Month: September 2004

wooohooo… i am back, and i am so happy~~~ ahahha… dont get me wrong yea… i just got back from Fitness First!! 1… 2… 3… 7… 9… *lost count* i really no idea when was my last visit to FF edi… very long lar!! at least, i had already missed 2 sessions of personal training lar!! i paid for 3 sessions and only went ONCE!! and now all gone edi… what the hell!! meaning more than 2 weeks i didnt go to FF edi… oh no… wasted my monthly fees somemore… there you go my 60bucks!! *arrrrghhhzzz*

so i decided to go after the dumb assignment!! woohooo… enjoyed so much… and i saw my DEAN there, my lengjaiz personal trainer *nah* he is not that lengjaiz lar… but then i didnt wanna see him!! coz i FFKed him twice of the appointments… shiiiaatt… hopefully he didnt see me and couldnt recognise me… *hide* then i enjoyed my STEAM so much~~~ was sitting there with my eyes closed, dreaming of something… so nice~~ then went to a great shower!! ahaha… really took long time to shower!! and… oh yea, in the changing room, can really see BOOBS here and there, i cant imagine that i can do it one day… they can just taking off theirs bras and slipping off their panties while talking to each other… *wooohooo, respect* and i cant… =( they have big boobs to show off… i gotta hide myself… but the good thing is, everyone is doing the same thing, nobody will stare at you… haha…

oh yea… let’s look at the following pics… =)

hahahaha… my floor after the corp law assignment war… fulled with notes… =P

the stoopid PIRATED THAI POCKY!! i thought it was the ORIGINAL JAPANESE POCKY!! they look the same!! but the taste BIG DIFFERENCE!! i wanna sue them!! conned my money and also made me sad+disappointed… coz i thought i could eat my favourite Pocky!!

haiihzzz… i didnt know that a topic about APPEARANCE could be so happening… what’s wrong man?

i mean, everyone has own look, whether it’s good or bad, it’s still the unique ourselves that we have… and does it matter to other people when someone is not good looking?? of course not scary looking lar!! *that will absolutely scare people away*

everyone hopes to look good, i always try my best to fit into nice clothes, nice hairdos, nice make ups, go on diet… just hoping to look better… why am i doing so? coz i dont think that i look good initially, so that i need to put more efforts in order to look BETTER, or maybe not GOOD yet… but at least better than doing nothing…

and yeap, i admit that i dont have smooth and silky long hair, i dont have smooth and fair skin, i dont have big eyes, i dont have sexy lips, i dont have rosy cheeks, i dont have fit body… and i am the one with spoiled grassy hair, i have rough and dark skin, i have sleepy eyes with dark eye-ring and eye bags, i have ugly mouth, i have pale cheeks, i have fat body… so so so? that’s me!!! yeah~~!!!

why? is it that ugly girl cannot live in this world? or fat ass cannot have bf or guys going after? not pretty girl cannot have love and admire?

ahahahah… blek =P
but i am the ugly who lives in this world, the fat ass that had a few ex-bfs and admirers, the not pretty girl that has many family and relatives, BUDDIES and friends loving me and admiring me… lalalalalala~~

haha… too crappy yea? i think so… but, what to do, just wanted to summarise some thinkings and also… hehe, lazy to do assignment, so lepak a while lor… *winkz*

oh no… was that my fault working in chom chom?? ooohh… well, the boss so nice man!! initially i was supposed to work on sunday from 11am – 11pm… but then i dont wanna work anymore… as… i really tired lar!! and… i dont wanna be fired later in the future… *grinz* but then he was so nice to tell my room mate that i can only work from 6pm – 11pm if i cant wake up to work for 11am… wahlaoyeh… why so nice…? why?? but then… i still dont wanna work… ehhee…

and… this fella from chom chom has been calling me 2am during the night and 9am in the morning… what the hell man~~~~ asking me to go out so late and go out so early while i was still sleeping… my godddddzzz… *help*

sad and busy day!!!! i am now having my BRUNCH… gotta rush for the DAMN CTG rehearsal!!! shiat!! so damn long somemore!! 12pm – 5pm!! deng!! i am going to bring my laptop there, so that i can PUKE out my 3000 words for my corporate law assignment, due tomorrow!! *fark!!!*

hey hey… yesterday, suddenly we were so HIGH on shopping, so we went to Collins St to shop, a street that we seldom shop, although i am staying in collins st… hahahaha… we went into all the boutiques like… LV, Gucci, Ralph Lauren, Tiffany & Co… and the crave hadnt ended yet so we headed to Crown for more Burberry… hahahaha… oh my godzzz… i am going to get my card holder from LV, wanted to get a coin purse as well… but then… neither LV, Gucci and Burberry has nice coin purses!! saddddzzz… and yea, another bracelet from Tiffany!! *muahahahahahah~* gotta count my money first… *bankrupt*

oh… and… i wanna get a digital camera… any idea people?? absolutely a SLIM one, erm… MP doesnt need to be high… the most important thing, good pics and SLIM SLIM SLIM, LIGHT LIGHT LIGHT!! ahahahahah…

erm… was browsing through someone’s blog just now… and i found that the blog actually spoke out my mind…

missing something in life… not a lover… but the sense of belonging… yea, it’s quite true!! the feeling while knowing that you belong to someone else is really good… at least, there is a mental support, the magic is there to make things better and a sunnier day…

it’s just the feeling… but then the someone is also only a dream…

i am just hoping to have this missed feeling back… but, of course with good timing and good choice… nomore FLINGING can be happened in my life, it’s a big *yuckzzz* and polluted my life… how i wish that i didnt but… i did… and really regret doing so…

