Category: eRiCCa

well… it’s 2am now, i am still awake here coz i slept too much in the afternoon and feeling sad and lonely… i talked to my uncle, popo and mom just now… i felt so warm talking to them… i felt the care and the love… i felt like crying just now, BUT NO WAY!! i dont dare to cry out, i cant let them know about this… so that they wont worry about me… but then it’s really hard man… how i hope i can have all of them with here with me… i dont like the life i am having now… seriously hate it!!!!

well, i got this fowarded mail, and i find it quite interesting… hehehe… share with you guys, and erm… yea, what do you think of me then? i am a march baby here… *grinz*

MARCH:

Attractive personality. – am i?
sexy. – really?
Affectionate. – yea, i think i am TLC.
Shy – yea, i am shy… sometimes.
reserved. – yes yes yes!
Secretive. – keeping secrets to myself =)
Naturally honest, – i am honest for sure!
generous – to people that i like.
sympathetic. – confirmed!
Loves peace – yea, dont fight, dont bully me…
serenity. – dont think so.
Sensitive to others. – i am always sensitive.
Loves to serve others. – coffee, tea or ME?
Easily angered. – dont play play…
Trustworthy. – oops, dont trust me please…
Appreciative – yea, i appreciate all good things and people.
returns kindness. – depends…
Observant – yea, i am 8, i observe a lot!! so?
assesses others. – sometimes lor… =P
Revengeful. – dont mess with me!
Loves to dream and fantasize. – wow, my best subject!
Loves traveling. – fun fun fun!
Loves attention. – why not?
Hasty decisions in choosing partners. – huh? then why am i single for so long?
Loves home decors. – yea, nice and cute one!!!
Musically talented. – i am not… sorrie…
Loves special things. – yeap!!
Moody. – wah, i think everyone knows about this! haha…

p/s: anyone wanna know about youself, let me know ok…

first of all, i screwed all 3 papers and i wanted to have a rest and relax myself a bit after struggling for so damn long… so i went to this CARE GROUP thingie, and yea, it was fun… although the game was SUPER lame!! ahahha… i enjoyed myself there, oh yea, i like those people there… they are nice and funny… especially… hehehe… not going to mention HER name here… but she is really amusing, friendly, crazy, fun… NICE!! i have this kinda feeling that, when i look at her, wow, everything moody GONE in just a second… coz she is too funny edi!!! and this is why i CONFESSED to her that i like her, hahaha… damn, i am not LES lar, i am still waiting for my DREAM GUY to pop out… dont think too much!

oh yea, suddenly i had a call with private number then i picked up, oh it’s MOM!! hahaha… she asked me,
‘you fainted ar?’
i laughed, and i asked her,
‘do you think people can still modify msn nickname to tell you that they are fainted IF they really fainted?’
wahahaha… damn funny lar my mommie!!

after the care group, we went for karaoke!! wahlao, i think… there were 24 people in the gang, and no room for us… we gotta K at the lounge… oh nvm, i still enjoy K-ing myself without mic and sitting very syokly on the sofa… hehehe… but then, a bit short ler the time we K for… haiihzz… and then after the K session, there came this POTONG STEAM session, we wanted to get into Amber to club, but then… i didnt bring ID… and the Q was damn long as well… so sad yea… and SORRIE for the GUYS who brought IDs and wanted to get in… SORRIE SORRIE SORRIE… then very sadly we went for supper… haiihzz… with the sad and potong steam mood, came home, DAMN! even more potong steam… i saw my room was empty… haiihzzz… means… i gotta sleep alone again… how sad… and who cares lar, it’s 4am, too tired to think about the fearness and sadness…

what a potong steamiest day!!

