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When…?

oh well… basically, the questions that start with WHEN are kinda scary to me nowadays…

WHEN are you graduating…? *pissed* memang dont like to answer this question…

WHEN are you coming back…? *grrrrrrrrr* people been asking me this question when i was still in melbourne and some still asking until recently even i already back…!!!!

WHEN are you going back…? haihzz… another very difficult to answer question… sometimes i hope to go back later… sometimes i wish to leave earlier… haiihzzz… i also dont know what i want and what to do…

WHEN are you coming back AGAIN…? WOW!! this is another god knows question… haihzzzzzzzzzzz… i dont even know whether i should come back again or not… =(

i wanna ask… WHEN will i die?

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WORMS?

i dont know why… i always feel hungry all the time… and when i see food, i would go EAT EAT EAT EAT!! then… after a while, i would start yelling ‘DAMN FULL, WANNA VOMIT’… ok, that’s my routine daily life…

last time i would never feel hungry even i didnt eat anything… but then nowadays, i eat breakfast and i will get hungry very soon… so i decided to eat HEAVY breakfast… i ate noodles this morning, early morning i mean… at 630am!! and then with a cup of coffee… damn filling… who knows… few hours later, HUNGRY EDI!!! *pokkaizzz* irritatingnyer…

and so i told my mom that i need to eat RICE every morning in order not to get hungry so fast… and she went on telling me this fact…

AnnChin says:
I think too much worms inside…..they make u naughty….lazy…..angry…. not lovely…..etc

harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…

what does that gotta do with the WORMS weik… worms so geng one eh? can make one naughty, lazy, angry, not lovely… duh… CRAPPIE!!!!

by the way, i think i seriously need to drink SHIELDTOX to kill the worms in me… =(

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Happy 21st Birthday!!

yeay!! come come, let’s sing~~!! happy birthday to yongyuan, happy birthday to yongyuan, happy birthday to yongyuan, happy birthday to yongyuan… *clap clap* my dearest fattiest cousin is now 21 years old edi!! yes yes yes!! she is now an adult!! anyone interested?? dont worry, you wont be liable =X *oooppsss*

anyway, it was a lame party we had in this rented 2 rooms serviced apartment ‘the zon’ on jalan ampang… erm… it’s big enough, everything is ok, but… it doesnt look classy… *argghhh* nvm, good value for money lar… around 18 people went, with balloons, food, drinks, snacks, karaoke DVDs, dvd-player-that-i-carried-to… and also… ALCOHOL LAR!! ma de, damn alcoholics man!! i saw like… 4 bottles of wine, 1 bottle of chivas, 1 bottle of vsop, and 1 bottle of black label… *siaoz* but but but… haiihhhzzzz… i was sad, as i had to go home early for next morning’s class… so bad that i couldnt join the drunking session… =( and just because that i couldnt stay there, so i missed out the buffet breakfast also… *wawawawawawawawaaaaaa*

poor me… gotta wake up so damn early this morning… =( i was damn sleepie when my alarm woke me up… and at that very moment, my brain told me to continue sleeping… telling me to FARK THAT CLASS lar… then i replied ‘roger’ so i conitnued sleeping… but but but… i felt so guilty for that, so i decided to wake up to continue being the same old GOOD GIRL =) but i was fishing in the class ALL THE TIME… and this lecturer damn blardee fool one… kept asking me questions… but somehow, i also dont know what had happened to me… i basically managed to answer those what-the-fark-are-you-asking questions with some how-the-hell-i-know-what-is-that answers… later, she commented our class is with some TOTALLY asleep students and with some PARTIALLY asleep students… i think i am one of the partially ones… *aiskz*

tired… wanna sleep… tonight? any plan?

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Thursday…

hahahha… kononnyer you didnt ignore me, but it’s my turn to stay away from you… erm… just because that… i really dont like you =) not even being your friend…

