afternoon, i guess, it was his farewell party too… beside that, I SAW SOMETHING!!!! arrrrgggghhhhhhh *fine*

so happie seeing people leaving happily going back for good… *envy* when is my turn man…

sent chan yee off to the airport on tuesday’s night and it was a very dramatic night… chan and yuan didnt have the chance to have the last hug and not even a hug just because of 2 seconds late… chan yee had to leave while yuan was RUNNING there… and chan yee was forced by the security guy to go in, she slowly walked in, was hoping to see yuan again… the door closed, chan went in… and yuan arrived… really dramatic… yuan kept asking W-H-Y… WHY WHY WHY didnt chan yee wait for her… and her tear dropping… *poor yuan*

after 1+ hour waiting in the airport, finally my new housemate arrived… Jeffrey from malaysia… he is now temporarily staying in my house till he got himself a place to stay…

brought him to the bank yesterday… and i saw 3 cute piggie banks on the table and so i asked the attendant how to get that… he told me that it costs 50bucks!! *MA DE* but then, after a minute, another CUTE CUTE CHUBBY UNCLE passed the piggie to me!! and FOR FREE!! *muaahahahhahahahahahaha~~~* probably he thought that the piggie was my long lost sister… =P anyhow… I LOVE PIGGIE

my piggie…. so adorable…

my piggie and i… muacks… *ignore the ghost behind*

jeff and i…