i just want a new happy, simple life…

ehhehe… hey people!! i am back!! i had a happy great fun night in clayton last night yooorrh!! initially, i thought of only having dinner at my cousin’s place, yeap, we cooked man!! hahahaa… and then we also bought some beers and a bottle of kahlua for a chatting and drinking session…

we had butter prawns, potato chicken, soup, vegetables… and also sago!! and guess what, i made BANANA FRITTERS too!! wooohoooo… it was so yummie with the new recipe i got it from the internet last night!! whahahahahaaha… the night was fun with Andrea, Cheryl, WeiSheng, Wilmin and ME of course!! and we found that our beers were not enough for the following game that we were about to play… so we went out to get more!! and FINALLY we had a chance to have a ride on WeiSheng’s RED Nissan 200SX and his not-so-scary driving skill~~!!! ahahaha… he was speeding but too bad it wasnt scary though… lalalallaala~

yeah… then we started our game!! i was too LUCKY man!! as i didnt get a chance to drink more… whahahaha… but the drink was really YUCKIE-YUCKZ… i could feel that eventhough i didnt drink it man!! it was a mixture of BEER+RED WINE+DESSERT WINE+KAHLUA… and i knew that it was really disgusting… hahaha… cheryl nearly puked at andrea while she drank it… *oh my godzzz* and the party started to slow down when people got high and tipsy… hahaha, we had fun while andrea was HIGH man!!! too bad that i cant post up the videos that we took last night… *winkz* that andrea was showing us how to SNORKEL on the floor!! ahahah… that was so FUNNIE~~!!! =P

let’s share these happy moments here =) Thanks for the NIGHT!!

cheryl and i just reached *warming up*

“hey, what you looking at?”
“looking at WILMIN the sex instructor! giving first lesson for FREE!”

the 5 of us…

losers with beers… ahhaah

cappuccino??
NOPE, it’s Kahlua, Beer, RedWine and Dessert Wine… *yumyum*

sober me + 2 tipsy lesbos…

happy cousins with GREY mashimaro…

the next morning… buhbyez to 1 redwine bottle, 1 dessert wine bottle, 1 kahlua bottle, 6 carlton cold bottles and 9 crown lager bottles… *recycling the bottles*

yooohooo… i am back from work!!! babe~~ and i am soOOoOOOoOoOo happy!! let me tell you why ok…

first of all, i am such a BIATCH!! *bitch slap myself* i had been late for work for the WHOLE DAY, yes, make it clear everyday of work… what the heck man!! argh… and i am angry of myself… and my boss too dislikes that… she taked to me today when she saw me coming late AGAIN!! she asked me WHY and you know, i had no reason… haha… i mean i didnt have an ACCEPTABLE reason for it… and she told me that if there is another AGAIN, and THAT’S IT!! *wow* i was given another chance!! cool… and i told myself, i not gonna be late ANYMORE!! slap me please if i do… =)

and… the end of the night, she gave me my salary, and i was so surprised that my salary for this week was 9bucks!!! how cool man!!! it was only my 2nd week working and my salary had risen from 8bucks to 9bucks… oh no… too nice… *drooling* and guess what… the following really made my day…

she told me that i was a fast learner!!! yeah… happy…
she told me that she liked the way i dealed with customers! i went like ‘huh?’ what way? she said i looked CUTEEEE when i talked to customers… *oh my godzzz* hahahaa… i have to admit that i am ALWAYS CUTE =P

hey hey… anyone think that i should change the pics displayed in this website? to the latest one? ahaha… then i gotta start thinking of new designs and poses edi… *winkz*

hehehe… sorrie people for the previous EMOTIONAL BLOG!!

yeap, i am here to tell everyone a good news!! that is… *deng deng deng deng* I AM SO HAPPY… wahahahaha~ but dont ask me WHY, as i dont really know… but i have a few MAYBES… =P

maybe 1… i went to CHOM CHOM to resign edi just now!! yea yea yea, finally, and i guess i am a little released now! i am not going to be fired!! as i fired them edi!! so sad that they sacked another girl just now! it’s so stoopid to fire people for NO reason and they fire people everyday!! ahah… one day, there will be ZERO workers!! ngekngek…

maybe 2… erm, i always feel happy when i work in Laksa King, customers are all nice and they love the food there!! yeap, they serve good food, and customers are always happy with it, so they always tell me how lovely it is, how wonderful it is… *woow* i LOVE this feeling, although i dont own the shop, i am happy as i serve good food to people and people are happy, and i am happy too!! =) then then then, today so funny, there were a few customers THREW money to me!! ahah, NOLAR, they didnt throw ler, but then when they paid, they grabbed so many coins and gave it to me, and of coz, those were tips!! yea yea yea~~~ so happy…

maybe 3… coz of my TA TA!! ahaha… coz of her, i had been so busy these days!! and i had her to accompany me, so i didnt feel bored! so that i didnt stay at home alone whole day! so that i had someone to talk to! cool yea… but… have you noticed that our days and nights were all filled with FOODS AND DRINKS~?!?~! *shiiiiaat* it’s fattening!!! how am i supposed to go home with this PIGGIE look! *doinkz*

maybe 4… i guess i am much better when i think of someone!! i dont feel that bad anymore… =)

sharing these pics taken… yesterday! are we lame? my TA TA and i… and she said that she’s CUTE!!! she is yea… me TOO!! wahahahaha~