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weeheee… people must be surprised!! that i went for a badminton session!! ahhahaha… yea, with wheimeng, dennis, weehong and… tzeloong *not sure about his name*… but i only a PART TIMER there… for… 10mins i think… hahahahhaa… then i felt dizzy edi… aiskz, lack of exercise =P

then we happily went for this cendol session… and we saw this 988 van over there and quite some people over there also, so we also happily joined the crowd… waiting to get some free gifts *HEHE* who knows hor, we couldnt answer any of the questions… even 988 slogan also we couldnt answer… and also couldnt name out the DJ names, except for chan fong… *shiatz* we gave up and went back to cendol~

next, we went to have bak kut teh~ finally, i had this chance to try out this bak kut teh, which is my friend’s family business… hahahaha… and this idiot guy didnt even bother to entertain me but only busy working… *NO GOOD* then veron and saihoe came to rescue me before i kena kidnapped to cyber cafe with the badminton gang…

then 3 of us went to sing K in mid valley, this new K place, MY ktv *i think*… looks not bad but then… i dont really like their system… damn sucky lar weik!! damn no mood… then this veron was like having his personal concert like that… *no eye see*

12am… now i am glad that i am still alive after coming home with saihoe’s DAMN SCARY driving skill… k… sleep… tomorrow morning 8am class…

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Hmmmmm…

well, basically i dont care and dont mind what has happened… in fact, i am more concerned about what would happen later… it’s like… your way of ignoring me isnt that good, but then, it’s your choice…

i remember today you told me that you thought of ending our friendship before, and i told you no problem, just let me know… but then, it seems like… you prefer to leave without saying anything… ahhahahahah… anyway, i didnt enjoy the time with you though… and yea, my life will be better without you… =)

erm… hahahah… it’s funny though, you just left after reloading 30bucks for me? what a joker… aiskz, should have reloaded more mar… wakkakakkakaka~ =P

blek, another passerby in my life… *sienz*

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Tired de KEN Day…

KEN had been popping out for so many times today…

let’s start from… ok, i went to sleep at 1am last night *or this morning* then suddenly woke up from sleep at 3am… as usual i checked my sms and msn and ym… then i saw this someone msged me… so went on talking to him lor… but then it went to a very confusing discussion –> i saw you, i thought you saw me, i didnt see you, i wasnt pissed, i thought you were pissed… damn 38 arguing during midnight… somemore mid of the sleep somemore… aiseh… it went on and on until… 6am, i got ready to go to college edi… so… i only slept for 2 hours!!

then i was like a fisherGIRL in the class man!! the eyes kept closing, it didnt work though even i kept moving here and there, pinching myself, sending sms, pulling my hair… trying to make myself awake… arrggghhh… finally, i was awake for 5mins as the girl behind me accidentally kicked my back while i was ALMOST asleep… wahlao, this kick really woke me up man!! but it only lasted for 5mins… *shiatz* i quickly went to the cafeteria to get myself a can of nescafe and then asked KEN to fetch me to his house for me to sleep for 20mins during the break and also i wanted to charge my phone…

who knows this idiot was watching 恶魔在身边… yea lar, i watched before, but then last episode damn touching weik… so i also watched… then the stupid ken also watched me crying… *dengz* then when i looked at the time… OMG, i was already late for half an hour, aiskz, rushed there lor, opened the door then i saw… eeeeeeeeeeeeee… a bunch of strangers!! arrrgghh~~ my class moved to somewhere else dont know where edi and i was late… damn it!! the lecturer must be giving out TIPS for the test one!! *sadz* so what to do… KEN came to fetch me again… HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA~~

i was there studying for the test… until i got no time to go break with wheimeng, and so he kept telling me that he lost the chance to go out with a LENGLUI because of me!!! he said that he rejected her date because of me wor… hey smart people, do you think that this is trustable? *i doubt* and then KEN fetched me *he came along too* to have lunch with sheryl, brian and arthur the lala… *sheryl very the cute ooorrrhh* =)

then rushed back to check my test venue… yea, i didnt know about it… aiskzzz… then happily went for the test and happily be prepared to go home… but then… i found something… why the car like… DEAD edi one, no response AT ALL MAN!! then only i realised that i left the lights on since morning until 6pm… fuwah… *applause* what to do again… KEN LOR!! hahahaha… ken came over for the rescue… but then, it didnt work… aiskzzzz, i was damn worried, i knew that i was gonna get screwed by dad soon, how i wished that i need not to call dad… but but but… then i cried… *scared* dad came, was trying to hide myself, trying not to talk… *yeay* finally done, didnt kena scolding… KEKKEKEKE… then dad following me from behind… wahlao… damn stressed weik!! first time lar dad tailing me… i almost went out of control man… so scary… i almost banged the car in front of me while i kept looking at my dad behind… *iiissshhh* scarynyer~~~

finally got home safely… had around half an hour rest… then phone rang edi… Wing asked to go out for a drink… i said i damn tired… but then he said a while only… so went out again… reached home at 10+pm… not as late, but it’s damn tiring lar weik~~ only had 2 hours sleep… *ouch*

anyway, i need to thank KEN for temaning me for the whole day although he was sick and still fetching me from college, to college, from college, to college… then somemore gotta help me with the car’s battery… and also we were fighting with the money like those aunties fighting to pay like that… he reloaded my phone credits but didnt want back the money… in the end i managed to leave the money in his car… *victory* =P

