Author: eRiCCa

yesterday, my dad sent my uncle to the hospital during midnight after his wife called at 3am… he felt dizzy and puking all night long but refused to go to the doctors… his wife couldnt do anything but to ask help from my dad… after that, heard that it was not too bad, it was caused by high blood pressure, which is VERY HIGH…

but this morning… my mom told me that my uncle was very very serious now… he is now in coma… the stomach is bleeding… might be paralyzed… or… even dead… imagine that he is not rich, he has 2 wives and 2 very very young daughters, maybe only 5 years old… how are they going to survive huh…?

basically, his relationship with the brothers wasnt that good previously… especially with my younger uncle… they seldom talk… but then at this moment, i can see that the brothers still care for him… my dad goes to hospital everyday… he cried… he is really really sad… and my younger uncle offers to help to transfer him to a better hospital and all…

but the question is… whether it is too late? can he still be able to recover?

well, he might be not that bad… IF and only IF he was wise enough to listen to people… he is a hardcore smoker… he eats everything although he knows that he has high blood pressure… he thinks that doctors are all money cheaters, he refuses to go to the doctors… his favourite phrase is ‘die mar die lor’… how ‘RESPONSIBLE’ is this man~~~

everyone is worried… his wives been crying… my grandma is in the hospital to see him too, i dont know how is she going to react to this situation…

bless him…

as i mentioned in the previous entry, my start of this 2006 wasnt good… and it went on badly…

went over to mayvis’s place for fun yesterday, the 4 of us, mayvis, her sis, wayleong and i played monopoly… imagine everyone was already at their 6th round and already collected 6 x 200bucks for finishing each round of the game… while me, the ODD one… only managed to collect ONCE of the 200bucks… why leh? coz i went to the BLARDEE JAIL for 4 times!!! do the maths, and wonder there is still one round less… because… my dice was very consistent, it kept showing 1 or 2 all the time… so my speed was like HYPER-SLOW… *WTF* damn sleepy weik… and everytime when it’s almost near to the ‘go to jail’, i had no choice but to believe that i would be going to the jail again, and it was true!!! *ma de hell nia sing sing* everyone laughed at me… i played with a bunch of IDIOTSSSSSSSSSSS!!

today, went for an interview at seksyen 14, the british american tobacco… yea lar, it’s for ciggie lar, dunhill lor… been asking around how to go, but still dont know how to go at the end… luckily veron willing to bring me there… *yeay* so nice de veron~~~ saw a few lengluiz there, telling myself ‘haihzzz… suan le bah’… and when the person incharge asked me to try on the uniform… again… ‘haiihzzz… suan le bah’…

diet diet diet diet diet diet diet~~~~

after that went to meet up with veron’s friend, sai hoe… this idiot kept teasing me and i only meeting him for the first time… he kept teasing like nobody’s business… =( and in his mind, i am known as ‘cherry farm’ just because that i asked veron to skip his convo to go cherry farm with me… =P then this idiot sai hoe smsed veron after his class with ‘i finished my class edi, let’s go to cherry farm’ WTFFFFFFFFFFF~~ where got cherry farm in malaysia lar!! idiot!!

tomorrow going to class lu~~~~ *scared*

happy new year everybody~~~~ it will be a brand new year with all good things coming to us~~~ *yeay*

i had a new year’s eve BBQ at wayleong’s place, with quite a few of us there, it was like a lil gathering… after a while, ken called and asked to go thai club… well… i thought of joining for fun so i asked him to come to fetch me although he didnt know the way… but then, when he was on the way, i had no mood to go edi, but but but he already on the way… haiihzzzz… what to do… it’s proven that i change mind damn fast…

well, finally he managed to pick me up… and my soul was still hanging around in wayleong’s house… aisehhh… feeling damn guilty though thinking of the past 2 new year’s eve that we spent together… *sorrie lar my BUDDIES, somebody damn dulan* hahahahahhaaha… =P

we were stucked in the jam… but still managed to get there early at 1130pm… but… all his friends were still on the way… both of us damn chamz, sitting at a corner dreaming… even when people counting down to new year and when people looking at the fireworks in the sky, we were still moodless sitting there looking at the air…

well well well, it’s not a good start for a new year lor… things didnt go smooth… haiihzz…

till 1am, finally his friends were there… but when we got in, it was so damn packed, no place to stand, no place to walk, no place to dance, no place to sit… no table!!! argggghh… and also MANY HANDS FROM NOWHERE STARTED TOUCHING… ah ma de!! my boobs, my butt, my waist… arrgghhh… all kena touched by dont know who… *ARRGGHHH*