i am back at home after the dumb dumb paper!! and… haiihzz… you guys know lar… yea, it was BAD!! damn it… damn cheating man!!! it stated there only can have 20 double sided pages of notes, but hell those people brought like a big STACK of it and they didnt even bother to check /UNFAIR\… and i heard sunway vu can bring in 30 pages /UNFAIR\… what the hell!!! and i didnt have enough of time lar!!! when i wanted to write down my new points… suddenly… no… time’s up /UNFAIR\… my god… really *faint*

i am leaving melbournie uni law library in 5 minutes… i will be heading to melbourne showground… to sit for my corporate law exam… my 3rd paper!! i am scared… damn!!! then after the 3 hours exam, i will be going to RELAX!! yea…!! *bless me yea baby* i know you will… muacks…

what the hell… i am in the library again!! damn it!! it has been around a month for not having proper lunch and dinner edi~~ what the… i think i am going to hate library very soon… sick of it man… but wait, i am still loving it till 1st of july, yea my last paper!! dumb dumb!! and damn, by the time i can fly like a bird, everyone has gone to nowhere edi… poor little me… haiihzzz…

nvm, luckily i still have this baby here together with veron and andrea~~ yeah…!! it’s good enough to keep my days cheerful~~ baby baby i love you forever and ever, say you love me too, whisper to me baby… oh yea, thanks baby… *p/s: i am not crazee, seriously not*

come on!!! let’s celebrate it!! i am a new born baby today!! and i am going to have a new life from today onwards!! yea yea yea… ahahahah… i have decided to throw all the sadness away and to be a real simple person… not to care too much and bother too much, trying to be more self-centered… not to worry about others too much… only me, myself and i… and for some reasons, i have deleted people who make my life bad from my msn and icq list… yea… nomore history!! that’s cool… so they will never appear again!! and i am not going to give a damn anymore!! just do whatever you guys like, go ahead!! i have no interest in anyone’s anything anymore… *yeahhhh…*

it’s father’s day man!! any plan out there with daddeee? hmm… too bad i am not around to accompany my daddee ler… how sadz, he must be feeling lack of something important on this father’s day… =P

anyway, i have sent him an e-card, hoping that he can view it ler, coz… he… doesnt even know how to ON the computer… hahahaha… mommie and brothers will help him i guess… =)

i dont know why, i feel a bit upset for not being at home on this special day… i used to be at home every year… but not this year… and i remember there was once, i went to my friend’s place on saturday’s night, planned to stay over there on that night to have some fun as it was a gathering there… but then, i thought of father’s day on the following day, then i started to cry… i felt so guilty to have fun with friends and not being together with daddeee on this special day… then i called up daddeee to fetch me home… yea, he came!! and i went home!! i felt happier then… =) how nice if i can just make a call now, asking daddee to fetch me home? *dreaming*

anyway, hoping daddee to be happier and happier, cuter and cuter…

i dont like friends lar!!! deng!!! get what i mean, i dont like my FRIENDS!!!! no worries, i still love my FAMILY BUDDIES a lot… you guys are the BOMBS~~ but not my so-called FRIENDS!!!

i really have to start thinking and filtering my friends list man!! bullshitzzzzzzzzz… i dont like my friends to break promises, i dont like my friends to have HIDDEN INTENTIONS to be friends, i dont like my friends to like me and dislike me and like me and dislike me… i dont like i dont like i dont like…

i want my mommieee, i want my daddeee, i want my family buddies, i want my baby angel…

people!! thankyou!!! thanks for the support!! bigger-thank awards go to the following:

– a huge thank to my dear mommie, thanks for the emails, msgs, and also consoling me after i did the paper badly…
– a sweet thank to my dear fattie cousin yuan!! hey, you do better yea, i am waiting to see you here in melbourne =)
– a warm thank to my dear buddy wheimeng i really LOVE the ecard you sent me, it really touched me… i have saved it as my favourite and also made it available while offline… no matter it’s the n-th time i am reading it, it still tear me… love ya…
– a special thank to my dear buddy zhanshen, thanks for all the nice songs, i have saved each of them with the name of ‘zs-blabla.mp3’… hehehe, it seems like you are the singer yea!! who cares, i like it and they tear me too… love ya too…

i gotta sleep earlier, tomorrow gotta wake up earlier, another library day… and also more papers are waiting for me… and sadly, i am now home alone… my housemate and roommate left me alone… =( *lone-lone-lone-lone-lonely*