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arghhh~~ i am now having a sore throat, flu and i have been coughing like mad!! i can feel that my lungs are shaking and gotta drop soon!! what the hell!! i hate coughing!! duh~~~~!!!

well, today is 28th november 2004, and i will be leaving this apartment soon!! feeling a bit sad… and somehow i hope that i can stay here longer, but it’s just too sad to sleep in a 2 bedrooms apartment alone WITHOUT furniture man!! it’s like staying in a store room and it’s so scary… so in conclusion, I HAVE TO LEAVE!! but it will take me a long way to go to the city from clayton… hmmm… well, pros and cons~

but… haiihzzz… looking at my stuffs now, dont really know where to start from, i can see so many clothes!! whether i should bring them all back? i think so, as they are meant for different situations~ even bras also i almost bringing all back… different colors for different clothes and also different designs for different moods… hahahahaha… =P

i didnt notice that i had bought so many clothes in a year~~ duh~~ and MOSTLY clubbing clothes!! ahhahaha… as i dont like to wear same thing to club with same gang of people, so ugly!! kkekekeke… oh yea, and SHOES as well~~ my godzzzz… i think my mom gonna screw me from up to the bottom man!!

*bless me*

phew… just got back from work!! today SUPER BUSY man!! and only 4 people working… duh~~ so messy ler everything… and i gotta stay till later then my boss sent me back!! kekeke… so nice right? ehhehe… somemore got VEGE SOUP!! *yummie*

talking to NomNom papa~ then suddenly i found 2 songs kinda best matched with my CURRENT mood~ heheheeh… sorrie to people who dont know chinese again~ =)

the first song…

好想好好 – 李度

我的心里有一片湖
没有月亮没有太阳
没有风没有时间
没有彩虹没有梦

我的心里有一种痛
没有希望没有春风
没有药没有欢笑
没有触动没有感动

我的心里有一块石
我的心里我的心里有一块石
没有方法没有男人没有你
没有怨恨没有呐喊好不沉重

好想好好去爱一些人
好想好好舒畅我的灵魂
好想好好去恨一些人
好想好好燃烧我的冰冷
好想好好好想好好好想好好
去挑拨压抑已久的人生

the second song…

好好恋爱 – 方力申

共你相识三千天我没名无姓
庆幸也与你逛过那一段旅程
曾是日夜期待你施舍一点同情
这算是固执做梦或太热情？

在世上没有多少东西会尽如人意
多数像讽刺逐年成长必经苦恋故事
我爱你你扮作不知完了吧
如无意外重今开始该好好恋爱
放下从前一后感情才能追求未来你就似没存在
完了吧仍能撑起来前进便让自尊心放开
告别从前总是不易然而假如只得我在
这不是敞成败的比赛
也不愿盲目留在这爱海
旧信息应该删走再没留凭证
我共你去到最远也只是友情
如现实是场玩笑一早清楚内情
过去是勇敢或是未肯适应？

我与你就算始终不能相爱
这一种情份可一也都可再
我用心恋爱下段道路定更精彩
完了吧如无意外曾失恋的都必须恋爱
放下从前一后感情才能追求未来你就似没存在
完了吧仍能撑起来前进便让自尊心放开
告别从前总是不易然而怎能只得我在
爱不是敞成败的比赛

wahlaoo… beh tahan lar!!! siaoz wheather melbourne is having now!! damn farking hot!! it’s not only HOT but DRY as well…!! i went to bridge road wanted to buy something one… then the time i stepped out of my door was 30 degrees edi!! ok fine… then when i was out… MY GODZ!! it’s SO HOT!! and SO DRY!!

i went to shop but then i couldnt really breath man!! most of the time i had to take DEEP BREATH!! then whenever i almost feel like fainting and couldnt breath, i would just run into a shop with aircond just to take FRESH AND COOLING AIR~~ and i think i got darker after walking under the sun for 2 hours!! my godzzz!!!

but the good thing was… i saw girls with bikini tops… kekekeke!! *yummie* and also guys TOPLESS!! ahhahaha… they driving without clothes… yoohoo~~ so SEXAY MAN!!! =P

hehehe… taking pic in the fitting room while i tried on a skirt… kekekeke~ but i didnt buy it… =(

trying to act cute~~ kekekek~~ cute? =P

on the way back home on an AIRCONDED TRAM *thanks godz*

well, after reading the story from DaiJouBu’s blog, i have something running in my mind…

i think every couple has faced the same thing before… being together for a long time then they gonna say it’s a boring relationship, nomore excitement and freshness, claiming that they dont love each other anymore… then would gonna yell for a break up… or 3rd party would gonna appear at this moment…

oh yea, if it’s really that both parties were not compatible to each other so it’s good for a break and get a way to find a better one… BUT, sometimes people would just find out that the OLD one is still the best one, and they still love the OLD one, then just dont like the NEW one after a short period and only found that the NEW one doesnt meant to be the one!! and at this time, it’s TOO LATE to get back your OLD love…

to PEOPLE OUT THERE, be in love when you really mean it, not coz of BORED or REPLACEMENT!! be out of love when you really mean it too, NO REGRETS!!