then we decided to leave lor… but ken said wanna get AT LEAST some alcohol… so went to 7-11 to buy beer to drink *lame* only the 2 of us, how sad man… around 3am, he sent me home… BUTTTTTTT, the nightmare only started… when his sms came… known him for 2 years… met like only once a year when i back for holidays… then out of a sudden, he confessed last night… i was seriously shocked… something is just not right, which i really didnt expect it to happen… he said he has been waiting for me to come back… hahahaahhaaha… ANOTHER ONE!!! i dont know how these people WAIT while they said they BEEN WAITING but i couldnt feel it… but well, i already no mood for GUYS!! i need to rest, i am tired…

aisskkkzzz… what a new year man… everything started with negative stuffs…

hoping for a better day =)

awww… just got back from work… not too tired… but damn boring lar the job… HHAHAHHAHA… first time in my life working as a liquor promoter… promoting jack daniels somemore… wahllaoo… where got people drink JD one… so expensive somemore!! aisehhh…

basically, only standing, walking and talking… HAHHAHAHAH~~ damn mou liu~~ somemore there were too many other liquor girls around, all like fighting only… *madness* i didnt join the war though, i only standing there acting as a doll… ahhahahahhaa… then luckily one customer came to me, and just took one bottle!! so nice… only the 2 of them opening one bottle… ma de that fella holding like SO MUCH CASH!! whole stack man, all 100bucks and 50bucks notes leh!! i think… there around… RM4k there lor… he asked me to drink with him, but friend how lar drinking while working, drunk edi how to work… hahahaha… so i told him that i would be back to him later, so i went back there after work to drink with him, guess what, i forced him to get another bottle from me again while his first bottle still left 70%… HAHHAHAHA~~ what did i do? 3 cups for one bottle!! easy job ler… simply bottoms up 3 cups edi… so, another bottle ler!! KEKKEKEKEKE~~ he told me his friends on the way, then i could get another bottle with another 3 cups also, been waiting… but then… time to go home… too bad lar… HAHHAHAHAHA… and guess how this fella paying tips? he took out his stack of money… asked me to take any… wahlaoooo… i wasnt that bad lar… i only took 10bucks… =P how stupid i was… nvm… i will learn to be smarter next time, next time i will take 50bucks… HAHHAHAHHAHAH~

there was this customer damn funny, asked me to drink, and i told him i am still underage to drink and i told him i am only 17… HAHHAHAHA… damn lame~~ but well, i think this job kinda suits me ler… as, i enjoy being in this kinda environment… the people, the music, the place, and of coz the drinks!!

but now… i am feeling kinda dizzy edi… that stupid customer damn kiasu… scared that i not drunk so that he would have to pay for more bottles… he then forced me to drink one cup of NEAT one… cilaka…!! =P not bad though, still can blog… lalalallalaaaaaa~

i dont know what’s wrong with me… i have no mood all the time…

and i dont know why am i here in kl… i thought it would be much better than the life in melb… but, it’s still the same… obviously it’s not the PLACE, but ME… i dont like it here i dont like it there… i dont like this i dont like that, i dont like everything… feeling extremely negative…

everything that i THOUGHT i would be happy for, is now no longer giving the same effect… it seems like… i can hardly find something to make me happy now…

i think i seriously miss zhanshen so much… =( if zhanshen is here, everything MIGHT be different… or at least, he is here to entertain me, to read my mind, to tell me what’s wrong with me… i think he is now too far to SENSE that… and also at least, he is the ONLY ONE who doesnt mind doing stupid and weird thing with me… and he seldom FFK me… he said that he would pui me means he would… haiihzzzz…

probably, i made a wrong decision AGAIN for coming back… should stay in melb to rot… at least… rotting freely in nicer weather… forever wrong one ler me… dont know when only i can make a proper brilliant genius decision of all~~~~

i am now lifeless, aimless, moodless… USELESS!!

