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well, let’s make a quick blog while i am now having my breakfast and chatting with my mom on msn… hmm… after this i will be in the library again!!! tomorrow will be my FIRST paper!! damn scary weik!! then THE NEXT day another paper again!!! *shiattttt* hopefully i will be alright~~ =)

pic taken in the library using my friend’s nokia6600

wooohooo~~ it’s the end of another semester again, and i have to camp in the library everyday again just to kick the exam’s butt!! damn it!!

anyway, to tell the truth… I AM IN LOVE~~ ahha, i love my textbooks, my notes, the library… they are so damn GORGEOUS~~ *drooling* yea, my daily life from 11am-11pm, 12 hours CUDDLING~~ that’s so LOVELIEEEE~~

even my mom and my ah yee messaged me in msn wondering i really so concentrate in studying and didnt online for the whole day… hahahaahahaah~~~ oh well, yea people, i did!! and it’s gonna be for TWO WEEKS!! and i think i will be FLYING after that~~ ahaha and BREAK UP with my LOVERS!! =P

today i am HAPPY!! coz… firstly, i almost CRIED out when i was taking a 10mins break at the computer lab, i saw a greeting card from Hallmark by my MOMMIE~ yea, i knew what’s gonna be, she asked about my preparation and also asked me to try my best… *thankiew mommie* i am trying to do as good as possible~ hopefully not gonna disappoint anyone again~ =)

secondly… i saw a CUTE guy in library~~ wahahhahaa~~ the PINKIE guy~~ =P

*hugz+muackz* to people out there, thankiew very much…

erm… after so many comments, and i have been thinking of it for sometime though… the conclusion is… i will HOLD~ ahahhaha… neither YES nor NO~ =P

i mean, i wont make a decision so soon… i am going to give myself a chance to browse for A BETTER ONE!! i want only ONE please, i am not greedy… hehe~ and i also know that he USED TO BE THE BEST, but i dont think that he is still the one he used to be, NO, i mean i am SURE that he is no longer that NICE TO ME already… yea, and i believe that there is still SOMEONE is much better than him, someone who wont leave me like what he did… and i also hope that this SOMEONE gotta be the LAST ONE though… a serious and a steady relationship is on my way… =)

of coz, i have no idea when this someone gotta appear in my life, BUT i am going to WAIT~~ ehehe, hopefully before the day that i give up on guys and go for GIRLS instead yea… ahahahaha~~

thinking of it, having a bf now is not suitable for me though, as i still have a long way to work on my studies here in melbourne… having a bf in melbourne doesnt secure me as i will be going home to kl one day in the future… having a bf in kl also doesnt secure me while i am studying in melbourne… does this mean that i will still have to wait for ANOTHER YEAR? hahaaha… no idea~~ =)

hahaahha… maybe CUPID gonna strike on me and get me my MR RIGHT during this summer holiday? and it will last forever? hahahaa… *dreaming~*

anyway, GOODLUCK to myself and everyone~ =)

ADDITIONAL: erm… can i state my requirements here as well? hahaha… firstly, A GUY, with SUPERB caring ability, 2-7 years older than me, flooding me with LOVES, hoping me to be his LAST girl, at least 10cms TALLER than me, BIGGER size than me, MATURED thinking, knows what he wants in LIFE, loves both my FAMILY and his FAMILY, a nice FRIEND to my BUDDIES and EVERYONE, a lil small MANJA boy SOMETIMES… *hahaha… not too DIFFICULT to get HIM right?* =P

why does the same thing wanna attack me AGAIN and AGAIN? why? especially things that i have already made a decision, but why you wanna mess it up again? and i really really dont hope to have this happen again and again…

broke up, after 1 year, got back, then broke up again… after 1 year, miss me again?

it’s like, what are these man? i dont know what do you mean by happy talking to me again, i dont know what is finally feel relieved after talking to me, i dont understand why you hope me to appear in front of you immediately, i dont know why you miss me, i dont know why you always miss me after 1 year of ignorance and i dont know what you want…

