Category: eRiCCa

oh man~ finally CTG last show was PERFECTLY ended tonight!! yeap!! it was really happening and we went for a supper together to celebrate it!! 9 tables of us, imagine that… the whole production including, casts, props, lighting, make up, sound, costume… blabla… it was such a GRAND supper we had~~ but the food was OK… and the COKE was FANTASTIC!! ahahah… why? coz it was AUD8 for 1 bottle of 2 littres coke… *my godzz*

well, this end was what i had been waiting for… hoping to get released from this busy CTG, hoping to get myself more free time… but, tonight, i saw people crying… my casts hugged me… they cried… i ALMOST, luckily i could control myself… i asked myself not to look at those crying babies all around…

and now i am back at home, sitting in front of my laptop typing out this blog… at this moment, i really feel like crying… suddenly, all come into my mind, i miss those moments when i shouted for alice to put on make up, asked her not to move around and talk too much, we made fun of each other… and i miss jing when she insisted to put on make up herself but ended up in a mess and i had to redo for her, she’s cute… both my casts, alice and jing… and now i recall those words they told me tonight and the hugs they gave me just now… gooossssshh… *my tears falling…* FARK!!!!! and i still wondering, will i join CTG again next year… *question marks*

hmm… to be frank, tonight was the most happening night for me in CTG, at least, i talked a lot tonight… and i got to know more people tonight… but the sad was… they commented on me that i LOOK WILD… my godddzzz… DO I~?!?~! oh man, i was so sad for that, i dont wanna look wild ler… but they told me it’s good!! *question marks again* and they told me guys like wild looking girls *question marks again and again* awwww… whatever, i dont bother edi!! =P

first of all, people please call me dumb ass ok… i appreciate it very much coz i am the 100% pure one~~ *thankiew*

today is really not my day~~ i was rushing like hell for the assignment last night, i almost cried when i found nothing from the internet… i was really stressed and last night was the very first time that my tears REALLY fell down coz of ASSIGNMENT!! what a memorable day, first time in my life!! and then i asked help from people… and here, a big big HUGGIEZZZ to Mr. NeBo PRA+PTAS, Ms. LeeLi Piggie, and Mr. Bugz, thanks for helping me to search for information… and of coz, i must mention that the Mr. Nebo PRA+PTAS (Personal Research Assistant + Part Time Accounting Student), did the great job!! *arigato~* then after gathering all the points, i started to VOMIT 1500 words, but then i was damn sleepie at 3am… so i went to sleep… hehehe…

this morning, i woke up at 8am HOPED to finish the 1500 words, but then… i ended and printed out at only 1100 words, arrgh… who cares!! and then… there was a test today too!!! and i didnt study for the test coz of the assignment!! yea yea yea~~ how smart!! when i reached the class to attend for the test, and i heard the tutor saying the assignment is supposed to hand in NEXT WEEK!!! i was like… *OH FARK!!* fine~~ and the worst part was… i screwed up my test!! how smart am i man~~~

*** sorrie to ronnie, sorrie for scolding you like a mad cow, and i even yelled out THAT WORD that i long time didnt say… haha… meaning that i was really mad, sad and stressed and you called to POUR COLD WATER!! *dai sei*
*** 18 years old kiddo, i had 7 missed calls and 2 smses from you… haha… i was looking at the phone vibrating but not answering it, coz… i was really MAD!! sorrie~~ but then, i really hope that you not going to call me ANYMORE~

this post specially dedicated to ZhanShen:

i cant believe it man!! isnt it that our birthdates are too CLOSE, only one day difference so that you can really read my mind huh…? to be frank, i have been really crazy for this song recently, my room mate and i… we listen to this song EVERYDAY and keep on REPEATING only this song… I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!

and this morning when i saw your msn msg, asking me to download SOMETHING from http://zhanshen.net/vianyee, i started to wonder what was that… and i saw it was a MP3 file… till i finished downloading, i opened it… and, FARK man!!! i was so surprised!!!!!! and it was the first time i could FEEL SO TOUCHED by the song itself, and YES, i bet people who know me, should have guessed that i already turned into a CRYING BABY at that moment…

seriously, i used to love this song coz of it’s NICE… but then, from today onwards, i realised that the song really meaningful to me and to you people in KL… i dont know what’s the reason behind for you to send me this song, but i am impressed by the lyric, it’s so true about us… we are so far apart… and everything in the lyric seems to be so true and real… i miss those days, i miss everything… thankx man!! =)

i really cant help myself falling into a very complicated mood, my tears keep falling now, the song has been playing again and again, and you people are in my mind always, and… I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU!! YOU GUYS ARE TOO IMPORTANT TO ME!! i will be back soon!! beside ZhanShen, WheiMeng, Zeno, WeeHong and Mayvis… *muacks*