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Dont Worry…

ehehhee… basically, i have nothing to update for today… but i am just here to announce that i am fine… =) dont worry about me oorhhh… *as if someone is worried*

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Such A DumbFuck…

wow… great news i got from this friend… so happened that he knows WJ… and he was happily telling me that WJ actually has a REAL GF and also some other girls… what a joke man… my mind suddenly went blind, really surprised…

i took my friend’s phone to sms him… told him that i am tired of being a fool, but it’s my fault of willing to be fooled… for 3 years… but then he said it’s not 3 years because he said i was happily enjoying while i was in aust… and he asked me what i expect actually… i told him that i didnt expect him to lie, i thought that he would at least mean 50% of his words, but he didnt… and he said that i was happily with others too… ok, i was, but i didnt lie… i told him everything in fact… and of course i also know that he is playful and i know that he has many girls, but who cares, i am playful and i have many guys too… as long as… we know the limit and the most important thing is… i am responsible, i am not attached to anyone… i thought he is the same too… but in fact… he has a gf… basically, this is the part that i am superly disappointed at…

i actually told him that… thanks for the happiness as well as sadness… and also disappointments, they are seriously priceless… and also asked him not to worry about the chocs and the tee, they are the first and last gifts from me…

no… i didnt cry… very surprisingly, i was shocked too… but i could feel the pain in me… cracking pain… but i couldnt cry… how i wish that i could cry… it should be better i think… probably, i already dont know how to cry for him anymore…

[updated]
2 mins after i published this entry… and i knew that miracle wont happen… yes, i already started to cry…

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*Sampah* No More…

well… i am now declaring a NOMORE to this 3 years of bullshits…

i dont understand why i need to beg one to collect his present from me… and even sent it over to his doorstep… then even gotta force him to try them on and see whether it fits or not… i even asked him whether he wanted me to ta pao for him or not since he told me that he was hungry… i spent my 3 hours in his room watching tv… well, it’s actually ok where i kinda enjoy it as he was by my side…

but… i could sense that he wanted me to leave… he kept asking me when my friends coming to pick me up… alright, so i got esmund to pick me up… and so, i requested him to accompany me to walk out to the guard house as i was afraid of dark and also walking alone… but he told me that he has never walked to the guard house before in his life and he didnt wanna walk too… i was damn angry… i just walked away… till i got into the car, i just couldnt help myself… i cried… i cried for this end of this 3 years… i immediately deleted ALL MESSAGES from my phone, included those i saved since year 2004… and also of coz i deleted his numbers too…

later, he sent an sms to thank for the choc and the tee… i laughed… i seriously laughed… i would prefer him to thank me for treating him nice, for pampering him… but not the things i bought… he just doesnt know how to appreciate it, and not knowing how lucky he is…

by the way, it’s a good thing though… finally, it’s time… for me to love myself more… and finally i can rest my mind for quite sometime… i need to be alone…

p/s: title edited to SAMPAH… yes… i am a sampah~~ =P and now waiting to be recycled… HAHAHAHAHHAAH~

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Specky Ericca…

weeeeheeee~~ ehhehehe… was once impressed with a specky me long time ago… bugged mom to get me a pair of specs… but mom didnt want to… *aiskzzz*

but then… NVM LAR!! now i am a big girl already!! i have my own money!! i can buy myself!! but then… i didnt buy… i TOOK den’s specs instead… ekekekekekek… *smart girl* well, people commented that i look more matured, more polite, more professional, even mayvis said i look like a TEACHER… while den said i look like a TEACHER IN JAPANESE AV… *WTF*

[please excuse the ugly complexion, without make up is like this one lar]


damn the flash… looks like ghost only…


good girlnyer… *nomore lala*


i am a teacher… call me Ms. Chin… *ROFL*


so this is the AV look, you mean?