PLEASE, dont tell me that you want me back… i am getting mad soon~

and why cant i just SAY NO? any reason stopping me from that? i have actually told myself that there will be NO NO NO if this gonna happen again… and godzzz… hopefully it’s not what i expected… will it be miss me as a FRIEND? hopefully…

just got back from work again… ehehe… i enjoy working although i really tired and lazy to work… i love to see customers satisfied with the food and this really makes me happy~~ this is why i hope to own a cafe~~ =)

and sometimes it’s really happy when there are cute and funnie customers…

today, there was this customer offered me chocolates when i was near him (maybe i have been eating too much chocolate and i have this ‘i-like-chocolate’ stamped on my face) but i told him NO THANKX and saying that i on diet… but he insisted to give them to me and asked me to keep in the pocket… i smiled and walked away quickly… at the end, he paid his bill with money and chocolates bar in the plate that we use to collect money and told me ‘in case you change your mind later’… *my godzz* damn cute man!! but then… my colleagues have finished them~~ didnt leave for me… =(

then there was another QUESTIONS-CUSTOMER, everytime i walked near him, i would have to answer at least one question, even i was standing there also he would waved at me and asked me to go over to his table… questioning from… where you from… where you study… what course… when going back to kl… what’s your name… where you stay… when is your exam… what’s good as dessert… have you seen this kinda keychain in kl… till what’s your phone number… i actually answered all his questions except for the last one… hahahahahah, i went to do something after listening to the question then went to eat my banana fritter in the kitchen… then he left edi~~ kekekekeke

after that, i saw a chonghwarian~~ ahah, my friend’s friend… and i walked to her and talked to her!! ehehehe, she was so shocked and kept saying that the world is so small~~ ahhahahaha~~ she didnt know me though… but she said will call me out for dinner…? ahahaha~ there was also another guy that is my friend’s friend, but then that one… i didnt talk to him~~ ahhahahaha~~ =P

muahahahahahahahaa~~
as like what BOBO predicted… beside MSN, i still could get myself occupied by SOMETHING else one… hahahahahaa~~ BUT, i have done 30% of the assignment edi… not too bad huh!! eehehheheeh… and then i went for nap also~ ahha, TIRED lar!! =P and then… playing with my TOY~~ kekekeke

now i notice… i am such a good photographer… i can take NICE pictures!! hmm… so artistic~~!! anyone wanna hire me??

*phew* just got home from an hour break~~ ahahha… the first thing i did this morning since i woke up was… OFFLINE MY MSN!! great job leh… *applause* this is the only thing i can do to pay more attention to my assignment!! i have promised myself to finish it today… *hopefully*

but then… after a while, i thought of something… i thought the SALE in NineWest, i thought of the SALE in FCUK~~ oh man, i got up and CHANGED and got prepared to go to CROWN~~ whahahahahaha~~ but… FCUK doesnt have nice stuffs ON SALE, those not on sale got lar… *waiting for the next sale* then NineWest, duh… same thing… the pair of shoes that i wanted to buy for my mom is not on sale, so wait again… but i saw ONE for myself, i didnt buy that time… still considering… whether i should get it? a pair of pink lil pointy heels… duh… next i went to A/X, erm… not on sale, and i saw a lil white baby tee with PINK wordings… wooohooo~~ *drooling* it’s not THAT EXPENSIVE, i still can afford… haha, but then… it’s not ON SALE!! worth buying full price item? but i like it… i can wear it with my the PINK ninewest heels wor…? how about that? hahaha…

people, advise me please… the A/X tee 59bucks, and the NineWest heels 79bucks… come come tell me~~

ok, an hour window shopping break has gone… back to workstation~ *gambatte*

this one 129bucks

this one 139bucks…

*which one is better for mommie?*

i always think of something when i am stressed… i would just think back, what happened in the past and what made me sad… blablabla… especially when i think back those people who used to give me supports when i was down and sad… but then all gone when i need someone now… then i would start thinking back… where are they now? why are they not with me now? and thinking back of the moments together with them, the STRONG and HAPPY mind that i used to have…

and so then starting to grade myself a FAILURE…? i cant have control in myself, my mind, my life… everything is just out of my control… =(

woohoo~~ just finished my “shine-on-you-marathon”!! it was FANTASTIC!! i purposely went to rent video tapes instead of waiting for the downloaded version… couldnt wait any longer edi~~ AND ALSO not gonna wait for the SUPER-BAD-GUY-TAIUEI!!!

and man~~ I LOVE THE ENDING~~ i cried like a pig only especially the LAST 5 mins of this whole series!! well, it’s a touching story and wasted millions of my tear drops… REALLY NICE!! =)

the MISS WONG was so DUMB!! *sorrie yuan* too blur to realise who she actually love… my godzzzz… even i knew it man!! gotta round and round and round, wasted so much time, hurt 2 guys… only realised at the very end~~ what the hell~~ BUT, luckily she still manage to realise it at the very end~~~ *god bless*

finally done with this show, else i will always think of it and no mood to study at all thinking what’s next of the story… haha… now is better… =) okokok… here i come ASSIGNMENTS!!