*WHERE IS MY LOUGONG?*

damn man!! where is my lougong!!! duh~~~!!!! i cant find it man!! i dont know where he is ler!! yer!!

i think it was ALICE!! i think she packed all the pillows and comforters in edi!! and then today we moved everything to storage edi!! oh my godz!! now only i notice that my lougong is missing!! what the hell~~ and alice is sleeping now!! can i just wake her up now to ask her where is my lougong ar? i wondering… whether she is hugging my lougong now? aiyoorh~~ i dont know lar!!! damn sadz now without lougong!! how am i going to sleep tonight leh?

wooohooo~~ finally i got the chance to go to the seafood buffet AGAIN after so many months~~ hahaha… it’s not a place where we can go anytime, must SAVE UP only can go one!! hahahaha… but they serve really fresh seafood there man!! today i went for lunch instead of dinner as lunch is much cheaper at 35bucks than the dinner at 57bucks!! i think… the difference is… erm… they dont serve oysters and yabis for lunch lor…

after the lunch, cheryl and i went to shopshop in crown, then i really wanted to grab the A/X t-shirt ler… i went there and tried it on!! oh man~~ it’s not a baby tee man!! it’s just a normal t-shirt and i look like wearing pyjamas t-shirt in it!! duh~~ forget about it man!! save money!! good!!

and i just got back from MYER’s MIDNIGHT sale!! yea!! until 12am!! 20% discount storewide!! and i bought a t-shirt from country road for my dad and a pair of heels from sachi for my mom~ =)

and hey, my place is now fulled with boxes and my room is damn empty now!! i am typing this entry sitting on the floor… and i will be sleeping on my bed without bedsheet later… damn man!! so poor thing!! duh~~~ and tomorrow all my stuffs gonna rest in storage for 3 months till i come back in march!! then i will have to move to somewhere to stay till the day i leave melbourne… oh~~ KESIANZ~~ anyone willing to keep this cute lil innocent good girl?

first round…

2nd and 3rd round!! I LOVE PRAWNS + MUSSELS!!

ERICCA’s made ice cream~

the 59bucks pyjamas t-shirt~

hmm… suddenly at this moment, a babyish face appears in my mind… how cute man~~ acting like a baby~~ the manjaness really cute~~!! erm… he is SOMEONE’s BOY~ not mine~ =P

i think i really adore a guy who can act like a baby, manja like a baby SOMETIMES~ it could melt me easily by that… how nice if i could DRAW the face out now to show you people… too bad, i cant!! and i dont know how to describe it though… just imagine a big boy acting like a baby, shaking his head saying ‘no no no’ or saying ‘i want i want i want’ or just imagine a big boy looking at you with his big rolling eyes very sadly and disappointly… *WAHLAO* i cant resist that, seriously!! my whole body will go melting~

hmm… was chatting with my AUNTIE-MOMMIE on msn just now…
me: will you come to pick me up from KLIA?
mom: of course lar…
me: how i know wor, maybe you all not free leh…
mom: not free also must go one lar…
**************
mom: you need me to take leave on the next day?
me: for what?
mom: to accompany you? or you wanna sleep the whole day?

hahahahaha… now i know i am SO IMPORTANT!! kekekeke… of coz ler!! i am the CUTEST… kekekekekekeeek~ well, i still dont know what can i do on the next day…? hahaha…

but this seems to be a GOOD NEWS to my buddies out there hor? as they no need to be FORCED to pick me up!! kekekeke…

Here I Come in *15* Days…

well… i am very sad~~ i had too much food today!!

at first went to have Thai food today, and we got ourselves each a set lunch~ so yummie man~~ got lamb, got fish, got chicken~~ i love the green curry chicken~~!! *wow* therefore… i ate a lot!! which is WRONG!! then alright, but then, we got DESSERTS somemore, wahlao… another WRONG!! damn full~~

seriously, the lunch could last me till no dinner!! i didnt feel hungry at all man!! BUT, haiihhzzz… 3 girls, alice, vanessa and puishan wanted to eat… and i wasnt allowed to stay at home!! *fark* so i went lor… and that hit on my weakest point –> i cant ONLY looking at food!! damn, and yeap i ended up eating ‘pei dan sao yok zhok’… which is another WRONG!! then after the porridge… i FAILED to resist myself from ordering my favourite dessert –> BANANA FRITTER with ice cream~~ *K.O*

DAMN!!! my diet plan *failed* AGAIN!!!!! i am wishing for all these irritating EATERS to go back ASAP!! so that i can enjoy my lonely diet plan alone~~ *wooohooo*

then!! my lecturer also WRONG!! she called me and told me that she didnt receive my assignment!! what the hell is this weik!! duh~~ and i have to submit another copy to her tomorrow and show her the RECEIPT signed by her when i handed in that time~~ damn!! why this kinda thing always happen to me one!! last semester also like this, that was even worse, the lecturer FAILED me coz he had NONE of my assignments but only the marks for FINAL EXAM…!! then later found out and i had DISTINCTION for it~~ damn!!!