欧得洋—孤单北半球

用我的晚安陪你吃早餐
记得把想念存进扑满
我望着满天星在闪
听牛郎对织女说要勇敢
别怕我们在地球的两端
看我的问候骑着魔毯
飞用光速飞到你面前
要你能看到十字星有北极星作伴
少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管
别怕我们在地球的两端
看我的问候骑着魔毯
飞用光速飞到你面前
要你能看到十字星有北极星作伴
少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯
你的望远望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管
少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯
你的望远望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管

oh damn!! it’s the first day of class after having the 1 week break… but i couldnt feel that i had any break man!! coz i was so damn busy for CTG!! oh man~~ how sadzzz it is…

moreover, it was drizzling in the morning, kinda windy, around 14 degrees, really putting me to a sleepy mode… but well, i must go!! so i went… oh no… my lecturer didnt come today!! arghh… wasting my energy and my time!! *angry* so i headed to Post to pay my handphone bill… when i was at the post, i couldnt find my bill, what the heck man, where has it gone to…??? arrrr, maybe it’s at home yea, oh fine…

and here i am home!! but still, WHERE IS MY BILL?~!?~?! and today is the last day for me to pay!! or else, it will charge to my credit card BUT my credit card has been suspended!!! oh man~~~ terrible hell!! nah~~~ damn unlucky me!!! anyway, i am going to search from the ceiling to the floor in my apartment for my BILL!!!!!

oh yea, i met a lady just now, she said that she was from china and she asked me for the direction to chinatown… so i showed her the way… but then, i found that she talked very strangely… she spoke mandrin to me, i so i replied with mandrin, but then she was talking with cantonese slang… and so i tried to reply her in cantonese but then she insisted speaking mandrin to me… hahaha… kinda funnie…

this is how i looked while blogging this entry…

my cap was actually to protect me from the rain…

haiihzz… been so busy for CTG, chinese theatre group, and dont get me wrong, i am not one of the casts… but only one of the make up crews~~ yeah…!!! i act like a PRO!! ahah… but i am not… =P at first, i really kinda angry with this thingie… really damn busy man!! almost everyday i gotta reach there at 3pm then until 11pm… it takes all of my time!! and i cant even work for 2 weeks, meaning that i am jobless and incomeless for 2 blardee weeks man!! how saddddzzzz…

but then, when i look at everybody, all crews, casts… everyone is doing their bests although everyone is really tired… so i think i guess i shouldnt have sounded so much huh!!! well, it’s kinda fun too… i have a chance to interact with more people and also it’s a new experience to me =)

well, tonight was the first real show, we were really proud of ourselves, as we did a great job!! a very successful show~~ people crying at the end as it was really touching… the responses were real good… we are hoping to do better tomorrow!! *gambatte*

anyhow, i hope to say SORRY for what i have done…

wow!! not too bad man the Reclaim i went last night!! it’s a refreshment to me for not clubbing for… 3 months? ahahahahaa… but then it’s really cool as i met up with so damn a lot of people there!! it’s a huge event i can say~~ my primary school friends, taylor’s college friends, laksa king colleagues, some other friends, high school friends… wahlao, it’s just a like ALL-IN-ONE gathering man!! and yea, i met new friends too!! but i dont think those are FRIENDS, ahahhaa… by just introducing ourselves at the dance floor…

the whole night i spent so much money on phone calling!! calling this calling that to ask for location… as there were too many people and there were 3 clubs, Odeon, Heat and Mercury! it was so difficult to find people man!! but then it was fun while people touched your head, called your name while you were enjoying the dance and music, as those were your friends!!!! kinda happening too… i even shuffled with my heels, what the hell, really dumb!! ahahhahah… and i guess, i didnt drink too much last night, 2 tequilas, 1 cowboy, 1 151, 2 chivas coke…

too bad that i didnt take pics of that… saddddzzzz… i went with my newly bought top and heels man!!

wooohoo… finally i have my royal show’s pics with me now!! *yea yea* anyway, THANKS to Teri jiejie, Andrea muimui, Nhan and Herman for this FUN DAY we had… =) *cheers*

black and white pigggieeeesss… SooOOooOOOoooOOoo cute!!!

my white horse prince and me… =)

andrea, purple bear and me…

VERY CHUN police car!!!

3 cousins…

me, nemo and teri jiejie…

herman, teri jiejie and nhan…

it’s a sunday here, and as usual nobody will be at home, so what can i do?? well, so went to showground for the royal show with my 2 lovely cousins, and my cousin’s bf Nhan and a friend, Herman… erm… 15bucks, kinda worth it though, coz you really could spend the whole day there… it’s SUPER BIG and many things to play, to see though…

but i was not into those games, those fun fair games that we usually play in malaysia, and to win those ugly immitated soft toys… oh no~~ those rides were good!! really exciting rides!! but then… i didnt dare… ahahha… but it’s expensive though, 6bucks a ride… *arggghhhzz* but then i spent a lot on FOOD lar!! hahaha… kept eating!! haiihzz… 40bucks gone in 4 hours… oh sadzzz…

hmm… there were some pics that i took but then with my FATTIE cousin, too bad, cant post any…

when i got home, nobody at home, i felt so lonely, then i suddenly again DEEPLY IN LOVE with my LOUGONG~~~ i love him so much!! *muacksss*

lonely… take pics… self entertaining…

i love you lougong… *hugz*

*muacks*

oh no~~ what’s the time now? 1.36am… i got a call just now… haiihzzz… and he told me that he didnt call me last night coz his phone nomore credit, and he was using his friend’s phone to call me… OooOOOooOOOoooOOOooh…

haihhzz, i also pity him lar, one minute one buck, averagely he calls me half an hour a day… 30bucks… pooor little kiddo… haiihzz…