just got back from a yumCHA session… well, i should call it a… erm… cock talking session ler… =P

happily met up with jeffrey kong again after so long… then also glad to see jun yik’s LAME side, coz i met him so many times also he acted damn cool one, but tonight… he was acting like a KIDDDO, damn funny though… then also the ROUNDY wei sheng lor… and of coz together with my darling cheryl also… HAHAHAHHA… kinda lame session though… meeting in melbourne all the time, then back in kl also meeting up again… ahhahahahahaha… stupid siaoz… but then the happiest thing is… finally i got to meet my DA XIONG… ahhahahaha… the lame da xiong aka SMALL TONG *very confusing name, so now, DA OR SMALL?!* and also meeting up with mervin for a couple of minutes… hahahahah, he didnt join our yumCHA session but just came to SEE ME… damn lame also…

at first i ordered sour plum juice one… who knows ended up drinking CHA, the GUAI LOU LIONG CHA… zha dou siaoz…

anyway, a happy outing… to be specific, a LAMERZ GATHERING =) thanks people…

yeay~~ i really ended up staying at home all night long… hahahahaa… which is good… else, i wouldnt have the chance to receive my PRESENT… kekekekeke…

what’s my present huh…? SOMEONE’s messages… hahahahaa… you should know who you are, my secret reader =P he is somehow my long lost friend, hahahaha… then he suddenly messaged me out of a sudden… i think just because that he was DRUNK!! anyway, i will forgive you for all the RUBBISH mentioned ok…

a chat with him reminds me lots of the MEMORIES… suddenly, i miss those days… those drunking days… and the feeling was really great!! well, looking forward another drunking session… seriously lack of alcohol ler lately… hahahaha…

well, it’s christmas!! guess what, the first person who called me was… my dear BOBO, but he spoke cacatly, damn funny… =P and the you-know-who is again disappointing me… whose birthday is coming up next? i might wanna give out WJ’s present to someone else… he doesnt deserve it… *HUH* idiot~~~!!!

was kinda worried that you would forget about the day that i arriving… until your sms received… glad that you still remember huh…

still remember that you said that you been waiting for 3 years? i dont know what kinda THING that you have been waiting for… but, i know what i am waiting for… me too been waiting for 3 years… just for you to make things clear… to conclude everything… give it a GREEN or a RED…

been MANY TIMES… really countless of time that i tried to FORGET IT, but you would eventually pop up again… and then leading things to middle of nowhere…

hmmmmm… probably it’s time, 3 years is too long… hope that you still remember that i am waiting for my present in order to exchange for yours… hahahaha… maybe it’s the first and the last present…

anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS~~~~

=)

never feeling well since the day i landed… always have weird weird feeling… aiiissskkzzz… i think it’s the change of the weather… eeeeeeeeeeeeee… got sore throat, got ulcer, my sensitive nose not feeling well, everyday too much food until i wanna vomit… *alamakz* this is so bad weikk…

sorrie man people… those who asking me out… hahahahaha… i am now olang cacat wor… later lar… =P

so my days are only TVB, sleep, msn… as usual lor… like in melbourne only… wakkakakakakkakaa… but the only thing is… the body not feeling as good as in melbourne… hmmmmmmm… and also… in melbourne nobody *bliblablibla* beside me, not so FREE here, do this cannot do that cannot… alamakkkzzzz… i miss the days where i could wake up at 3pm then eating while watching tvb on the bed, then watched until fell asleep again, then woke up and continued watching… wakkakakakakkaa… I MISS MY RETARDED LIFE~~ but now… i wake up ONE MINUTE LATER also got terrorist attacking my room edi… bombing me up… aissskkkzzz…

the pros and cons being at home…

thought of starting my DIET PLAN today… so then i started to hula hooping while watching my beloved TVB series… quite painful, but well i MUST do it!! and guess what, there are bruises on my waist… *goodness*

then went to 1u with mayvis and wheimeng… happily shopping though with RM-ZERO!!! hahahahahah… damn poor weik!! my mom didnt give me money, i had no money, so i had to go out with ringgit-less!! luckily the cute wheimeng sponsored my dinner… *muacks* … then went to toilet after dinner… and guess what again… i fell down in the toilet… ma de blardee toilet damn slippery!! and then i sprained my ankle AGAIN!! how many time in a year i have to sprain my ankle huh!! it’s somewhat lucky as this time was the RIGHT ankle… damn it man!! so damn painful, i almost cried!! and now i have a swollen right ankle… and also the still-swollen-after-9-months-left-ankle… i walk like a handicapped… i am now DISABLED!!! my godddddddzzzzz…

[updated]
sometimes really feeling sad when i tell my mom that i am hurt… thought that she will HELP me to feel better… but in fact… she always give me another punch… *sobsob* i came home late last night, so this morning i woke up, i “mieeeeee” her on msn to tell her about my swollen ankle…

AnnChin says:
then wat can I do???? 20++ lady somemore been oversea so long……….still cant take care of your self…..small little thing ….mieeeee, mieeeeeeeee