hehehe… just got back from puishan’s place!! it’s her birthday today!! yea yea yea!! LUCKILY i was manage to get her a cake!! at first we went to crown thought of getting a cake from Greco, but then the cake was so damn BIG and it’s 95bucks!! shiat!! almost rm300 for a cake!! duh~~ fine~~ but it’s so hard to get a cake at that time, it was a quarter to 12am edi!! then rushed to city again… went to ask around… and FINALLY, we got a cake!!

then rushed to her place at 12am… and this girl still sleeping since 7pm!! my godzz… what a PIG!! then we brought the cake into her room and woke her up and sang her a birthday song… BUT her reaction was *rubbing her eyes* and asked ‘today my birthday meh?’ *wahlao* i couldnt stop laughing man!! LAME!!! then another lame thing happened again, we couldnt find a PROPER and USABLE knife to cut the cake, so they we ended up using a BIG KNIFE, those people using to CHOP something one, very big one to cut the cake!! ahahaha… damn funnie… it was like chopping the cake only instead of cutting…

oh yea, today i did a good thing!! ekkeke~ i met this new zealand tourist in the city and he asked me the way to go back to his hotel, and the hotel was just near my place, so i brought him there!! then he offered me to have dinner together, but then i was having my DIET plan on!! so i told him that i gotta work couldnt join him~~

ahhaa… then i thought of something… why these days i have fate with UNCLES meh? the tourist around 30s i think!! then on friday’s night in hard kandy also got uncle asked my NEIGHBOUR to intro me to him… then saturday’s night in bubble also got uncle said HI to me but i replied with ‘hi lei lou dao’… hahaha… a bit rude yea… =P but i damn pissed with hamsup uncle~ kekekee!!

and today’s diet plan was NOT BAD!! heeheheh… i had only fruit smoothie for lunch and mushroom soup for dinner!! kekekeke… and puishan’s cake for supper!! not too bad yea~~ =P

SUNDAY!! yea, what a sober morning!! and i had FUN again last night but not too much… as… OLD edi… really feeling tired man!!! it was SATURDAY, so there were actually MANY places to go last night, there was a RAVE, and we could go PHD, and even my NEIGHBOUR asked me to go next blue for the After Exam PArty!!

but then we went to BUBBLE last night, it was a new place to me althought it’s just RIGHT BEHIND MY APARTMENT!! i heard that it was kinda RACIST so we didnt wanna go… but last night, we decided to try it out!! we found that they were very STRICT!! not only checking IDs but checking it under some UV machine to check whether it’s a fake ID or not… *GENG* luckily we all had REAL IDs, even my UNDERAGE friends using friends’ IDs… hahahaah… and luckily there were not racist as what i heard…

went in and the first impression was *WAHHHHHHH* damn nice weik!!! it’s so damn colorful!! the floor was so damn SMOOTH, can shuffle very SMOOTHLY… got girls dancing on podiums one leh~ and i like the decoration, very nice, glowing colors~~!! and people wearing white under UV light turning purple!! *gorgeous*

it’s drinking time, we wanted to get bacardi 151 of course!! BUT BUT BUT, they didnt sell it, and yea, it’s kinda hard to get bacardi 151 though as not everywhere has it~ so we asked for the strongest that they had, it was sounded like ‘CITRUS’ (no idea how to spell it correctly and i couldnt even find it on the web, can anyone help me?) and the conclusion was… WHAT SHIT WAS THAT MAN!! duh~~!!! the awful taste stayed whole night in my mouth~ *gooossshhh* never ever get that again man~~

haiihzz, it was such a low alcohol night as no bacardi 151!! such a few kakiz night, only cheryl, puishan and i with the 2 new friends that we made in K on thursday, peter and winnie!! such a tired night, 3rd night clubbing in a row further more i clubbed after working!! further more, we were having 2 newbies with us!! haahah… peter is 18 and last night was his 2nd time clubbing and 1st time in a hard trance club learning shuffling VERY FAST!! a fast learner!! and his gf winnie is only 15!!! *fainted* low tolerate on alcohol, two shots then she sat there whole night edi… kekekekekeke~ but then, i was still at home when i was 15!! lucky this girl~~

and i was so sleepie man!! i even fell asleep while sitting on the sofa listening to the *pom pom pom* music~~!! *salute* then ended up we walked home!! hahaha… and this peter really funnie!! he was STILL shuffling while we walking home!! and STILL shuffling when he was at my place… really a FREAK man!!

and now, they are all gone to have lunch!! but i am at home~~ coz i am on diet~~lalalalalalalala~ =P

p/s: sorrie to disappoint people out there, NO lesboz action last night due to the absence of bacardi 151… *SI-O-RIE*